Many of us suffer from *** Addiction the worst thing about this addiction is that most suffer it alone and in silence, most often unknowingly. You will never really know until you try to quit. Lot's of people don't accept it's an addiction.
Please share your story and let's try spreading awareness.
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Swarup891 | Posted On Oct 21, 2025
My personal opinion is *** addiction is good thing. M 24 hours thinking about *** and i find it's healthy for my mind. Because i know how *** work in real life, in relation, with strangers. M bisexual.. intrested in women. I prefer guys for having blowjob only. So 24 hrs i think about ***, fantasy, what can happen practically, how to keep secrets ( it's a skill ) there are 1000 things which make me though related to ***, including my secrets and how to keep them safe. It makes me think more ahed of time and about predications.
So i enjoy *** addiction (mentally ). And those are lucky having addiction and getting frequent *** too.. |
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WohGayLadka | Posted On Oct 26, 2025
I’m a *** addict. My hole is always begging for ***
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Puregay | Posted On Oct 26, 2025
I am thinking of *** 24 hrs. I had sexxx with my relatives, friends, watchmen, hotel boys, strangers, gangbang, raw sexz, smooch, kiss, bukake, multiple partners, group ***, body kiss, chocho. Sometimes I go 😡 mad. |
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Arwin | Posted On Oct 26, 2025
Please be safe, please get yourself checked and tested. |
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Puregay | Posted On Oct 26, 2025
@Alwin keep your *** shut let me enjoy my life with raw bareback sexzxx. I want multiple partners. I take full load in my *** |
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Puregay | Posted On Oct 26, 2025
I always try different cockss. Big cockk till my *** get torn |
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BodyPlayAmberna | Posted On Oct 28, 2025
@puregay.. Hope everyone takes protection while having fun with you. Seems like you are transmitter of STDs and other deadly diseases. |
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Manlymeat30 | Posted On Oct 28, 2025
@puregay hey buddy .. pls share your experiences .. ur thrilling moments and seducing stories |
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stan_Destro | Posted On Nov 1, 2025
I m suffering from it ryt now. I see any men and sexualize them . It's very bad for mind and health. One of my friend got syphilis because of this |
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Hymn_thepervert | Posted On Nov 1, 2025
I'm addicted too I constantly think about men and ***. While i know the habit itself is not making my life any better. I'm having this audacity, asking straight men on streets for ***. To my surprise no one has slapped me people do polity refuse but most of them just go with flow. I have found this to be very tempting but this does not stop there it goes beyond that and recently I have came to know that i have become very weak by emotions and i lack grit. I fully understand what will be the outcome but still I am not able to control urges I have done things that I cannot take back and I regrate my actions. Having potential but not able to do anything. I have stuck between my 2 faces the normal boy who happily bend to the will of society and this the gay part where I am thirsty for men and they forcing themselves on me. |
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Hymn_thepervert | Posted On Nov 1, 2025
This mix of emotions is driving me crazy I am not at all emotional stable i found people around me are soo hard working and put soo much of efforts to make their life better and privileged and yet I am just sleeping unable to control my urges. To simply put "I have become prisoner of flash" |
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Puregaandu | Posted On Nov 1, 2025
Even my condition is worse. I'm addicted to *** *** n liking to be *** toy of tops mostly blue collared tops. Roaming late nights and giving signals to all and if connected getting banged roadside sometimes in group. Once you taste *** and get *** nicely there is no way back.
Writing this after got *** rough roadside and still roaming to find new ***.
*** addiction is worse |
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Jaydes | Posted On Nov 5, 2025
*** addiction which becomes obsessive thoughts is an obsessive compulsive disorder OCD which is treatable through medication and counseling by psychiatrists.
If it comes to a stage where the thought cannot be controled and is controlling you, it may be advisable to see a psychiatrist.
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Hymn_thepervert | Posted On Nov 7, 2025
Jaydes thanks for sharing this but can you share as to where we can find good psychiatrist or consuling session and please share your experience of you might have goan to similar experience and how are you doing now. |
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Jaydes | Posted On Nov 8, 2025
Ask your family doctor to recommend a good psychiatrist in yr area.
Else in south mumbai u can go to a reputed hospital like reliance, bhatia, jaslok etc. Which have their listed docs.
Medication for OCD is successful and may take 9 mnths to 1 year but is effective. Your obsession will be controlled. They will start with SSRI's (google it) and gradually increase the dose. They will monitor progress regularly. |
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Jaydes | Posted On Nov 8, 2025
SSRI's tackle depression, ocd, and anxiety.
