Hv u ever got raped / molested by anyone, which still traumatize you?

Many of us feel that different sort of molestation or even *** by someone or other has made you gay. And many of us still get traumatized when we recall those bad memories.

But sometimes, when we share those incidences with someone, even with strangers, the pain is reduced and slowly the recalling is stopped or the recalling does not give trauma anymore.

Why not we all share those painful incidences here, which are still painful if recalled.

Note: Pl dont mention the ones which make you feel aroused now.

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No Picture Sur123	Posted On Jul 23, 2026 Well I was always a hot target to random men ever since I was young because I have a milky white complexion and a sexy pink luscious lips that gives me a naturally feminine look which was more prominent when I was younger. Boys in my class would often refer to me as "she" and "her" when talking to me. When I was just 7, a creepy old man used to stalk me in school. He used to stare at me with lustful eyes and I was too young to read his dirty mind. One day, he followed me to the washroom and I was all alone. He forcefully took me inside the toilet and bolted the door. TBH, I was scared and didn't understand the situation but I had a gut feeling that something is not right. He told me to stay quiet. He undressed me and felt my bum. He smooched me hard and then made me sit on the WC. He removed his *** outside. His *** was fully hard. He thrusted his big black *** into my throat and *** me for 10 mins. He then shot his *** onto my face. He then wiped it off with his handkerchief. He threatened me to not tell this to anyone and I was too young to even understand what he did. During my teenage years, on several occasions I got groped and molested by random dirty men while traveling in buses and in other public places. Men would hit on me frequently. There was one man who used to follow me at the bus stop everyday when I used to go to college. He used to board the same bus and always sit or stand very close to me. He would then start to touch me and feel my bum, waist and boobs. Since I was too scared and embarassed to raise an alarm, he took my silence as my invitation and he grew bolder day by day. He got so bold that one day when the bus was overcrowded, he was standing behind me and began rubbing his *** on my bum. He then unzipped his trousers and took out his *** and continued to rub it over my bum. He then ejaculated his load on my bum and I was scared that someone might see us. So I got off at the very next stop and took an auto. He continued stalking me everyday. He knew exactly about my daily routine and he even used to stand outside my college waiting for me to come out. His behavior really creeped me out throughout my college days and I was too scared to share it with anyone.
No Picture Luckyking	Posted On Jul 24, 2026 Was molested - kissing , HJ , BJ , tasting *** and dry humping by neighbours uncles and boys from 5-10 years , once was even molested by young teen girl when i was in third grade , she made me kiss her , she tried to *** my *** and tried to have *** with me. We shifted out of Neighborhood when i was 10 , the had a couple of times with my older cousin when was 14 years old . Am not sure if it traumatised me
No Picture Gangbangmyhole	Posted On Jul 24, 2026 Hi guys Raped and molested and creamiped many times Lets begin my traumatic story which made me a full sissy bottom now I was in 8th class stayed in hostel in high class convent, its like a dormitory around 15 students sleep with me in different beds, it was my first day in hostel dont know anyone already tired of travel and all dozed off completely without knowing my roommates . Early morning my *** was sore and little painful and creamy liquid was there which i thought it was sweat but smelling bad. I went off to bath and washed it off and that night before going to bed just wanted to check my *** regarding smell i kept my hand and smelled it it was ok no smell. I slept off again and morning i woke up same sticky liquid coming from my *** and smelling. By that time i was in friends with all my roomates i asked the one next to my bed is your *** smelling and sticky by sleeping in this hostel he said sometimes but before you come it was there now not there i thought may be because of the bed i changed my bed and that night went to bed again by that time i dont know whats happening so my thoughts didnt made me sleep i slept late around 12 am then again i woke up late and to find out the same sticky liquid and smell from my *** . I was worried and i