Hv u ever got raped / molested by anyone, which still traumatize you?

Many of us feel that different sort of molestation or even *** by someone or other has made you gay. And many of us still get traumatized when we recall those bad memories.

But sometimes, when we share those incidences with someone, even with strangers, the pain is reduced and slowly the recalling is stopped or the recalling does not give trauma anymore.

Why not we all share those painful incidences here, which are still painful if recalled.

Note: Pl dont mention the ones which make you feel aroused now.

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No Picture raunchy indian	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 Yes when I was 7. And as regards your last note, I am seeking psychiatric counselling from one of Mumbai's best who mentioned that many victims themselves abuse others when they grow up. Also, that it is natural for the victim to get aroused by that - feelings of trauma, guilt, shame as well as arousal are all perfectly natural and occur in 100% cases.
No Picture Kmina	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 Number one cause that i turned bi. I was used by 2 guys during my 3rd to 6th standard in school. Everyday they would *** me and *** inside me. One day my mother noticed the stains on my underwear so she stopped sending me to their homes.
No Picture ikkahda	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 initially i had no idea i was being molested, i remember feeling the hard bone while being made to sit on lap. later the same person caused *** bleeding due to forceful insertion. there were bystanders. couldn't tell anyone... and physical trauma lasted some weeks. mental trauma is faded... later some other elder in locality cajoled for play in orchards and somehow forced oral. the images are faded. incident memory exists. few more such experiences happened prior to voluntarily seeking pleasure with guys.
No Picture Twink	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 I am just confuse is there really a thing where abused incident excites a victim later in life
No Picture OneFromJaipur *	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 @twink I am also not sure. But as one of the writers mentioned from the quotes from some psychiatric that besides trauma and fear, arousal is also common. But just in parallel, some people enjoy BDSM and Abusive languages also. So may be some, now after being gay/bi, start getting excited thinking of those traumatizing incidences.
No Picture Sanjay__11223	Posted On Jan 4, 2026 Wn i was 5 or 6 year old.( Now I'm 23 ) ...one of my neighbour ( at that time he was 16-18 years old) he used to take me to his house and his sister , parents used to care me an used to love me as most neighbours love kids as I was super cute .... One day this guy took me to his home wn nobody was there , he offered me kaccha mango choclate he got naked asked me to touch his *** n kiss his *** , i didn't knew wt was going on , he offered me more n more chocolates so that I can touch his *** ( people may say how can 5-6 yrs kid remembers such things , but i remember my childhood very clearly so this was the most worst thing happened with me ) within 1-2 yr they left that place and dk where they went..... As i remembered this thing clearly , later wn i came to 6th 7th standard I got to know what happened with me.... I still want to hit that guy hard if he comes to my place again... probably he would never remember... I didn't shared this thing to anyone in my life....so guys take care of your kids in your home , not every neighbour or relatives are good.....such a creeps exsist and won't even leave kids also 😶
No Picture samira	Posted On Jan 5, 2026 I had feminine kind chubby body since childhood ..so used to be the toy for him...bathing in tube well. Or Ganges or hugging me while ask me to pee with him together ..thn had *** experience twice in life once I was called for hotel service two men thy wan me I stay till morning but I chose to go and take train to return ....it was already i guess 1 am around ..three guards were thre at barricading..checked me ..caught me took their turns it wss really bad left me in washroom floor..
No Picture raunchy indian	Posted On Jan 5, 2026 Twink: Yes, victim does get aroused by recall and its normal
No Picture WohGayLadka	Posted On Jan 5, 2026 It was a full moon night, and I was admiring the moon and started to cry when he hugged me from behind and started to slowly Kiss me. In couple of minutes, I forgot about everything as he ran his hands inside my clothes and squeezed my butt and pinched my nipples with another hand I already started to moan like a girl. He enjoyed it and lifted me up to take me inside. He licked my entire body and ate my *** like no one else did. It became so sloppy when he started to insult his big fingers, one after the other. I started to shout at the first finger itself. He put a lot of spit and lube to insert another finger while licking my balls and *** my *** to make me feel better I was moaning in pain and pleasure when he asked me if I wanted to *** his ***. He held my head and *** my throat. I opened my *** wide with my tongue out and *** his *** like a dirty whore. I am a smooth Bottom with no hair naturally on my body. He went mental about that. After *** him for 15 to 20 minutes and licking his balls he turned me around and slapped his 8 inch *** on my *** while fingering it. I started begging him to put it inside me. He asked me two more times to beg him after which he slowly pushed it inside. I shouted in pain and he asked me to breathe. Slowly, he was all inside me. No condoms. Bareback. Absolutely raw. He started *** me slowly and *** my nipples. Gently slapping my face and exchanging his spit with me. I kept telling him how sexy it felt to be getting *** by 8 inch ***. He smiled and gave me a hard thrust hitting my G spot. I cried in pain. He shut my *** and asked me to breathe without making noise. I kind of liked what he did and smiled, so he gave me few more thrusts asking me to shout his name, I started to pant after a few thrusts which me shout his name and beg for more He asked me if he can go fast and deep. I told him to be careful and not to tear me. He said alright and started increasing his speed slowly without hitting my G spot. I started loving it and took it like a bro. He went on for 25 to 30 minutes in different positions tiring me out completely. I was sweating profusely and asked him if he would like to finish the session. He agreed politely, and said he will finish by cumming in my *** which is going to take another 10 to 15 minutes to which I agreed but despite telling multiple times, he continued to *** me the same way without finishing so I got angry and shouted at him to finish. He got angry as well. He said he is going to *** the *** out of me and turned me around on the bed. He spread my legs and held my hands behind, with my face in the mattress. He spit on *** and shoved his big *** inside once again, and started to *** me fast without hitting the G spot. I got turned on again and started moaning. He laughed and asked me if I liked it. I told him I loved it. He said, oh is it? And started hitting my G spot inside. I started crying in pain and begging him to finish, but he did not. He kept *** me harder and abusing me, calling me a dirty whore, who will be his bitch and take his *** load every day. I was shocked and kept taking his ***. He spread my legs and *** me even harder, hitting my G spot and finally unloaded all his sperms in my ***. Then he asked me to come while he kept *** me with his sperm. I jagged off all my sperm on my own face. He made me eat my own sperm and kissed my face. I hug them and slept. But he woke me up at 2 AM by slapping his *** on my *** again. And started to lick it even before I could say anything, so my legs spread automatically. Just put some loop and started to *** me again. He *** me for almost an hour and then filled my gut with his sperm. After two hours at 4 AM and 6 AM, I finally slept till 12 PM in the afternoon when he woke me up with a tasty lunch.
