Hv u ever got raped / molested by anyone, which still traumatize you?
Many of us feel that different sort of molestation or even *** by someone or other has made you gay. And many of us still get traumatized when we recall those bad memories. But sometimes, when we share those incidences with someone, even with strangers, the pain is reduced and slowly the recalling is stopped or the recalling does not give trauma anymore. Why not we all share those painful incidences here, which are still painful if recalled. Note: Pl dont mention the ones which make you feel aroused now. Reply/Post a comment
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raunchy indian * | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
Yes when I was 7. And as regards your last note, I am seeking psychiatric counselling from one of Mumbai's best who mentioned that many victims themselves abuse others when they grow up. Also, that it is natural for the victim to get aroused by that - feelings of trauma, guilt, shame as well as arousal are all perfectly natural and occur in 100% cases. |
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Kmina | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
Number one cause that i turned bi. I was used by 2 guys during my 3rd to 6th standard in school. Everyday they would *** me and *** inside me. One day my mother noticed the stains on my underwear so she stopped sending me to their homes. |
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ikkahda | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
initially i had no idea i was being molested, i remember feeling the hard bone while being made to sit on lap. later the same person caused *** bleeding due to forceful insertion. there were bystanders. couldn't tell anyone... and physical trauma lasted some weeks. mental trauma is faded... later some other elder in locality cajoled for play in orchards and somehow forced oral. the images are faded. incident memory exists. few more such experiences happened prior to voluntarily seeking pleasure with guys. |
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Twink | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
I am just confuse is there really a thing where abused incident excites a victim later in life |
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OneFromJaipur | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
@twink
I am also not sure.
But as one of the writers mentioned from the quotes from some psychiatric that besides trauma and fear, arousal is also common.
But just in parallel, some people enjoy BDSM and Abusive languages also.
So may be some, now after being gay/bi, start getting excited thinking of those traumatizing incidences. |
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Sanjay__11223 | Posted On Jan 4, 2026
Wn i was 5 or 6 year old.( Now I'm 23 ) ...one of my neighbour ( at that time he was 16-18 years old) he used to take me to his house and his sister , parents used to care me an used to love me as most neighbours love kids as I was super cute ....
One day this guy took me to his home wn nobody was there , he offered me kaccha mango choclate he got naked asked me to touch his *** n kiss his *** , i didn't knew wt was going on , he offered me more n more chocolates so that I can touch his *** ( people may say how can 5-6 yrs kid remembers such things , but i remember my childhood very clearly so this was the most worst thing happened with me ) within 1-2 yr they left that place and dk where they went..... As i remembered this thing clearly , later wn i came to 6th 7th standard I got to know what happened with me.... I still want to hit that guy hard if he comes to my place again... probably he would never remember... I didn't shared this thing to anyone in my life....so guys take care of your kids in your home , not every neighbour or relatives are good.....such a creeps exsist and won't even leave kids also 😶 |
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samira | Posted On Jan 5, 2026
I had feminine kind chubby body since childhood ..so used to be the toy for him...bathing in tube well. Or Ganges or hugging me while ask me to pee with him together ..thn had *** experience twice in life once I was called for hotel service two men thy wan me I stay till morning but I chose to go and take train to return ....it was already i guess 1 am around ..three guards were thre at barricading..checked me ..caught me took their turns it wss really bad left me in washroom floor.. |
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raunchy indian * | Posted On Jan 5, 2026
Twink: Yes, victim does get aroused by recall and its normal |
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WohGayLadka * | Posted On Jan 5, 2026
It was a full moon night, and I was admiring the moon and started to cry when he hugged me from behind and started to slowly Kiss me. In couple of minutes, I forgot about everything as he ran his hands inside my clothes and squeezed my butt and pinched my nipples with another hand
I already started to moan like a girl. He enjoyed it and lifted me up to take me inside. He licked my entire body and ate my *** like no one else did. It became so sloppy when he started to insult his big fingers, one after the other. I started to shout at the first finger itself. He put a lot of spit and lube to insert another finger while licking my balls and *** my *** to make me feel better
I was moaning in pain and pleasure when he asked me if I wanted to *** his ***. He held my head and *** my throat. I opened my *** wide with my tongue out and *** his *** like a dirty whore. I am a smooth Bottom with no hair naturally on my body. He went mental about that.
After *** him for 15 to 20 minutes and licking his balls he turned me around and slapped his 8 inch *** on my *** while fingering it. I started begging him to put it inside me. He asked me two more times to beg him after which he slowly pushed it inside. I shouted in pain and he asked me to breathe. Slowly, he was all inside me. No condoms. Bareback. Absolutely raw.
He started *** me slowly and *** my nipples. Gently slapping my face and exchanging his spit with me. I kept telling him how sexy it felt to be getting *** by 8 inch ***. He smiled and gave me a hard thrust hitting my G spot. I cried in pain. He shut my *** and asked me to breathe without making noise. I kind of liked what he did and smiled, so he gave me few more thrusts asking me to shout his name, I started to pant after a few thrusts which me shout his name and beg for more
He asked me if he can go fast and deep. I told him to be careful and not to tear me. He said alright and started increasing his speed slowly without hitting my G spot. I started loving it and took it like a bro. He went on for 25 to 30 minutes in different positions tiring me out completely. I was sweating profusely and asked him if he would like to finish the session. He agreed politely, and said he will finish by cumming in my *** which is going to take another 10 to 15 minutes to which I agreed but despite telling multiple times, he continued to *** me the same way without finishing so I got angry and shouted at him to finish. He got angry as well.
He said he is going to *** the *** out of me and turned me around on the bed. He spread my legs and held my hands behind, with my face in the mattress. He spit on *** and shoved his big *** inside once again, and started to *** me fast without hitting the G spot. I got turned on again and started moaning. He laughed and asked me if I liked it. I told him I loved it. He said, oh is it? And started hitting my G spot inside. I started crying in pain and begging him to finish, but he did not. He kept *** me harder and abusing me, calling me a dirty whore, who will be his bitch and take his *** load every day. I was shocked and kept taking his ***. He spread my legs and *** me even harder, hitting my G spot and finally unloaded all his sperms in my ***. Then he asked me to come while he kept *** me with his sperm. I jagged off all my sperm on my own face. He made me eat my own sperm and kissed my face.
I hug them and slept. But he woke me up at 2 AM by slapping his *** on my *** again. And started to lick it even before I could say anything, so my legs spread automatically. Just put some loop and started to *** me again. He *** me for almost an hour and then filled my gut with his sperm. After two hours at 4 AM and 6 AM, I finally slept till 12 PM in the afternoon when he woke me up with a tasty lunch. |
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