thought of not sleeping that day around 3 am my room door was opened and some shadow was approaching me i was afraid and covered myself in blanket and that shadow figure slept on my bed and kept his finger in my *** and it was wet dont know why that time now i know then he inserted his big finger (his ***) i thought that time he moved my *** front and back and after some time he was pulling my *** tight and rubbed his big finger (his ***) and got up and went off.. i thought it was a ghost sleeping beside me i told no one thinking that they will find me mad . Next day and next day and next day its happening since i joined for month i got courage and one night when he was doing it i thought of turning and i did he muttered in his voice turn back i am afraid by his voice and turned back he did his thing and went off. Then for somedays nothing happened i slept nice. Then came the bomb that my friend asked me that he is getting that smell again and sticky liquid. I told him a shadow is coming daily night and putting fingers and putting that liquid i said.. he was worried and called his mom and dad and went off hostel. After he went off gain it started for me this time i thought of waking up and holding his fingers ..he came same time and while he was doing it i turned and hold his fingers but it was wery big and thick not like fingers so i tried to hold it completely that time he hold my hand and started rubbing it with my hand after sometime he spilled something from that thick thing. All that sticky liquid was on my hand now. He wiped it with my bed sheet and went off. This time my *** not smelling my hand was ... Then came to knwo that he was releasing some liquid onto me ..that night when came i was sleeping to his side this time he didnt come to bed he was standing there and was rubbing his thick thing and suddenly he came near my face and kept that thick thing on my face and tried to keep it in my *** and same liquid spurted out of that thing and plastered all over my face and rubbed whatever left and went off. This time it was my face and *** smelling. Next night he came the same way and did the same thing it happend for some months daily. Suddenly one day he came sat on floor beside my bed and took me toward him opened my pants and put my *** in his *** and *** for some time i was unable to control my mood and spurted some liquid from it and he drank every drop and when he was doing it was good at the same time it was new to me. He did that for some days *** my *** and giving facial for me and cumshot after some days i tried in bathroom with soap i got the same white liquid from my *** . I came to know that sticky liquid coming from his *** daily. I dont know abot mem to men that time. By that time im used to get *** he come fucks for some time cums inside my *** and on my *** some time i sucks me everytime and drinks my ***. Then again for somedays he came but never came to me and after several months came to know that he *** everyone in my room couldnt able to know who he is .. I explained to all my friends they told the same thing happend to them from past few months. This time my friend and we planned to sleep together he came and came onto our bed and *** both of us and came on both of us. Then *** both of our *** and he whispered i know you are awake i will do this daily to both of you and went off. We dont know what to do and this time we made our bed together and allof 15 members slept together and this time door was not opened buy my *** is getting *** i got even afraid and got up to see that my friends are doing it. I got up and went to drink water to see that all of my roommates are doing it together its llike an orgy ... Then i went to bed and slept off to find out that daily the person visiting is not a ghost. Next day i kept my bed away from them and slept this time door opened and same thing happend again. Dont know what to do i became vigilant to findout hwo he is i kept my bed near to light switch and when he came inside and started *** me i switched on the light to see who he is to my astonishment he is my warden around 30 yrs age he angrily shouted at me and switched off the light and he went on doing his thing. Next day morning i went to bathroom to freshen up i was late and all my friends used the bathroom before me . Then my warden came knocking my bathroom door asking how much time i said 1o mins he said open the door and he came in and *** my *** and made me *** which made me *** and i came fast he turned me aside and started *** me he cumm inside my *** and told me to clean off i did and went to class room . In my thoughts *** was ok for me but when started *** me it was painful. Next time he didnt come nights he came directly to bathroom and *** my *** daily for a montha and it became addiction to me. Holidays came and went to my city and to know only that i was used by him and it was wrong i cant able to tell that to any of my friends in city. I came back to hostel and this time me and my friends made a pact we should be free from this and gave complaint to head warden . He listened to us and told he will check. We went on to our usual things and that night no one came we thought head warden took action. Next night it happened again and next night and agian and again we all came to know that all of the wardens are using our room as whore house and dumping their loads in us. We dont know what to do and we surrendered to them all some times all of the wardens come inside our room and *** us. Then year changed we went to differnt hostel again the same thing is repating in nights ther also same now all the wardens know in the campsu whom to *** ..they did in room at night and in bathrooms without any shame. We are also used to it and get on with our studies.. one day some head official of hostel came to vist we explained to him everything he immediately dismissed them and we were happy and after some days my friends started to do the same thing without my notice in bathrooms. I was the only one left.. i was ashamed of it what was happend and i thought of never doing it again with anyone. May be they continued *** and scking each other i didnt bother. After soe years when im abroad i went to a bisexual orgy which i didnt know i went on to know that i wanted my *** getting *** that story will tell you later
No Picture Abhi07261	Posted On Jul 25, 2026 I was molested by my house maid. My parents used to go for work in day and at that time he used to touch me and threaten to beat me if I refuse him to touch me and after sometime he started pressing my boobs and *** and this happened for 5-6 months. One day my parents went out of town for some function and on that night he called one of his friend and they both got drunk and then they both came into my room and started touching me and removed my clothes. I was scared but they threatened me to beat me if I’ll not cooperate. After sometime his friend removed his shorts and that was the 1st time when I have seen anyone’s ***. He pulled me by holding my hairs and asked me to *** his ***. I was scared so I started *** and then my house maid also removed his shorts and asked me to *** both of them. After sometime his friend bend me and tried to *** me but since my hole was too tight and small for his big *** my house maid told him not to do as my parents will come next day and if they’ll get to know he might loose his job. This continued for 2 years and whenever he gets a chance he call his friends and ask me to *** everyone.
No Picture Dost4ever012	Posted On Jul 25, 2026 @Abhi07261 I hope that house maid to get worst kind of death.
No Picture KaliMotiGand	Posted On Jul 25, 2026 Once in class 8 i had a school fight. Because of my dark skin tone and poor financial condition know to all in class i was easiest Target for bullying. 15 kkds jumped on me and restrained me. They had no intention lf molesting me but it was a real fight going on in which i was badky losing. Suddenly out kf nowhere while having my arms wrists and legs all things tightly held against my will i felt a hand grabbing and squeezing my *** and balls. I felt tingling sensation. In the heat of moment nobody noticed what had happened. But i was molested. That one kid had grabbed and squeezed my balls and coxk so hard.
No Picture Mnbvcxxz_r	Posted On Jul 25, 2026 After reading all the incident u guys shared here, I feel so lucky that thank god nothing like that happened with me. But yeah one important thing that we should protect our kids(well I'm single), not just ours but stranger kids to from *** predators so they can't molest or *** them.
deepsharma_	Posted On Jul 26, 2026 i agree with you @Mnbvcxxz_r.
No Picture Suryaaryabb	Posted On Jul 26, 2026 When i was in 3rd standard, one of a bhaiya who was in 11th or 12th standard uses to make me su*k his c*ck. He used to touch my c*ck as well and *** it a bit as well for minute or 2, then make me *** him to. He use to kiss me as well. Initially it felt odd to me but later i felt excited about it as well. I not sure if i put this in assault category. Its happened for a year and few months. We used to live a neighbours. While kissing he used to smooch me. Many time he licked my *** as well and insisted me to put his c*ck but thank god i never agrees to that. By he rimmed and figured me a lot.