No Picture Jasonnn	Posted On Jan 5, 2026 I was 13 when this happened. My parents went to our native place. They left me because I had half yearly exam that time. I was bit scared to sleep alone. So my neighbour aunty sent her relative(he was a guest for three days) to accompany me. Everything went good until early morning around 4 o clock. He started to touch my private parts and he was fully naked. I was shocked and my body was shivering. Yet somehow I got courage I went outside home. I didn't get inside until 6am. After 6 he came out. This incident severely disturbed me. I couldn't able to talk to anyone about this. Then the next day I went home early and locked the door before 7. After that the next 2 days the fear I had is immeasurable.
No Picture Manlymeat30	Posted On Jan 6, 2026 I was seduced at a very young age .. I must be around 7 or 8 …while we were playing hide and seek , a neighbour guy who was 6 years older than me took me to an unfinished construction site … we were hiding and I sensed something is hitting me from back and I made me touch his erect *** and he took it out and showed me his cut *** and made me *** for him .. nothing more It’s seducing or molesting I don’t know .. it’s not a trauma for me .. I still cherish the moment and enjoy thinking about it .. his pink *** was amazing and I still feel sorry for not *** him that day However it’s sad to hear incidents for people who are facing the trauma
No Picture Demigodxyz	Posted On Jan 6, 2026 Still i can vaguely remember *** my neighbours dck. I’m around 3rd standard and he was around 9th at that time. Not sure how he seduced or took advantage of me. But it all started there
No Picture TopGT	Posted On Jan 6, 2026 I was used by many people men and women in my life. When I was doing 2nd standard, my neighbour girl, around 15 to 16 that time. She always will be in our home as both her parents were working. She used to teach me homework, feed me food if my mom not there even she bathe me many times. She used to touch my small kid tool and soap and clean me. But many times she used to get naked and bath with me ask me to soap her privates and asked to touch her many times. I even *** her nipples many times but was not sure why she made me do that. Next my cousin, I will go to annual leave to his house for a week and in one such holiday when I was 4th standard, he made me touch his tool and he *** my baby tool many times but was not aware why at that time. When I was 11 or 12, we moved to other part of the town, where a 60 plus old bramin uncle lived with his wife. He always pinch my cheeks and pat my shoulders, rub my back not bottom just back, even before my parents. Many times I used to go to their house, climb on ladder to get stuff on the loft and he used to get me down and many times I felt he squeezed by tool but I ignored it. One day I was wearing small shorts and went to get stuff in loft, there was no ladder he lifted me up higher and while I am taking stuff he pulled down my shorts and took mine in his ***. He did it for few minutes and that was the first instance I felt something inside me. Again not knowing what he did, he asked not to tell anyone I left. In other discussion I told about my school senior when I was doing 7th did took me to his home and *** mine and made me shake his till he ***. Many neighbour uncles used to pinch, touch, rub my body parts but most of them unintentionally done. But some people did it intentionally. I totally understood about *** and gay stuff only when I had my first partner who is neighbour boy who thought me what it is and we both experienced it for more than 3 years together until my 10th standard. But again I used to like women *** and women body much and till today I am a bisexual top guy.
No Picture Discreetside *	Posted On Jan 6, 2026 I have been touched, licked, rimmed, even fingered by multiple people from very young age of 8 or 9 till 22 or 23.. i never understood when i was young obviously what we know at that age.. but never felt i was made to do something i didn't like nor forced. I had a little chubby body since childhood and little big ***, i was on multiple occasions by multiple people rimmed licked and fingered in my *** while playing generally. Also i use to go for sleepovers to parents friends house or cousins, even there my *** was used for rimming n fingering. One of my cousin did 2 to 3 times tried *** me, but neither he had any idea nor i did, so it never happened exactly. In my teenage my hostel friends and me use to get drunk and one or two of them use to play with my body. One of them was gay who use to *** my *** and balls, one use to rimm and finger my ***, even he tried *** me, but i have a very tight hole from always, so he merely *** me. I always had a habit of getting very drunk, so these friends took advantage of me at that time. Later during my graduation again when i use to drink, i use to pass out. And my friends elder brother from my parents family friends use to take advantage of me. I use to go to his house for studies, and we use to occasionally drink when his parents were out of town. I got an idea about gay stuff around my graduation days, n liked getting touched, rimmed, fingered and more. Whereas it was not understood before that, but all the experiences made me introduce to the gay world and since then i like to feel all those experiences as i use to since childhood. I do have attraction for women too, making me curious bisexual i guess.
