Childhood trauma due to molestation
There must be a time in every one's childhood when they have faced any kind of bad touch or molestation or even worse, which leds to a child trauma and at times even doubt among ourselves. I have just made this group to share such experiences and how they cope up with that. Reply/Post a comment
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Bennnnnnnnnnnnn | Posted On Dec 1, 2024
I would like to share that I been sexually abused by multiple times in my childhood, out of which I'm sharing one of the incident.
So, I was around 5-6 yrs old and my dad had a gov. job and was transferred to a new city and we all ( me, my mom, elder brother and eldest sister)were living on rent to a new city.
And, we had a landlord uncle, who owns multiple shops and works there, the landlord had a joint family and there were young kids too around my age, with whom I used to play. I used to play with his youngest son (Kabir- hypothetical name), everyday after school or during evening. One day when I can back from school and after having my lunch, I went to Kabir's house to play and everyone was sleeping the landlord's wife was in the shop and the landlord was laying on bed and he said " Yahi khel bahar bhot dhoop hai" so we both were playing with the toys on the same bed where he was lying.....After sometime he flipped over and asked us to give massage my walking on top of him, we were kids so we did exactly the same, after that Kabir's dad (landlord) asked Kabir to have his lunch, his dad asked to eat on the table so he went away, and I was alone with him, and that landlord said not to make any noise as everyone was sleeping so I was quietly playing, then he started touching my lips and my ***. I honestly didn't know how and what to react, I was very normal, then he asked me to check his pants pocket, I did what he asked and I felt his *** which was hard, and I asked him what's inside then he slightly removed his *** from his pants and asked me to touch it and simultaneously he was rubbing my *** too. I had 0 idea of what was happening, he was asking me to jerk it and wanted to remove my pants too, but I did do it and left from the room to see Kabir...and this happened couple of times too with the landlord, sometime in his shop or whenever there's a power cut or in the terrace, I never spoke about it because back then I didn't even knew wheather it is good or bad. |
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Carlmax | Posted On Dec 3, 2024
Ohhh Ben
I can't even feel how u must be feeling.
Sending you loads of hug and love babes |
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Bennnnnnnnnnnnn | Posted On Dec 4, 2024
Carlmax 🥹💕 |
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SwitchVers | Posted On Dec 7, 2024
Childhood molestation made me gay |
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Bennnnnnnnnnnnn | Posted On Dec 7, 2024
@SwitchVers I think most of the gays are born that way, it's just that these sort of incidents make them inclined more towards men |
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Carlmax | Posted On Dec 7, 2024
Nothing makes u gay baba, u r born like it. Just due to these things, u get a mental push.
And ofcourse I am against the child molestation . |
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Bennnnnnnnnnnnn | Posted On Dec 8, 2024
Yes that's what I said |
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barely_seven_in | Posted On Jan 31, 2025
As a kid(6-10yo) back when used to sleep in between mom and dad, dad always caressed my butt-cheeks, by putting his hand in my underwear all the time. Idk his hands used to travel all over my body and sometimes he used to brush my anus with his fingers, and sometimes tried to finger my anus, and that disgusted me, this went on for a couple of years, until one day I told mom about that and she took it quite seriously frowning upon him and told me in front of me to pull their shorts down to shame him for his deed next time when he does it. And next couple of times when he tried such things I did what she said and that thing stopped immediately and so was my relation with my dad. Idk I feel weird thinking and honestly don't know if he was getting *** caressing me(his own blood) or was it just affection. Moreover, as a kid, I hated kisses especially the wet kisses that smeared the other person's saliva all over my face, and my grandpa and my dad used to kiss on my lips, with all their saliva, even when I resisted at least dad used to forcefully kiss me. Even when I requested them for just a peck on the cheek they initially agreed but later on used to kiss on my lips. This disgusted me all my childhood, and honestly speaking that's the very reason I don't like kisses even now, they just remind me of the things of the past. I get it I might be overreacting to the kissing part, but imagine being forced a kiss on your lips holding your hands almost everyday for years. And when I think about it and add it to the *** caressing thing, all I feel is disgust for my dad. |
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Fab1 | Posted On Feb 3, 2025
It's important to teach children early on about good touch & bad touch... Back in my childhood, we were clueless and i too got abused multiple times. While I am Bi and a side now, but I have resolved never ever to engage with any guy less than 21 .... BTW engaging with under 18 is illegal even if it was consensual... Those of us who were abused in childhood, adolescence must resolve not do themselves and prevent it from happening as much as we can.
I was abused by older cousins & uncles since I was 9/10 yrs old and also by a teacher in class 9th...While into my youth I had some encounters by choice but I also turned down my boss as I was not interested & would not *** for benefits or money... His attitude thereby changed & eventually I left the job.
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Yeldhos | Posted On Mar 16, 2025
Ohh yesss my pp was put in *** by my uncle when I was 9 soft age ahhhh |
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Ohji | Posted On Mar 17, 2025
I was abused by five cousins neighbours many times
It started when I was 12years old
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Pixie | Posted On May 20, 2025
Pedophilia and child molestation is so common in Inida. In each and every small or big city crusising post I have read so many heart breaking stories of the members express their traumatic childhood
experience of sexual abuse and ***. Surprisingly the perpetrator are mostly the family members such as uncles, cousins and even the victim's own father or grandfather. Or known people such as father's or uncle's freinds or brother's freinds or family freinds and neighbhors. I am surprised this never gets reported as a crime nor any legal course of action taken to punish the pedophiles or the child molesters. In all western coutries, including all Americas, child sexual molestation is a serious crime and any kind of *** with a child or minor amounts to statutory *** and these crimes carries long
jail sentences, anywhere from 7 to 15 years.