No Picture KaliMotiGand	Posted On Aug 2, 2026 I wasn't able to sleep one night. So I just felt like going out for a ride. Now the problem is since it was 2 am, i thought i can just go out on my scooty wearing my shorts for lower body and inner wear for upoer body. I didn't even bother wearing proper shoes. I put on my slippers and went for a ride. So no helmet, no wallet( it had my driving licence) , no money (so no way to oay fine if caught), no phone, just me in my shorts and a white tank top. Riding my scooty. Jumping red signals at crossings because who cares. I thought no cop is gonna catch me now. There's no one. Although i am muscular but i have a bit of chubby belly and i have moobs too. Puffy nipples, clean shaven face and over all smooth hairless waxed body with jiggly *** visible through shorts. I have a big *** with fat lips too. Anyways at 2:15 am i get stopped by a police van. A copmwas standing out and he practically jumped in front of my scooty to stop me as i was trying to evade and run away. But i still had to stop because at that speed had i tried to swerve i would have lost control qnd could have had an accident. He made me park my scooty by the side of riad juat behind his van. He scanned me from head to toe and gave a very dirty cheap grin. He asked me what i was upto and where i was even going. I told him that i was just roaming around as i was feeling restless at home. So he again laughed and cracked a crude dirty joke about my *** being restless. He said that my restless *** can get me in deep trouble. He asked me for my driver's license and papers for my scooty. I got really scared now. This was the first time i had really understood the gravity of the situation. I had no phone so couldn't show through digi locker, didn't carry papers in dickky either, didn't have wallet either. So couldn't furnish licence. And obviously didn't have money to pay either. When i told him that I didn't have anything on me :- no papers, no licence, no phone nothing that's when his tone changed and he became aggressive and rough with me. He slapped me on my cheek and accused me of having stolen the scooty. He said, "come to the police station right away. We know how to make cheap petty theives like you sing and dance." I started crying and begging for mercy. I am still shaking and crying while typing all this. But at least one of my darkest fantasies got fulfilled. I am just considering myself lucky as it was dark and desserted so probably nobody else knows what happened and it's between me and those cops only. Anyways back to the story. So when this cop who was taller and more built looking than me was grabbing me by my upper arms and was trying to put me in his van , I started crying and pleading. I started reaching for his feet. I felt utterly humiliated but what else could i have done. I grabbed his lower legs and started asking him to just believe me and that i would never ride without helmet and licence ever at all. I told him that i would do anything to avoid going to the station. And that's when he stopped. He looked at me with his piercing predatory gaze and looked into my eyes that were shedding tears heavily and asked, "anything?". I said "yes anything." He was like, "what can you do? You don't have money". I looked at him and cried out, "please i will do whatever you ask me to do. Just don't take me or my scooty to police station. If not money then there could be something else i can offer. Just say and i will do. Please. I will give you the best blowjob of your life. I will *** like my life depends on it." He looked around and put his hand over my head. And made me kneel in front of him. He opened his zipper and pulled out his thick smelly long hariyanvi *** for me to ***. My nipples and *** were erect due to the sexual tension of the situation. I was on my knees wearing very little clothes giving blowjob to a cop who was wanting to take me to police station and i had to satisfy him to avoid going there. *** it was so hot yet dificult and humiliating. His flacid *** was longer than my erect coxk and as thick as my erect ***. So i grabbed it and began doing whatever i had seen in *** movies. I slurped up and down on the shaft and licked his balls too. I began taking his *** deep in my throat. I was gagged by it. Once it became erect it was easily 9 inches long and very thick. Almost as thick as a deodrant can. He put one hand behind my head and another hand under my chin and started shoving his erect *** balls deep. His balls were touching my chin with each thrust. Although i was the one who had made this offer but soon it turned into brutal face *** as he was making my nose touch his skin over his *** with each thrust and i was trying to push him away. My hands were on his hip trying to push him away. And then he laughed and said that he was a wrestling athelete and that there was no way I could push him away as he was way stronger than me. He told me that he could easily break every bone in my body and leave me naked on the road if he wanted to so i should respect his authority over me and not fight back or esle he wouldn't even need to use a small fraction of his brute power to beat me up and leave me naked and battered on teh road without my scooty to go back home. When he said all that i got scared and stopped resisting. I started allowing him to use me however he wanted. He had huge stamina. His *** was hurting my *** and throat as it was as hard as a metal rod. And he wasn't even cumming so i just wanted him to *** as soon as possible. I was drooling all