If u hv panic attacks they may also medicate for this.
Wud suggest see a psychiatrist before the obsession gets worse. |
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Puregayfirse | Posted On Nov 8, 2025
I have already taken medicine but my condition in 3 months became worse. I started doing group *** and open *** everywhere.
Don't go further phychatist. Our obessesseiin increases further |
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UkDayo | Posted On Nov 8, 2025
I also am the one who is having addiction of the sexy time.
My doctor is very beautiful woman. Today she said to me .... "I advise you to quit masturbating"
I asked her why?
She said. .. "Because I am trying to conduct a medical examination on you". |
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Jaydes | Posted On Nov 9, 2025
@puregayfirse
Isn't yr doc meeting you regularly for feedback and how it's going?
He can change medicines - there are lot of options available
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Hymn_thepervert | Posted On Nov 10, 2025
@Puregayfirse
Your story are quite exotic you have driven in depths of gay *** world. You can convert anyone for your pleasers no men can say no to you. I have read all your stories. If you want to get clean from *** addiction if must be very difficult to do so. I pray for you have a good life ahead stay strong many of us are suffering the same fate. |
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Elizabeth_anne | Posted On Jan 15, 2026
Is this real? |
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BitchyMe | Posted On Jan 19, 2026
My opinion is that today's (as in current) life and living situations are so demanding and so is work culture, then we have to meet standards of living to impress I don't know who, and above all the lack of emotional support or love that everyone craves for, not to forget that there's no privacy with our Indian nuclear family and no place, so all this quietly builds up within an individual and they have nowhere to go or nobody to talk to, and then we also have the rejection of who we want to be with and are not accepted, people being judged for how they look, body shaming and so much more, so where would one go? Who would they turn to? How would they want their minds to relax? What would make them happy? The answer is simple, it's ***. And in a place like Mumbai where there is so much availability of it, this is where one would turn to, to get away from all the social stigma. As long as the addiction is good, my suggestion is go for it, the moment you realize that something is not right, look for answers within yourself, take a break and then get back to it once again. |
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Elizabeth_anne | Posted On Jan 27, 2026
In goa I learn people....I asked 15..
20 people about *** but all refused then a group of 8 started agreed then i paid theirs bills of 1150 and give 125₹ cigrette. Thought guys brutally abused me making my jokes and constantly moking my dignity that day I was completely *** up.....i also cried so much.... sharing my feelings with one straight person(Amit) he listened my all things very patiently and also offered me cigerette....a very kind person. I was completely *** up with my thoughts ......then for reason he left his friend was calling him for drinks. Then I aslo left from there and I saw a boy sitting alone so I approached him for same *** thing s*x. That boy Ayan was 21 and was persuing MBBS from top medical college he was in his third year. I approached him for *** thing but he turned to be very good person.. shared me thoughts that what had happened to me n my past how I have been a *** up whore for all this time approaching random strangers for *** *** n all *** things i felt ayan also shared me all his personal things like his parents are doctors and are separated and he has passion for music and making medical reels...... dispite being form top medical college he was also frustrated with his life as he was staying in jaipur and his girlfriend was in Ludhiana a long distance serious relationship. Ayan saw thing that he had futuristic goal for mankind more intelligent more progressive and asked me also to see the future and deside that what exactly wevare seeking for.
Then we shared lot of things that was a real good conversation.
Than as my gay mind was *** i again started approaching random strangers for ***. I was tried and frustrated then i sat in bar drinks a beer. All of a sudden insaw Amit sitting there i him to come n sit with men he did then I started normal conversation he also offered me cigrette at this time I take it. N having my own good time....then after some time amit left as it was 1.30 at night n ppl started living. Then I also left from bar ........then I again meet 3 dude's who was from Karnataka and were fully drunk had fun with them......they thought in X worker and they offered me 3000 idk why but I refused and thank them for their kindness I left
Came back to my room in evening around 5 i left to Mandrem coast there i found this very nice gentleman Aryan sitting alone i started conversation I told him am addicted to men's you know what I cried soooooo much there that random strangers helped he comforted me which was really great he was also passionate about lot of things like shayariyan am poems and writing books he told me one thing which remain in my mind "He told me to live in present is the most important thing rather dreaming about future"
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Hot_guy143 | Posted On Jan 27, 2026
@Elizabeth_anne how u were approaching strangers for *** share that also |
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Badbut | Posted On Jan 29, 2026
I m into homo *** from my school time and I m now 42 years old now u can imagine how much *** I had.. don't ask for exact count cause I can't tell u.. now days I need *** daily .. for this I used this type of platform or platforms public toilet where I can get *** easily. |
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Saneman18 | Posted On Feb 2, 2026
I would agree to this as have been a victim of addiction. Didn't even realise when this happened. This habit when was 13 years old in 8th standard. I still remember, I was talking an evening walk and saw this public toilet, went inside and a man stood next to me flashing his tool. I was too naive and innocent, didn't realise that he was trying to seduce me. I came out feeling uncomfortable and was followed by two more gays asking me if I would like to blow them, I refused.