No Picture Aniruddhbottomm	Posted On Jan 6, 2026 In my case it was in two times in dtc bus once by a conductor other time a old men both cases they jerked me I jerked them I had no idea of all of this later i realised how weirdest this is how
No Picture hangon257	Posted On Jan 7, 2026 It happened almost 8 years ago. I found a late teen guy in Grinder. He was dusky and rugged looking. I liked him and I had place for myself so I invited him. He came later that day. Despite he was 19 years, he looked like 23 with good built body. During the chat we agreed that No *** but only romance and other stuffs. Once he is on the bed, he turned to a different kind. He acted like a hungry wild fox and I'm his prey. He bit me everywhere. my lips were bleeding. I never been comfortable to do oral with big ***, during chat he said he has 6" but when in person it was 8" thick. He made me to eat his ***. I was gagging still he didn't leave me, he kept forcing it in. I never liked the kinky stuffs. I always like a normal romantic, body play, mutual stuffs but on the other hand he was dominating me like I never had and I did not like it. Later he forced his tool inside me, I begged him not to since I was a virgin. He never listened. One fortunate thing is he had the LOX gel(numb cream) and condoms. He said nothing will happen and no pain with that gel. He applied almost the whole tube in my hole and inserted his ***. it went in single go. I screamed with the pain, he didn't bother to stop or listen to me. He locked me with his hands. Since he was well built and I'm no where near his strength, I couldn't escape. He *** like a machine. to be worse, the numbness started to wear off within few mins and left only with pain. I was in tears and he was enjoying it. He *** for almost 10 mins but it felt like hours in pain. Finally he cummed and there was some blood stains on his ***. He left to the toilet as like nothing happened. where I was lying like a used tissue. He came out of the toilet and behaved like a very normal guy. He felt sorry for me and apologized for his action. I told him "just leave". I did not want to hear anything from him. My body was full of bite marks. both my lips were bitten and blood oozing. my both nipples and my chest became very dark due to bite marks the worse thing is since his bite marks were all over my neck, I could not go to office or to meet any known people. I had to apply leave for 10 days. The pain in my body and in my hole was there for a week. He was a psycho. He needs a therapy for his disorder. This incident became a trauma for me. Till now, I couldn't get *** because of him. I tried many time with many guys but my hole never let in. I always wonder how some guys are able to get *** with 8"+ thick *** without any trouble. I know, even this narration would arouse many here but in real it was very worse and to some of idiots, who says during the rapes, without the victim(men or women) allows, the *** is not possible, I would like to say, It is very possible and its beyond a night mare.
No Picture The_unknown_guy	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 When i was around 8-9 years, I was staying near Shivam Road, a older kid with specs with whom I rarely play out-out on streets with. Once we were talking at a hallway of a 3 store building where very small offices used to be there. The ground floor hallways are always dark due to some creepers and very high ground elevation so not many people come and is visible to others. There he said lets play a game and started explaining, game name is something touch-touch, as far i remember(which I think now that he made it up then), where others can only touch where skin is not visible, and as an example he started touching my chest and my shorts couple of time to show how to play. At that time I had no idea it was molesting, I got afraid and shy and told him I wont play and left. After this we never played together and after an year I left the place.
No Picture rahulmehra17	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 I have been molested and seen kids my age being molested as well. When i was 6 or 7 yrs old i was taken to washroom by adult and asked to touch his ***, i was scared and started crying. Couldn’t even tell my parents. When i may be 12 yrs old when i was introduced to *** by some elder teenagers in my society . Then they also dry humped me I got so engrossed with females in *** that i started wearing my sisters bra n panties. I have also been witness to *** given by other young teens to elders But nothing traumatising!
No Picture Wildtoppp25	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 This thread is intresting. Everyone plz share your experiences.
Raj_ex	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 Forcefully kissed by at school days
No Picture anand84	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 At my early age in native an uncle take me to farm field for bath and *** me daily
No Picture Hairychubbysumo	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 I was a 6 year old kid my cousin who i used to call as big brother ..sexually used me for 7 long years he started off with a kiss ...later it gradually went to blowjobs i have to take his *** in my *** n blow him few years later he started *** with me ... i used to bleed .. i thought he loved me thats why he is having *** with me..as it happens in bollywood movies ..hero heroine have *** as they are in love .. i had the same thinking .. once i reached 14 he stopped using me as he might have got a new bf of his age or may be a gf ...i was confused n lost at 14 as i got used to having *** with him n he wass not even touching me ... .. it took many years to get out of that trauma n i took help from a psychiatrist and his prescribed medicatiion ...
No Picture VC_Hunter	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 My incident is different and weird because of which I'm traumatized. I sexually molested my own mom🥲. It was year 2020. My Dad got passed away. So my aunt and her family came to our home to stay with us for a while. So in night time me and my mom sleep together on bed. I know it is the influence of *** and some internet stuff. While sleeping it is obvious that our dress goes up down without we knowing that. In same way my mom's nighty went up and my thighs got rubbed against her bare thighs. And yes I got sexually triggered because of that😐. Then i literally inserted one of my finger in her ***. It went inside easily. She never felt anything. Then my urge got stronger. So while she was still sleeping I started to play with her b**bs and unbuttoned her nighty, pushed her bra up and I started to *** her b**bs😐. And that's the point she woke up and got to know what I was doing. Next day she personally confronted me which broke me. Still I think like how such shameless thing I even did.