over his *** making it well lubricated and much easier to slide in and out of my throat. He must have *** my throat for 15 minutes and then he made me atand up by grabbing the back of my head and pulling my hair up hard. He spun me around and started taking my shorts off. I was like, "please what are you doing. I gave you a blowjob. Now let me go. Please." He was like, "chup sali randi, let me fuxk your *** now or else you know what will happen." After pulling my shorts down he saw my round bubble butt. Smooth and hairless *** and legs drove him crazy and he said that my lower body looks like a prostitute's lower body. He suddenly tore my tank top as well. Now i was wearing jjst my slippers and nothing else. He started *** on my nipples and began inserting his finger in my ***. He made me lie on my back on the road itself and ran his hand and *** all over my naked body. He was licking, ***, pinching and biting all over my body. He *** me in different poses. First was classic missionary position. My legs were spread apart by his strong hands grabbing my thighs and his *** was going in and out of my slutty ***. He kept calling me randi and lugai, sasti raand etc. he abused me verbally like called me hijra, madarchod, gandu etc and kept *** my ***. He was choking me with one haand letting the other hand grab and squeeze my little limp flacid sissy clit. I wasn't able to maintain an *** due to severe pain in ***. So due to pain humiliation and fear my *** was looking smaller than what usually looks while being falcid. My *** had shriveled up and haf gotten rsduced in size and was very soft and gooey at that point. So were my balls. He kept making fun of my small *** and balls. He said that i should never marry as I won't be able to satisfy any female with that peanut sized ***. He said that i should consider becoming a hijra shemale prostitute and stand at traffic signals or under flyovers with my chubby girly *** and thick moobs or thighs i will get many customers whole night. He flipped me over and *** me in doggy style as well. My knees got scrapped. Seeing my big *** from behind in doggy style made him enter a frenzy state. He started grabbing my hips while *** me hard and then moved his hand to pull my hair or sometimes on my shoulders and even gave me a rear naked choke while *** my *** in doggy style. During those 45 minutes he *** out all the manliness in me and now i am really thinking about becoming a transgender chhakka prostitute. There is no masculinity left in me at all. I just got used like a cheap roadside prostitute for almost an hour to avoid going to prison. I don't know what to do now with my life. After *** me to his heart's content he came inside my rectum itself. And pulled out with the wet plop sound. I was lying belly side down on the road naked. His thick *** leaking out of my *** on the road. Before leaving he slapped my *** and whispered into my ears that he has memorized my vehicle number. If this vehicle really belongs to me then he will be easily figuring out all details about me. My address, phone number, name, place of work etc everything. He grabbed my neck and applied some pressure and threatened me not to roam alone at night as if he ever finds me alone at night then the same things will be done to me again and that he will call his friends too next time. Next day he came looking for me at my home itself and *** me on my bed for 2 hours. He is a monster on bed. He uses his wrestling skills to lock and pin me in different poses so that I can not run away and the penetration hits the deepest in those poses. So far he is the only one who fucks me and hasn't given me to his friends. I know he sees me as a pathetic *** and has no respect for me. But i have started developing feelings for him. Every night he comes to my home and goes beast mode on me and my poor ***.
No Picture nobody18	Posted On Aug 2, 2026 Well, I was molested when I was very young, like I wasn't even going to kindergarten that time, the boy was maybe 17-18 yr old, my parents would leave me with that guy as he was older and would watch me playing outside. He used to touch me randomly, once he removed my pants and was touching my lil D and he couldn't pull back my foreskin so he tried biting the foreskin, I started crying.....I don't remember wat happened next. Next when I was in 9th grade, I was going to hostel on a bus, I was sitting on the last but second seat. That uncle was around 45-50 ig, he came sat next to me, the bus wasn't full tho. It was ntg in the beginning but slowly he started touching my D with his finger, he was holding a bag on this thighs , so I thought it was by mistake, I push his hand a bit and sat. Then again he did the same thing, I was kinda afraid to confront him to remove his hand. I was looking out the window then suddenly he grabbed my D from outside my pant.....I glanced at him, he didn't say anything. Then he slowly started touching my stomach and then put his hand inside my pant n underwear...... couldn't say I didn't like it coz I was enjoying that.....then me gave a handjob, made me *** inside my underwear itself, he wiped his hand to the bus seat. All that time neither of us talked anything. After this he started asking my phone number, I said I don't have phone, he was asking again n again that he won't disturb, he was forcing me to give my number.....soon my school near, so I said my stop came and I got off, he was waving bye at me, I didn't respond and simply walked away....... Could say this is how my interest towards uncles or older people grew...