Few days later my curious mind again took me to the same toilet, hoping to see more such guys. I then saw two men middle aged in 40s were hugging and Kissing each other with their *** out. They stopped as they saw me entering, I developed that curiousity. I did tell my parents too, my mother had a lady counsellor speaking with me too to understand my thoughts , it did not help. My parents were working full time and maybe as a child I needed my mother's time more but she was working and use to come home in the evening, I use to wait for her before this habit had started in me.
Gradually I started liking going to that toilet, as I use to travel by public transport, I went to other public toilets too to see men. Then I slowly started touching them, never *** or got ***. This slowly started in many public toilets, use to wait for my bus to come to that spot . This went on in my 10th and later. I arrived hard to not let my academics get affected, secured good marks too but my mind was diverted.
Bus stop public toilets, going with guys in parked buses, this went on . During my college days, my professional course days and later, was taken by men to hotel rooms who cruised in stops, parks etc.
I managed to not indulge in unsafe practice and have ensured that I reduce this . Today I am 40 years , but still feel what of I would not have stepped in that public toilet.
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Saneman18 | Posted On Feb 2, 2026
I have had kissing, body play with so many guys, some government servants, watchmen, can drivers, working professionals in so many areas. Usual places were secluded toilets, their offices, hotel rooms, cars parked at night, buses, their homes.
Feelings of guilt , an unusual uneasiness used to capture me. This may be due to mixture of reasons , one of them being loneliness in childhood.
I would just say that we should try to minimise this habit by taking massages instead of ***, when you actually can feel men instead of penetration. I understand massage may not always be enough as you need that kiss or body licking but we can try as this habit can be disastrous.
I have suffered due to some rowdy guys beating me one, some following me and I had to run etc.
Let me know what you guys feel on how to tackle this |
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Saneman18 | Posted On Feb 2, 2026
Though I feel parents are not to be blamed for all this as no parent would want their kid to go though this trauma but this is my story. Every week needed a new man could be a watchman, a rickshaw driver, a bus driver or anyone . This was the age in 90s when cruising was done in toilets not apps. |
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stan_Destro | Posted On Feb 4, 2026
Just choose one guy who is safe and friendly and complete all ur fantasy with him . That's really enjoyable |
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Faholic | Posted On Feb 6, 2026
Hardcore *** addict, the least i want per day is to have a 2 release one must of *** or ***. If nothing works due to hectic schedule or busy with travel or something, i try to catch guys near by and seduce them. Will show my dense thick fat long meat or money. One or other way it wworks. When im home i have my partner. |
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Pratikku | Posted On Feb 7, 2026
Me too *** addict. As I'm unmarried, I do masturbation almost everyday. |
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Vijay338 | Posted On Feb 8, 2026
Like puregay, I am *** addict. I too hv enjoyed my gay *** life to the fullest. With too many tops, anywhere I find .in loos, toilets, trains, , with driver, imperial theater I was in heaven those days. Mind relaxes only when I have a *** with *** |
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Elizabeth_anne | Posted On Feb 8, 2026
Actually many people are suffering silently. |
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EnjoyLife1 | Posted On Feb 9, 2026
I think lets not think this as an addiction, lets go with the flow, very limited time our sexual energies are active so enjoy it with full power,, if u think like an addiction point of view then there is no enjoyment only frustrated mindset will develop, so lets go with the flow, |
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GlobalTroutlerA | Posted On Feb 9, 2026
The more you do it, the more you indulge the more you want it...Mind can be a good slave, but a very very bad master.
This addiction can ruined your relationships, self esteem, productivity and dangerous... Visit psychologist / coach to understand what's BEHIND IT ALL, WHAT IS INCOMPLETE.
.. And TRY VIPASSANA MEDITATION if u wanna... It's free, it's in many cities countries and helped me (dhamma.org) |
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Tzar_windsor_xx | Posted On Sep 1, 2026
Ok |
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