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Hv u ever got raped / molested by anyone, which still traumatize you?

Submitted by OneFromJaipur Location: All India (All India, India)

Many of us feel that different sort of molestation or even *** by someone or other has made you gay. And many of us still get traumatized when we recall those bad memories.

But sometimes, when we share those incidences with someone, even with strangers, the pain is reduced and slowly the recalling is stopped or the recalling does not give trauma anymore.

Why not we all share those painful incidences here, which are still painful if recalled.

Note: Pl dont mention the ones which make you feel aroused now.

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No Picture kangana_cd	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 when ever a good topic of discussion comes up, people starts writing their fantasy stories, the thread was clearly started for sharing trauma and get help, i request people to live their fantasy in their own mind and leave the rest of us out of it.

No Picture Wildtoppp25	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 Plz share your real experiences not fantasy stories.

No Picture Ajaybot_chennai	Posted On Jan 18, 2026 while im doing college age of 20 (2021) one frnd bday party 4 in total we all had beer, i was high and not stable. my friends asked me about the incident with seniors were using me for fun. I refused initally but later while changing dress. they spotted love bites at nipples and chest. after the conversations i felt bad and planned to leave the party. somehow im unstable cant go out. after that i thought to book auto and move. i dint get any auto so i left the party by 12.30 AM i was searching for auto and after sometime a auto stopped and i asked to go for guduvanchery inside he asked 250 i agreed to pay and i started i dress a shorts and vacation shirt with 2 buttons open. while started and crossed SRM, my friend call me i was on loud speaker, they asked to come to room again if argued, i haven't on control where im. i stated yes i * and got * by seniors and i do what ever i want. my privacy u cant ask anything so mind your business etc.. cried and later i called my senior Rahul, he also drunk at the time at his room, not picked the call , after5 times of continous call he picked, Loud speaker, he called me as sollu d pondati (im crying), mama my friends are teasing me im not happy and im going to room from party. he asked yedula pora and all. he said he cant come, and asked to send pic of me. i realised i was used by him also. i sent a pic of my dress code and after he called me. ena epadi dress potu eruka yaru kuda padutha, yeva pool umbuna like that, i was near Guduvanchry signal, the auto driver heared all the conversation, i was tired and almost sleeping at the left corner, while im unconcious stage, driver stopped inside a village and i felt my nipples were hot and pain. I was unable to see what im doing and where im the auto driver is about 28-20 fit and wearing brown shirt i was getting * also. i cant able to refuse it, i slowly moaning pls vidunga anna ahhh pllss like that. he started abusing me (hey potta mathavanga pool umbura la yen poola umbu) i was not interested, his body hold me, i dont have enough strength to oppose him, he is milking my chest harder, i cant able to stop it, he torn my buttons also, as im getting * and felt bitch. i slowly allowed him to do. he removed by shorts and licking my * hole i was moaning like ahh Rahul mama like i felt Rahul feel of that * licking. he slowly asked to koothia okkava d punda, i said ayoo venda pls yena drop panunga, konjo nero mama kuda padu d he easlity lifted me and trying to sit on his lap my shirt with no buttons, my shorts were removed, he pushed me to lay inbetween the driver and passenger seat rod and started licking my * again, i have no objection i was so * and alcoholic. i allowed him mama olu da. he simply said thevidiya munda eduku tha wait panra he splited his salaiva on my * and his . slowly inserting his inside my * *. i was on pain, he took me out of the auto and asking to stand but im already dancing, he abusing me in bad words, otha theviyda, homalae, kuthi, punda etc, i can remember everything still. no condom he pushed his fully erected cut * inside my *, i was like haaan shhhh yessss mama, he dint hesitate anything grabing my small boobs painfuly and * me harder, i was like haaa shhhh anna pls vidunga, im getting concious partially he said mama nu kupdu d thevidya, anna pls neega vidunga yena, valikudu, eru d 2 mins kanjee yedukra nakki tu pola, iwas like shhhh haaaa nooo ayooo valikudu anna, in few mins he did hard inside and cumm inside my *, ayoo na wash pananu and cried yen epadi panenga i stared cring, i dnt know what to do also. he gave his watter bottle and asked to wash, also said nee alutha satho pota na engave drop pani pova, i agreed to be silent. dropped me the location and asking to pay 500, i said u only have to pay u raped me. kasu kudu d una thana othaen, un koothi aripa na thanaa adakuna like rugged voice, im afraid of the area and being caught i said anna u threatening me. judujriya ela sanda podava nu, i said anna i have 300 only pls dont shout, he said apo sappu one time i said no, i dont have money pls understand. pls hve 300 and go, he refused, asked to * him again, i said ok and move the auto to dark place time might be 1.45AM near a big tree i took me and asked to remove the shirt, i opened he * my nipples and now im intentionally , i grabbed his for the 1st time, he have a 6 inch thin * i slowly gave my nipple position to him and asked to * it one by one, he grabbed my hair and kissed on my lips i was taking his * out from his pant, and giving stoke he said umbu d munda, mama nu solu d i slowly kneel down in frnt of his * and statred , is clean i think he also washed after , smells the ather perfume i gave him deep blow in 5 mins he pushed my head to his to leak the * inside my throat. after that he gave me a kiss on cheeks and nipples he asked my number but i refused. he said im happy d, next time patha una okkanu d love you and he moved. i went to my room and washed my *** it was very painful and im bleeding also. i took the necessary pills to prevent from diseases. and slept for the night