No Picture walldoormat	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 @VC Hunter, one word, shame
No Picture BiBottom38	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 I am 38 year old married man, been living in cycle of feeling extreme bottom urge of getting fukd, spanked or get cucked, then in sometime i snap out of it. When i traced this back, it all started with a salon i used to go around age of 8-9, the barber used to put his *** in my hand, sometimes he would make me sit on his *** too, it brought me shame, pain but also felt deeply arousing. If that never happened i wouldn’t probably be a bi-bottom.
No Picture Bottom_boi_cd	Posted On Jan 8, 2026 While studying 12th standard my friend who was fair and tall.. we both have very good friendship. At some point I noticed he bad touch me while playing, sleeping but I thought it was not done intentionally.. later one day it was long holiday in school so most of hostelers gone to their native, there was about 5 to 6 members in hostel and we saw ourselves barely because in day time I used to study for exams.. my friend too stayed in the hostel. At one night we both slept as usual next to eachother. Suddenly I got waked up it was pitch dark and I got hugged from behind and his *** was rubbing in my back of night pants. I was shocked but I wanted to know if he doing intentionally or not. I didn't react but I was aroused too. Then after sometime he placed his hands on my hips and pull me close to him. I was confused and move from him that night. Next day I asked him what happened on the night but he causally avoided me.. after the exams over we got seperated but I have feelings for him and I started thinking that moment often. After some years I went to other city for educational purpose and the I had to stay for two days.. I suddenly remembered him that he was stayed on same area so I called him and we both met.. I asked him that I wanted to stay for night then he invited to his room but there was more than 6 members already in the house. We projected ourselves as long time friends but deep down I have feelings for him.. after everyone slept well got some cuddles and I jerked him. The next day morning I had to leave the house without telling him. After I leave I called him and I gave a present for him. He as usual scolded me and I loved it. But what traumatized me is I can't able to forget him. Due to my situation I can't reach him by message too.. but I want him and I need to spend time with him everyday... Hey dear white head if u reading this ping me.. I need u❤️
No Picture rajesan	Posted On Jan 9, 2026 It was happened a 20 years back, I was 13 doing my 9th grade. And my brother was in 12th grade. He was poor in studies so my parents planned to join him in a tution center. My parents both are working so to avoid me alone in home they have admitted me to the same center.2 to 3 weeks gone. I'm the only guy studying 9th all other are 10 and 12th. So they give importance to them only. I don't my home works and some time that sir reaches me maths. He was in his 25 to 30 years unmarried. 2 more teachers are there in the same age group. They too reaches me sometimes. His name is prabhu he used to touch my thighs and hugs me frequently. He is smart and handsome so I too likes his touches. I fall in love with him. I use to play FLAMES in my note book with my and his name. One day he saw that and asked me why did I did so.. I said kist for fun I did. He asked me what it came , and I said M which resembles marriage He smiled at me and kissed me. I was in cloud that day. One day my brother and other guys left earlier and he asked me to stay to teach maths. And he said my brother that he will drop me at home. He left, so my self, 2 teachers where there. One was busy in some project work for his school. He weared a lungi with no inners, he folded his lungi and sat in front of me , his entire *** was visible to me. I noticed and turned in order to not seeing it again. He came closer and asked me to sit in his lap and I too did so. He was smooching my neck and kisses me. And put my hands and his *** I felt it growing. And I asked why it is so after I touched. He explained me that it's mens matter. He asked me to taste it but I refused with a vomiting symbol. He asked me to lift my tees and he licked my navel and nipple. I was in cloud. It was a new feeling. I asked doing like so will I become pregnant. He laughed at me and explained men never give birth. And said women only has womb inside so they do. It was continued some days. And finished exam, results came for my brother , he and me went their to tel the results and all the 3 were there. He said that he wants to hear my song, so asked me stay and my brother left me there. He asked inside his room and started removing his dress and stood naked. Asked me to do so. I said no in shy. Later he forcefully removed my dres and put me in his bed and started playing with me inside a blanket. The other one also came inside and both played with my body. I *** both, they licked alovera my body and was too enjoyed. Both cummed on me. And it was new for me. And prabhu sir *** my *** too. But it wasn't cummed. I went back home. And I was thinking of it. My brother got doubt and asked why I stayed back there. I said that they asked me to sing songs. So I did. I wantedly went the next day, 3rd one was there. He said they went to their hometown and will be back in May end. I was disappointed and planned to leave. He asked me why I'm leaving. He said that he knows everything And he wants to be with him too. I never liked him anymore as he is very rugged in looks and not attractive like prabhu. But he asked me to *** his ***, I said no but he forcefully inserted his thick dark *** inside my ***. And he masturbated and cummed inside my *** I was about vomiting sensed and went to vomit. My brother came inside suddenly saw me naked in toilet and vomiting. And he saw *** on my chest too. And asked that sir what he did to me. He said he was vomiting so he removed his dress and went to restroom. Later we both came home and he asked what happened. I told everything. He told to my parents and it became an big issue, police case too filed. I was not informed what happened later to them. My uncle was very much angered and beat him I heard from my brother and police arrested him as he said. It was the first time happened to me. And later started in my college hostel.