No Picture Wantmylips *	Posted On Aug 6, 2026 There have been incidents with me from a very early age where in o have been sexually molested. The first time was when i was 7 or 8 years old a cousin who was older than me *** my pen is which didn’t even get hard while saying he wanted to educate me about sec and told me this is what older people do for fun. I didn’t feel anything at that time. The second time was when i was 13 and old man who was my grandfathers age use to fondle my *** over my half pant and use to rub his *** on my *** with clothes on since all this was happening in public place even then i didn’t have any idea of ***. The third incident was when i was 19 and a bit naive about gay *** but knew about *** from watching ***. Was travelling to mumbai from Bangalore on an RAC berth and a guy who was around 30 was sharing the berth with me. After having dinner we decided to sleep and we had to have out heads on opposite sides and share the berth after an hour o felt his hand on my thighs so assumed it was in his sleep so moved it and tried to sleep again the hand came back and this time it was on my *** which was getting excited being the *** young guy I was but was so confused why a guy was doing this to me and in that confused state to avoid him I got up and walked towards the door of the train. The guy took that a a signal as he had felt my *** going hard o his feeling it. Then I made the biggest and best mistake of my life once he came near the door and stood near me walked towards the toilets to avoid him but being gay he took that as a green signal from me and entered into the toilet before i could close the door and directly started to fondly my *** and opened my pants and started to *** my *** which is about 7 inches when hard and since it was my first blow job I just shot my load in 2 minutes and what Suprised me at that time was he swallowed my *** that left me dazzled and wonder struck. Then he asked me to *** his *** but I refused then he said atleast give him a hand job which I obliged and he shot his load that’s was my first *** i held other than mine. And that night we went to the toilets thrice where he *** me and drank my *** and I was so tired that also peacefully after that and in the morning when I woke up he was gone. This incident made me curious to gay *** and as a result I experimented and tried *** a *** and really loved the feeling and there was no looking back after that. Have had quite a few *** don’t remember the exact number but had my share of juicy *** ranging from 4 inches to 8 inches.
No Picture Brocode009 *	Posted On Sep 25, 2026 I don’t know it counts as ‘what’ but in my boys school… boarding life (I was 12-13 now I am 43) there used to be a teacher who in the evening study time if we failed to live up to expectations of learning would ask us to strip off and stand in the corridor. Where students will pass by. We were not allowed to hide our private parts or we would be canned. It was humiliating. So, we used to hide behind potted plants in the corridor or sit down so that no one see our parts. And then get canned naked in front of the whole class. By the end of a couple of years the whole class had see each other’s private parts. We were extremely scared to complain to father principal and then when he actually figured out the teacher (sir) got suspended. And father said sorry to the entire class. And maybe because of that I have been so *** when it comes gay *** or nude exhibitions as a bottom. No idea.
No Picture Brocode009 *	Posted On Sep 25, 2026 How much ever we share these personal traumas… please don’t get me wrong but it was still done by outsiders mostly and we always could complain to our parents if we understood what we happening. But I shudder… when I think about those kids who are molested, sexually abused and even raped by their own parents. Can’t say it to anyone. Can’t put it on record. Can’t complain to anyone. I know I have made the thread a shade darker… but it’s true and sadly so.
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