No Picture unconvention	Posted On Jan 19, 2026 Ever faced a situation when you come across the person who started sexually molesting you right in your tender age? The person who ensured you don't live your childhood the way any other normal child enjoys? How do you react when you see this person, especially when he pretends to be living a normal relationship with you? In my case, it was one of cousin (with the age difference of 16 years between us) who started molesting me. As far as I can recall from those faded memories I was just 4. Not sure if he was doing it since much before. I remember not liking his presence, his touch, yet he continued molesting me with a threat to harm me and my parents, and at times by telling me that if people would get to know, they will beat me and won't talk to me ever. Those bad touches continued until I guess I was 9 or 10, and that was the time when he made me suffered through those brutal pains. I also remember the day when during my unwilling visit to his house with my mother, he took me to the washroom and molested again. I cried, but he threatened me to better wear a smile on my face. And when I came out, my mother noticed those semen spots, and when she inquired me about what was that, how my aunt covered and changed the topic. Today I wonder if she always knew about her son? I had to live with those pains until I turned 14, and that is when I decided to say it a complete NO. He tried again and I said no. He thought I was joking as he wasn't there to hear my no. He again asked me to cooperate, but I decided to leave, and that gave me the worst dream to live. He jumped on me like a hungry jackal, ripped me apart and tore my mind and heart. I remember how I first suffered from fever and then went into depression. I also remember doing really bad in one of my semesters. I always thought that one day my parents would be able to understand the pain and agony behind my eyes. The thought and unmet expectation took me away from my family. Despite living with them, I never lived with them. It was only with time I understood, it wasn't their fault either. However, I had that fire to retort. This moron still had the audacity to ask me to get him a cigarette secretly in the absence of his father (my uncle). I once emptied the cigarette to replace the tobacco inside with the powder from the matchsticks. I remember the fire flaring up while he was smoking, that made me feel relieved to an extent. Next day his wife only requested me to not to do that to him, promising he will never ask me to get him more cigarettes from the market. I at once thought of telling what he did to me, but then I knew it wasn't her fault. Moreover, even if I’ll tell, what is the guarantee that she will trust me against her husband? Time passed by, and I continued living my life. The whole ruined childhood itself made me believe that trust and love are mere words. I always used to run away from love. I never tried sharing a good bond with my sibling. I never allowed my mother to serve me food. I started doing things on my own. I tried building my own life, in my own way. A few years ago, news published in the Indian newspapers dragged me again into my depressive zone. The news about the murder of a 4 years old girl after the *. I felt like if life wanted me to live the whole story again. It was then when I told my parents about my years-long pain. Knowingly everyone in the family matters to my father the most, I stopped him from taking any actions. I knew he will stand for me, but then the consequences and those rift in relationships will also slowly kill him internally. I told him that I have learned to live my life. I confessed, that not trusting them isn’t anything to do with them, but now I simply cannot learn to trust anyone. A few years ago, I saw the documentary ‘Rubaru Roshni’ by Aamir Khan. It flushed out the remaining anger from me. Life now seems more smooth and composed. However, when I see the same guy touching any other kids in my family, I try to stand as a shield for them. Kids won’t know anything, adults may not notice anything. But the war between a saviour and a molester will continue between me and him. I won’t let him ruin the childhood of any other child. He's not just a pervert, but a * too.

No Picture Slimboys	Posted On Jan 20, 2026 @unconvention thanks for sharing your pain with us. Be strong and please seek consoling if possible.

No Picture TommyHilfiger	Posted On Jan 20, 2026 @unconvention - it's so heart wrenching that you had to go through such a painful childhood. Thanks for sharing. I believe, it would be an eye opener for those who molest little kids/children and know how that would devastate them mentally/psychologically. Not everybody can come up strong and also may take years to come out of that.