No Picture bimsandy2033	Posted On Jan 10, 2026 @twink….yes…..my aunt used to *** me…..it was traumatic…..but even now I am aroused by it…thats y I am attracted to older women….
No Picture Ajaybot_chennai	Posted On Jan 10, 2026 When i was 8, my tution anna, He is doing his college about 21, He teach me in his room only. tution class he asked me to sit on his lap. on that young age i wont wear inner also, after some time i felt warm under my butt. Later he shake his legs i dont know whats happening, he give chocolates if i read good. He had a very thick and uncut)one He is telugu guy & me kannadiga its goes daily after some longs days he asked to wanna eat corn, i said no. i showed his white corn and filled with dairy milk chocolate. i thought its a chocobar. Anna instructed that i should not bike but i can lick and eat the chocolate my *** isnt enough to take it full tip of the cok. within 2 mins he spilled the cumm on my face and i tasted it at the age of 8itself. it taste like very worse i asked with sad face and he said this is vanila cream u can drink. i avoided in the starting after doing it daily i drink it and he gave big chocolates. if u like this incident i post more with him for 3 years he used me
No Picture Gadgd	Posted On Jan 11, 2026 My real elder brother is 7 years elder to me. When I was 7 and he was 14 he showed his *** to me and it started then..he used to make me touch it and shake it.. when I was 13 and he was 20 he told me to take in his *** and engulf the entire *** which I did but I didn't like it at all. Only thing he did good to me that he never *** me which was completed by my cousins elder to me from time to time and on various occasions which started after my mother's demise when I was just 16. Due to my brother's behaviour I never felt I was a boy and it started becoming obvious which my cousins could sight and started taking advantage of. Now I am not in touch with anyone.. don't let anyone come near me also.Not in talks with my brother either. But this whole experience made me bottom. I don't wish this life even for my enemy which I had and still fighting with. Please be vigilant and try to save any such child nearby if you can..
No Picture oh_desi_guy	Posted On Jan 11, 2026 Yes, i was molested at a young age by a family member and that continued for many years. Wont say I still have trauma from it but it did heavily influence all aspects of my *** life and the kind of *** i desired and still desire.
No Picture chubbybttm50	Posted On Jan 11, 2026 When i was a young may be 6-7, i used to go to my best friends house in the afternoon. He used to make both of us naked and we used to go under the bed and play with each others *** and it went for few months. After which we had pain while pissing and had to undergo an operation. parents went on asking me who was the culprit i could not tell them. This friend is still my friend but we never discuss this now (like nothing happened )
No Picture UPbot28	Posted On Jan 11, 2026 I don't know if I should call this one molestation although it is the sole reason I still crave oral *** to this day. As long as I remember, there was a neighbourhood guy way older than me probably around 12-15 years older, maybe more, I don't know when it started but whenever I went over to his house, I would ask him to open up his shorts for me to *** his ***. And while he watched tv, I would lie there *** his *** like a lollypop. And I don't count that as traumatising because i loved it.. I would *** his tool for minutes until he erupted into my *** which I didn't like to taste. So that was the extent of it. I must have *** it more than 50 times I don't remember. But he was nice and I liked *** his ***. Fast forward to when I was 8 or 10 years old, there was an older guy probably in his 40s or 50s whose place we used to visit. It was such an occasion when I was there, the ladies were chatting downstairs and I went upstairs and he accompanied me. There was a store upstairs where he had old and broken computer and stuff like that and I loved going through that kind of material, we went inside and he showed me his ***. Although I had *** a *** before, it didn't feel anything out of the ordinary to me, he asked me to touch it and move it up and down, as I did a couple times, he shot a single clump of something a meter away. I made a face. Although I would have *** his *** if he had asked me to, but he made me turn and open my pants. That didn't feel right and i endured feeling something pouring inside my *** while he was thrusting his *** in it. It didn't hurt since his *** wasn't very hard. It might have deformed inside my *** but the degradation of the act I was a part of remained with me for a long time even as I entered my adulthood. It had been one of the reasons I though I couldnt develop a relationship with a girl. It never happened again. I never got alone with him again. I did get close with another guy shortly after that and we were great friends. Plus I loved *** his ***. He was related to the guy I mentioned in the beginning and started living their in the same house for his studies. Over time we drifted apart, but I still sometimes get the urge to have a good friend whose *** I can ***
No Picture javednmen	Posted On Jan 11, 2026 not experienced all this... my sympathies are with everyone that dealt with this horrible situation and kudos all of you guys to have emerged victorious. love.