No Picture Goodkid2024	Posted On Jan 21, 2026 Lowkey why do some of the experiences sound made up bro i think we should have a threat about people like me who were molested and loved it, since already people are sharing fantasies how about a thread where we were molested or raped but we loved it.

No Picture Venram	Posted On Jan 21, 2026 @Unvonvenion sorry. U should have taken action or else he. Might keep spoiling another child

No Picture Venram	Posted On Jan 21, 2026 School days from 6 th to 9th i was troubled by my classmates. It was not *. But i felt an insult. I had few boys in the class 3 to 4 years elder to me. They used to hug me in public from the behind. It was so tight i could not move also. Just like that taking my hand to their . I always did not allow them resisted. Few other treated me as a girl friend. Mean time my face growth helped me to gain a respect as man. In 10 th public exam all were busy. None passed in 10th. Similarly i was troubled in my master's degree in the hostel especially by 2 . It was very difficult in the first year. In the second i become close to one of the 2. He inserted into . Hugging and sleeping. One or 2 times he tried *. But i was scared snd didn't allow.

No Picture Abhinash	Posted On Jan 25, 2026 I wasnt molested or raped but willing has * with a senior in school and then that senior told everyone that i * his ***. I dont understand why he did that but my image was severely damaged and i was always humiliated in my school. That trauma still haunts me.

No Picture Chocolatesyyrup	Posted On Jan 26, 2026 Even I was molested by 3 guys during my childhood *** teenage. It was continued till my +2. There was this distant cousin he used to molest and use me for his sexual desires. Then during my 8th and 9th grade my 2 classmates used to molest in the restroom. Even now I get molested by men in the public transport and I get anxiety. Now I'm 21 with good looks and I have encountered many times. Recently I was traveling in bus to clg and one guy in 40s sat next to me and started groping then immediately i got down in the next stop.

No Picture Versside	Posted On Jan 26, 2026 I wish there was one incident I could talk about. I have been molested so many times by so may different people. The worst part is at this point I dont even know if I actually hated it. Sometimes a smell resembling one of the men actually gives me panic attack- that one cigarette is ingrained in my memory. 1. I was really small- may be 7-8, i was at my uncles place- my mon had gone out- I was at home- playing with my other cousins- then one of the older cousins- 14-15 took me to the first floor kitchen (was under construction at the time)-- asked to to stand on a small wooden block and look outside the window. I felt him dragging my pants down and putting his * inside me. He started * me. I was too young to even know what was happening. Sometime later he came inside me- asked me to wash and not tell anyone. I also agreed. I didnt tell anyone. That was the first and the last time it happend. 2. I was in class 8- i was going to one of my neighbors place to drop something off. Right in front of their gate- there were a couple of Indie dogs barking and fighting with one another. I decided to go back to my place cause I had gotten scared. Right when I was about to turn- one of the tenets of my neighbor came outside and asked what happened- I told him dogs were fighting and needed to go to the 3rd floor to his landlords appartment. He asked me to follow him- he scared the dogs away. I followed him- he used to live on the ground floor- took me to his place. Asked me to sit on the bed in his living room. I I saw him locking the gate and I knew something wasn't right. I started feeling heavy. He sat next to me and asked do you want to be my friend. I didnt even know what to do or say. I simply nodded- he was wearing lungi- he undressed in front of me and asked me to take my shorts off. I simply followed what he said- I was too scared to say anything. He laid on top of me, I could smell his cigarette- i could feel his tiny *** rubbing against my ashore. He came quickly and asked me not to tell anyone. He was a police officer- I was so scared that I didnt tell anyone. I used to always hide whenever I used to see him on road.

No Picture Abhinash	Posted On Jan 26, 2026 @versside...ur story must b very traumatic as a child for u...but honestly i wsih if i would have been in ur place...thats a fantasy to me getting * the way u got *

No Picture hotbotpop	Posted On Jan 27, 2026 One guy * me when I was 8 years old. He was a tailor. I went to give measurements. This guy was alone and he closed the shop and while taking measurements for my waist, he just removed my pant and underwear and * me. I cummed in his * itself. Another old neighbor has given me handjob 3-4 times when I was barely 10 years old. One more I remember is our servant boy feeling my * when I was young. But I wasn't traumatized by any of these though. Rather I enjoyed those interactions. But the one I hated was a few years back when I called a Vtop guy to my hotel room. He just came and directly removed my clothes and all. Then he started biting my nipples - literally biting. It was not erotic one bit, it was rather painful. I kept telling him and after a few times, when he continued, I just pushed him off. Then somehow he left after mutual *. Next day he again called and asked if he can come. I blasted him saying he behaved like a psycho biting so much and will never meet him again. He said sorry and cut the call. It took a week for the red marks to go away. I just hated that encounter but wasn't traumatized. Another time, in a theater in Mumbai, I * a labor guy. He was so manly and fit. He pushed his * hard while using abusive words. He even pinched my ears with his nails. It turned me on that time and I cummed but I was feeling terrible for a short while. Later on though, whenever I think of that situation, I was feeling *. Masturbated several times remembering that. Overall, I was never traumatized but I feel for those who has to carry trauma, especially in their tender age.