No Picture Pixie	Posted On Jan 12, 2026 As I read on this thread that all of the raped, abused and molested victims are minors, as young as 6 & 7 years ; I was wondering how many of you all are aware of "The Protection of Children from Sexual Offences Act, 2012"
No Picture Discrete_ayaan	Posted On Jan 12, 2026 I've been raped twice in my life The first time happened when I was a small child probably around 10 years old I have a cousin brother named Zeeshan We used to play together a lot on the terrace of our building One day while we were playing he started touching me and grabbing my *** Then he said Come on let's see whose *** is bigger I asked What will we do after knowing? He said Arre we should at least find out I'm older than you so obviously mine will be bigger Come on let's check In my innocence I pulled my pants down and showed him He looked and suddenly said Wait… yours is actually bigger than mine! Then he started stroking mine I didn't understand what was happening I just stood there My *** got hard too He told me Now you stroke mine too I started doing it Both of us were enjoying it Then he told me to lie down saying You'll get a lot of pleasure just try it I lay down and he came behind me rubbing his *** on my *** It actually felt good at first Suddenly he spat on my hole and in one hard thrust pushed his entire *** inside I jerked violently from the pain and started screaming He quickly covered my *** with his hand and said Shut up! Just bear it you'll start enjoying it in a little while He held me extremely tightly I couldn't even move The pain was unbearable tears were flowing from my eyes I tried to scream but his hand was covering my *** I was writhing in agony but he didn't stop at all and kept *** me forcefully When he finished he pulled out I finally got some relief but the pain was still terrible When I touched near my hole with my hand it felt wet When I looked at my hand there was blood I started crying even more and screaming He threatened me: Shut up or I'll beat you badly And remember if you tell anyone about this you'll get thrashed even worse The second incident happened when I was 12 I had bunked school and was sitting alone in a garden An uncle approached me sweet talked me and convinced me to go to his house There he showed me *** on TV When my *** got hard he started *** me Then he turned me over applied oil placed his *** on my hole… I got very scared I tried to stop him begged him tried to run away but he didn't listen He held me down forcefully and *** me very brutally That time there was no blood but the pain was just as severe Now whenever I have *** with any guy I get scared that he might try to *** me Sometimes I do feel like getting *** and I've tried a few times but I could never go through with it The moment someone places their *** at my hole all those memories come rushing back And when they try to push inside I feel that same old pain in my mind and I immediately say no and stop everything Most of the time I don't do *** at all But if I really like someone a lot I sometimes feel like letting them *** me… but because of this fear and pain memory I can never gather the courage So nowadays I just *** others I do *** oral everything else but I avoid *** completely
No Picture Pearbodyboy	Posted On Jan 12, 2026 So when I was in my 1st standard, my uncle came to stay with us in the city to search for a job. He was a playful guy and was never seriously searching for a job. I used to come back from school earlier than my mother and father, so it was his duty to look after me, give me a bath, put my clothes on and give me lunch and all that. So I was a very naughty boy, when he used to give me a bath, I used to make him wet also. And his white boxers would become transparent. Through that I used to see his *** and balls. They were verrrrry big! His *** was almost 8-9 inches and it was as thick as a coke can. One day he was sitting with his leg lifted up on the sofa and was watching TV. I noticed that there was hole in his boxers and one balls was hanging out. I took a brush and silently brushee his *** and he got a shock! He then told me not do that, but then after that, his boxers became tight and that's the first time I saw a *** becoming hard and all that! I got super excited! Then in the following days, whenever he used to give me a bath I would pull his boxers down and he would get angry. After a few days of doing that, he realized that there is no one else at home. So he started giving me a bath fully naked (both of us) So, I found out that he has a big *** and also one more thing.. When he sleeps, no one can wake him up Even a bomb blast couldn't not wake him up So everytime we would have lunch and go sleep, I would wait till he sleep and put my hand inside his chaddi And I would play with it It used to very hard and I would love that One day, some thing came to my mind and I tried fitting his *** head ing *** and giving it a lick So in all that trying, after 15 mins some white cream shot on to my face and I was *** scared! My heart was beating like crazy. I went jumped and got a cloth and cleaned his *** neatly and ran away! But this continued everyday but he never knew about it, or maybe he did!
No Picture VersatileAF	Posted On Jan 12, 2026 @Gadgd stay strong buddy, u got this!!!
No Picture NeedMen	Posted On Jan 13, 2026 I was raped in Class VIII, and again when I was 22. I don't know about the rest but mujhe *** aur zabardasti molest hone mein bcchpan se hi mzaa ataa tha. (Trans. I love when I got raped - both the times.)
No Picture bot2use	Posted On Jan 13, 2026 When i was in 3rd Standard, one of my class mate took me to his friend, he was rich guy 13 to 15 year old had big house and noone used to be at his home in afternoon, we used to play hide and seek and stuffs and he started to make me touch his *** play with it, he started to play with my ***, after some days he used to make me naked all the time till i be at her home and roam around nude, he also remove his clothes we both roam nude , then after some days he started to *** me slowly i am not getting into stuffs he did this and that he made me agree and i did allow him somehow i didnt know hwat was that he said we play new game, so he *** me that day, after that day he kept *** me whenever he want on tarrace in toilet in room on floor , even he used to *** inside my *** , after some days he made me *** his *** too, so i was his bitch officially getting *** by him 2 or 3 times in those 4 5 hours serving his ***, this kept happening for 3 years then i left that village, but that motherfucker made me bottom bitch for my life.
No Picture bot2use	Posted On Jan 13, 2026 @Pearbodyboy Bloody Psycho! making stories for nothing lol.. at the age of 6 you had all these sense cunningness..
No Picture Sumit95	Posted On Jan 13, 2026 When I was 10 year old ( in 5th class) I used to participate in school programs I was a cute , chubby popular boy While practicing for the events we used to stay in school after classes over There were 6 girls from 10th class too One day we were waiting for our training teacher The classes were empty only 20-25 students were in school These girls took me to an empty class room Offered me chocolate And then started kissing me Two girls always kept eye on door Then they unzipped me and started *** my *** All 6 girls kissed and *** me Because of sensation i feel to pee So I asked to go to urinal then one of them took me to bathroom and asked me to pee in his *** She also asked me not to share this to other 5 girl that she drank my pee This happened with me for 2 years They come to my class in lunch hour and took me to there class ,they also shared with there more friends so that tere were 8 girls to often *** my *** for 2 years
No Picture Pearbodyboy	Posted On Jan 14, 2026 @bot2use, believe it or not, it's true. I was a very *** kid. Was diagnosed with ISB (Inappropriate Sexual Behavior). So much so that I would run around thr market place squeezing random uncles *** and running away. And a lot more. Also me being on the giving end since childhood probably made ke what I am today! A top dom and not a bottom. Just saying!
No Picture sharathtvm01	Posted On Jan 15, 2026 My first experience is at the age of 13 its literally like a ***. He was 50+ tall black man always drunk and smoking beedi. He was a drinking partner of my grandfather and coconut tree climber, he visit our house every week and very friendly towards me. He used to bring me chocolate all the time and make me sit on his lap and press my Boobs, Cheeks, Thighs. I was a chubby curvy boy and my dress at that time was only a shorts. He always tell me to bring my moms used dress, he smells it and tell dirty about her and me like "Ninta thalla kumari oru atom charakkanu, neeyum kozhutha pooran anu" i don't bother about that all as i am happy when he gave me chocolate. One day when no one was at home he call me on the backyard and he was dunk and smoking beedi. he pull me into the common toilet at the backyard and remove his lungi. He put his big black monster is on face his Balls touch my lips and *** tip touch my forehead. And he was smelling so bad smells full of rum and sweat. He make me *** his Balls and *** Hole. Then he pinch my Nipples hard. I was trying o resist and crying. He forcefully push his monster into my *** *** for some times and explod inside and make me drink his load. Then he lift me up and pull down my shorts he bit all over my body and kiss on *** and lick my hole. he started fingering hard i was on my fingers coze of pain and fear. He try with 2 fingers. i cried loud he stand up and close my *** and crush my little *** and balls. He lick all over my boady and armpit. bite my nipples make then red and agian he push me down and push his *** inside my throat, he *** my *** brutally and deep throat. He turn around and push his *** on my face and rubbed his hole on my ***. He *** on my face after few mins. This continue for 4 years. And he offer me to 2 of his friends they took me to there place and use me as a *** Toy. That day they *** me and make me a ***. From that i become a black *** addict and public fun lover. Cant forgot that day and the smell from his Balls
No Picture ExBoy	Posted On Jan 15, 2026 Well, I can't say if it's molestation or not, but that was the day I got curious about ***. I mean, super curious, even if I have one. I was like 15-16 at the time and went on a trip with a few other families. There I met someone who was really friendly to me and shared some pornography also. He was 35-40 years old and unmarried. As I was a computer geek at the time and in the midst of puberty, I was extremely curious. So one day, when everybody went somewhere (my mom, dad, and others) to the nearby market, kinda 8-10 km away. I was sleeping and being lazy, so I didn't go. That guy is also in his room. As he knocked on my room and came to our room, he shared that we could have done the same male to male and started touching my nipples and ***. I got so *** at that time. He then took me into his room and told me to watch some adult videos (all kinds of male, female, gay, shemale, etc.) and started wanking my ***. Then he told me to give him a blowjob and drink the thick (***) and taste it. Even if I didn't like it, I just went with the flow. He didn't bang me, though. But we literally *** more than 5 times there. Even once they forced me to multiple handjob even after ***. It was a really confusing experience for me. I never shared that thing with anyone ever. We did it a few more times on that trip, too, and that's where my curiosity about men begins. Unfortunately, he is not more. COVID took him away, but I will never forget him as he unlocked this side of me, too, even if it was kinda forcefully, too. So, this is a part of my story. You guys decide, am I being molested or something else?
No Picture Chubbybttm01921	Posted On Jan 16, 2026 In 2022 sep after not having hookups for almost 6 months and not masturbated for almost 2 months. So i was scrolling grindr got many dm's from tops but no one was with place after sometime i got dm from a profile named *** destroyer's. He msged that we really liked ur profile we are 6 guys 2 guys were young around 18 to 25 and other's were 30 plus they then msged me and said we want to *** u in gangbang and shared their album damn 6 monsters black *** all 6 to 9 inches. They then asked for my album so i shared. After seeing their album I really got nervous as i knew Nigerian are really rough and merciless in bed as i had been *** by them and this time it were 6 guys so i had some convo with them and shared my album and told them i will think and confirm abt the session later. They replied back saying ok but once you come here there is no going back u can't leave or stop in between till we all finish with you and get satisfied. I thought the whole day around as i was feeing extremely *** i gained courage and msged them ok i am ready for tomorrow sessions. They again said once u come here u can't leave unless u fully satisfy us. I said ok i am ready they called me next day around at night 11. So next day at 6 in evening i started with all the cleaning stuff after that i opened my hole with 6 inch dildo for almost 15 to 20 min then again douched myself after that inserted a butt plug then left for their place in masjid bunder they have sent me location and the picture of there room. I reached i called them on tele there was one african guy waiting there he came near me and said " come with me" he took inside a lane in buildings after 5 to 10 min of walk we reached he got inside a old British time built building it was a old building he tool me to a terrace there were 4 rooms on terrace and there were all african (nigro) people staying there he took me to a room inside there were 2 other guys sitting on bed and 1 on sofa as soon as I entered they pulled their shorts down immediately and started stroking their ***. Then the guy u who took me there pushed me in and locked the door. other guys sitting on bed and 1 on sofa as soon as I entered they pulled their shorts down immediately and started stroking their ***. Then the guy u who took me there pushed me in and locked the door. They all came near me and said "get on ur knees bitch and start ***". I got on my knees i started *** all four monster they were *** my *** in a row one after another for almost 15 min while *** they pulled