No Picture Pearbodyboy	Posted On Jan 27, 2026 @naughtymanushya. I wouldn't really say that it's impossible to * cause release of a watery liquid often while having an orgasm. I've been jerking off since I was seven. And I do remember days when I used to do it more than twice, my shorts would get wet and my mom would ask me why I'm pissing my shorts! But the actual thick white * happens only after the age of 13-14.

No Picture Abhi0997 *	Posted On Jan 27, 2026 I was 10 and staying in the hostel. There was a senior who always comes to our room and tells us about * and we were 4 roommates and he used to * all 4 of us on different days while saying that today he’ll teach us new position to have ***.

No Picture bottomjo	Posted On Feb 1, 2026 White van..... i was 16 and went to a Halloween party, i had no costume so i asked my sister for some help. She was quick to make me try a few things but she really liked the short skirt with fishnet stockings, so i agreed followed by a blouse and stuff bra, we had old wigs from my aunt who was passed, after 30 min of make up and dressing ,,, even my self i was shocked at how i looked, just * wow. so we go to the party and she leaves with out me and tells me i can hitch a ride with one of the guests,, hmmm ok. as time goes no one is leaving and i want to go, so i decide to walk it's only 3 miles. as i walk a white van kept driving by and turn around and do it again, very creepy and 5 min later here come the white van, so this time stupid me i put my thumb out thinking when they see im a guy they will * off right..... after a few words i agree to accept a ride on the fact that the heal shoes are hurting my feet. i know i should of done something else but i didn't and took the ride.the passenger was older like 45 50 and he's the one who came in the back of the van and said, your dressed like a * hahaha,you must put our too i bet and on it goes as i watch him take off his pants and this time he says, * my * * it----- and he starts ripping my clothes and i am freaked ,i dont want to wreck my sister outfit so i said ,,, ok ok you don't have to rip it i can take it off and at this point i knew what was going to happen to me. once the driver parks at the back of a shopping center i was more worried,,,, he said if your a good * we wont hurt you, well maybe a bit lol but you out out ,* my * and i did , it took an hour or more for this to end, my lips tasted like * and vaseline ,,, my *** was sensitive and just like that at the back of the shopping center,,, he opened the door and kicked me out naked and threw my close at me. im lucky that's all they did because they could of done much worst and i knew that ,so i pleased as much as they wanted and thy let me go.

No Picture Sundarmduguy	Posted On Feb 1, 2026 I was abused when I was 13/14 but the guy who rescued me asked me to not to tell anyone since it will create scene

No Picture Zakir290	Posted On Feb 2, 2026 i was 18 when i was catfished by an uncle. i had just turned 18 and used chat a lot with like minded people online and exchanged numbers with a lot of strangers. one fine day, i received a call. the guy on the other side told me that we had chatted a long ago and wants to meet-up. he told me that he was 19 and described himself very eloquently. i took the bait and went to meet him. it happened almost 20 years ago. metro was not that spread out in delhi as it is now. we decided to meet at a place which was on the opposite end of the Delhi from where i used to live and the nearest metro station was atleast 6-7 km away from my home. i anyway ventured out to meet this guy. i reached the metro station where he told me he would meet. i got down from the station and he was no where. so i called him. he then told me to board a dtc bus and come to a place he told me. i got annoyed as i had anyway travelled a lot and now instead of meeting at the designated station he had the audacity to further prolong my journey. i gave him an earful in the most nicest way i could. but then he somehow convinced me to take on the rest of the voyage. so, i got on to the bus and reached the spot. he then again didn't appear. upon calling, he told me to take a rickshaw and come to his place. i had had enough. i then gave him another earful and not so nice this time and disconnected and began my way back home. he then again called me and apologized and told me to stay where i am and he is coming to pick me. i waited there for at least 20 minutes and then started walking to the metro station. he called and asked where m i, i told him that i am not interested no more and going back home. as i was walking on the side of the road, a hatchback stopped right besides me. a man around 50 years old stepped out with a phone on his ear and it was him who was talking to me. i went numb and pale seeing this man. he greeted me but i was too stunned to respond. he took my hand and slid me into the car's back seat. i was numb and couldn't resist. in the car 2 more guys were sitting, one driving and other on the front passenger seat. they seemed to be around 30-32 years old. at backseat, this uncle had me engulfed in his embrace. they all were making small talks and suddenly the uncle held my face and tried to kiss me on the lips. i pulled my face away. meanwhile, the car had reached its destination. it was a warehouse of some sort. it was decently furnished. these guys offered me a stool to sit and a some water. i took the stool but i was too scared to feel the thirst. then the uncle took me to a small room and locked it from inside. but he was acting very nice and kind. he undre$$ed himself and turned towards me. i implored him to not force me to undress. he said at least take your shirt off. i was powerless and teary eyed, then he pulled my shirt away. but did not touch my pants. he then thrusted his t0ngue down my throat and got a bit passionate and then went on to do stuff i am not comfortable elaborating. then he stopped and asked me to invite one of the other two guys. i told him to hurry himslef up and let me go. he did the same. although it felt like forever when it was happening but all of this concluded in just 4-5 minutes. when it ended, i hastily dressed up and escaped out from backdoor. i ran towards the road and felt relieved seeing the open sky. suddenly, this uncle came from behind in his car and offered me to drop off at the metro station. i refused but he insisted. i somehow got into his car and then he took a sharp U-turn and i just cried for my life and started begging him to let me go. he assured me to not get scared and dropped me to another metro station. the moment i got down his car, i literally flew into the metro station and disappeared. i reached my home at 10:30 at night. my folks were about to call the police to report me missing when i entered my home.