my tshirt one of the guy slapped my boobs 3 to 4 times hard and said "what a *** bitch milf look at those huge jugs these are insane" all of them were squeezing and slapping my boobs while i blowed them. After that one grabbed my hair and other grabbed my boobs and pulled me up. Then one of them pulled my joggers down i was wearing a jock strap then they pushed me on bed are well built guy sat on bed beside me and put his hand around my waist and pulled the butt plug in one pull moaned and moved ahead he gave a tight slap on my *** and said “say there u fcuking b*tch” the other guy gave him a lube bottom he then took lube and started inserting his fingers damn he had a pretty huge hand and fingers and i was moaning loud slowly he inserted all his 4 fingers he while one was standing in front of me and i was blowing him and other two were squeezing and pinching my boobs. Then the guy fisting me got up and called on one of young guy and said fcuk this creaming *** and he came in front of me and i started blowing him then the young guy came i said put on condoms then he wore the condom and inserted in one thrust I screamed and moved forward the guy i was blowing slapped me and said “stay on place and take that fcuking ***” they took turns on fcuking me but the guy i was blowing was the hardest fucker when he was fcking me hard i tried to pull my *** out he choked my neck and slapped me and said “bitches don't remove their *** out keep it in ***” then i was stroking my *** from outside he was so aggressive i was literally screaming loud and tears rolling down my eyes firstly he was *** me so rough with his 9 inch monster biggest in 4 of them and top of that those slaps on my boobs he turned my boobs red and painful and others were *** and squeezing on my boobs. It was nearly more then an hour i switched on my back they were fcuking me my hole was gaping and sore then while the guy was fcuking me hard i came in my jockstrap. Then after 10 min i wanted to pee i told the one of the twink who was fcuking me “the other monster guy while feeding on my boobs said “i have told u bitch no stopping unless you satisfy us. The twink continued *** me then the monster guy came for his turn he inserted his *** in one thrust I literally cried loud he started *** rough and he was hitting the spot and i started to pee all the pee was flowing from my jockstraps the guy said to other guys “*** bitch is peeing fcuking whore” and were laughing then they said to me “ get on ur knees” and one by one came on my boobs. The fcuk was so intense and rough they literally fcuked me for 4 hrs straight my legs were shivering my hole was leaking and was sore and painful and hell i said “i wanna take shower where is the bathroom” the other guy said i told you we were 6 guys two of them are on night duty will be back till 5am wait here let them fcuk u then u can leave i said “ pls no I can’t my hole is too painful and sore and i am tired as hell” hearing this he pushed the big guy pushed me on the bed and said “ u are not going anywhere i have told and confirmed with you now u have to finish it”. It was morning 4.30 then i was lying on bed on my side two of them were lying on both my side the big guy was *** on my nipples and other one of the twink was squeezing my boobs from behind. I was so tired i literally slept while they were devouring my boobs. After sometime i woke up to a intense pain in my *** the other guys had came and and one was them had inserted his *** in one thrust both of them were huge and fcuk and muscular he was driller me like hell i was mourning and my whole body was shivering i was cry loud they fcuked me for like near 2 hours i again pissed in my jock strap that night i was literally raped covered in my own *** and *** after that *** i was tired as *** my hole was leaking my all the discharge flowing down my legs i was not able to walk properly. I got in the shower cleaned my self then they made me sit and all of them were squeezing, *** and slapping my boobs for one hour at morning 7 i booked a cab. My legs were shivering and i was trembling while walking it took me literally 30 min to get down from 3 floor to the ground floor. I even has to pay 200 more to the cab driver for waiting so long. I reached home my family asked what happened i said nothing my fell down and hurt my leg and back. After that I literally slept whole day and night just got up to have food and skip office for a week. It was the most filthiest *** i had ever i was literally raped me for 5 hours straight no rest at all that night. Even while having bowel movement i was bleeding for two days and my hole was leaking for a week. After that they msged me but i never dared to go for a another session. I blocked them on tele and deleted their account after that. Ps. I have see craze for bbc in virgin bottoms but let me warn you guys they are literally really rough and merciless they and really dominating so don’t u think abt them unless u have a good experience of bottoming.
No Picture beerbuddy	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 Fantasy Stories....I don't know why b.tms are so making such stories....Never seen or heard such stories from genuine guys.... The thread is for experience....
No Picture Akhshay7	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 My childhood memories till haunt me after so many years passed 😢 I brutally got raped by 5 men in my childhood when I was in 4th grade. When I was in 5th grade , my friend's uncle raped me with his two other friends. When I was in 10th my cousin (10 yearsolderthanme) and his friend raped me. When I was in college my senior raped me,people call it Ragging. These guys ruined my childhood. As a child I couldn't explain to my parents what's happening with me. Men knows that no child will expose them and no one will believe if any child complains about it. I can't forget these experiences through out my life. It's a life time trauma.
No Picture Nihith09	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 @akshay7 That sound horrific. No kid should face such thing.ore power to you to stay positive in life
No Picture Bangmyholes85	Posted On Jan 17, 2026 @beerbuddy exactly..fake stories to the core
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