No Picture Sisyfrmknp	Posted On Feb 3, 2026 Molestation ! Yes Mai 7 ya 8 sal ka raha hoga mere tution teacher ne mere sath kiya jiski wajah se hi shayad aj mai gay hu. i remember mai 2 class me tha mera tution teacher jiski age us Samy hogi maybe 40 to starting me wo muje apni god me bitha ke gal pe kiss karta tha fir dhire dhire usne mujhko paise diye aise hi bahut jyada nahi kabhi 5-10 par us time me wo bhi ek bache ke liye jyada they aj se 20 sal pahle. Then usne ek bar apne * par mera hath lagaya fir next time usne payjame se bahar nikal liya or mujhe sirf dikhaya fir next time bola pakdo isko muje kuch pata nahi tha mai karta gaya. Ab scene ye tha jab wo padhane aye to * nikal le or padhate time mujse kahe isko pakde raho, kabhi kabhi to aisa hota mom aa jaye to bas wo kurte se cover kar de, ab mai book liye padh raha hu mom kamre me hai or Mera hath uske * pe under the table. Jab ye ho gaya to usko confidence ho gaya mai kisi se bolunga nahi fir usne kaha isko mu me lo ab mai usko blow karne laga jab bhi time mile 1-2 min. Fir uska roj ka ho gaya mom ko bol de chai banane ko or unke jate hi mujhe bole niche baitho or chuso mai karne bhi laga. Ek do bar uska * bhi hua par usne pahle hi bahr nikal liya or apne kurte me poch lia mujhe nahi pata tha us waqt tak ye kya hai. Then uski himat or badhi wo mujhse bola mere aane se pahle underwear utar diya karo sirf dhila sa koi lower pahn liya karo Maine waisa hi kiya so usne meri gaad me boroplus laga ke kayi din tak finger Kiya, ek din usko time Mila mummy kahi busy hongi usne mujhe apne * par baithya par mai Zara se me hi uchal gaya maine kaha ye nahi ho payega may be wo dar gaya ki shayad Mai kisi se bata na du to fir usne * karne ki kosis nahi ki par handjob or blowjob countinue raha fir meri tution change ho gayi and ye sab khatm hua. Teen age ke baad mujhe samajh aya ye sab kya tha par tab tak mai straight tha mujhe wo baat yaad karke gussa ati thi par jab mai * karta tha wo bat soch ke mujhe orgasm ane laga. Fir * pahle gay fir sissy ab mai full feminine feel karta hu ki isse acha to kash Mai ladki hi hota

No Picture Momo_lover1122	Posted On Feb 6, 2026 When I was in college I had gone to a clothes shop to buy new shorts. The guy was an almost 40ish looking mature guy. Every time he brought out new shorts he would keep it on my waist to check the fit. After a couple of different colors I noticed he was touching my dik for every time he kept a shorts over my waist like asif to check the waist size. He then took me to the changing room and pulled down my pants and underwear. I was already hard because of the touching. He began to suk me and I came. I guess that's why I enjoy mature guys rather than young ones.

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Hv u ever got raped / molested by anyone, which still traumatize you?