But in India, nothing happens? This is weird. It looks like India is a paradise for pedophilie
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Manlymeat30 | Posted On May 26, 2025
@pixie wtf is wrong with u .. in each and every thread u always comment with judgement on people, society and everything … stop generalising and victimising .
Pedophiles are in all countries , in fact the worst stories are from western countries . Most of the times kids doesn’t know how to react and they don’t even disclose it to anybody . If they tell their experience to family or friends then it becomes a case or a problem . Most of kids everywhere, irrespective to countries doesn’t talk about it . So stop judging and classifying India is a country with pedophiles . America is a country with “sadistic *** psychos “ |
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Lolz1 | Posted On May 26, 2025
America number 1 in *** u can go and check in deep web... Turkish is second pkistan is third after that so many mdrsa chhap countries like indonsia and malasia where no even *** case even 10 12 15 yrs old kids started changing their genders after child trauma😂 mulla ji ke ghar aksar 5 me se 4 aulade *** ko shikar hoti h_😂😂😂 or 5vi ladki hoti h to uska to apko logo ko pata hi hoga jhnt ugne hi ladki inme jawan ho jati h or ha @pixie hekdi nikal di jayegi 1 mins se ohle jo india india keh ke sar dard kiya to😂 |
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Pixie | Posted On May 28, 2025
@Manlymeat30 & @Lolz1, I didn't say America & western countries have no *** .Yes, there are psychopath, sociopath and *** in America and in all western countries but the difference here is, all the perpetrator
are evntually caught and sent to jail. The laws in USA and all western countries are very strict when crime is related to minors. The adults are not allowed to associate with minors and they cannot be freinds; the adults are
not allowed even to touch minors. The children are educated in schools about child molestation, child abuse and kidnapping. The children in western countries knows what is an inappropriate touching by an adults. If a child
gives a slightest hint to his/her teacher or parents that he is mistreated, abused or molested, the teachers/parents report these incidents directly to police and the police will arrest first and than ask questions later.
Furthermore, a child can report, talk or give a hint to his teachers about his parents or any adult relatives suspicious or inapproprite behavior; similarly the child can also report to his parents about the teachers and school
staff suspicious or inapproprite behavior. Beside, police protection, we have child safety & welfare agencies such as DCFS (Department of Children and Family Services) and CPS (Child Protective Services), these department
are so powerful, they even have the authority even to take away a child from their parents in case of gross negligent and child welfare endangerement.
As you see, in western countries, you will hear/see news about child abuse, *** or molestation but not in India or Pakistan or Asian countries because child abuse, *** & molestation
cases don't get reported, they are supressed like Manlymeat30 is trying to supress and rationalizing child *** and abuse on this thread. You might of heard/saw some cases of child abuse/*** in the media and you jump
into conclusion that America is NO 1 in child ***/abuse cases but the reality is you have no clue how rigorously America & western countries protect their children.
Have you seen any children begging in America or western countries? But I have seen millions of children begging on the streets of India.
I have seen babies born on the streets, grow up on the streets and die on the streets of India. |
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Lolz1 | Posted On May 29, 2025
@pixie lmao brother might be you are the lawyer or judge of america or other western country thats why u know about the cases and the number of incidents in those countries lols😁😁😁 |
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hangon257 | Posted On Jan 9, 2026
I think, many of us gay and BI sexual people are started experiencing the homosexual thing at the very earlier age by such kind of abuse. Instead of such things to be happen naturally at the right age, we are forced to see/experienced and loose our innocence and peace very early.
Many kids are fortunate(?) enough to be just experiencing little caressing or touching or even fondling alone but some unfortunates are forced in *** penetration and oral which are very cruel.
For me it started at when I was 9 years old, in my village, when I was walking on the deserted road, alone, one cloth merchant offered me a lift in his bike, while going, he asked me to sit very close to him and touched my crotch often, I started to get ***, then he kept squeezing my *** over the shorts. The he asked "What's this kid?" I replied innocently its my ***. He then asked "don't you wear any inner?" I replied no. Then he said "I have many design inners would you like to try it?" I said I have no money. He said he will give it for free. I have no idea about his intention. I said yes.
He took me to a bushy place and took one brief and kept over my shorts and checked for the size by fondling my crotch area. I got full *** and struggled to hide it. He then asked me to try it. I was hesitant to change it in front of him. He said, "Hey we both are boys why you are so shy?" But I have no clue whether its normal or abnormal to change in front of him. He then said, "If you are too shy, then look, let me also get naked" He said it and removed his lungi and his brief and his shirt. now he was standing full naked with the semi erected ***. First time in my life I'm seeing a full grown guy's *** and the hairs around his ***. I was convinced and removed my short and stood with the erected baby ***. He then took a brief and helped me wore it. while doing he kept touching my *** and balls. I kind of liked it and I was experiencing some thing I had never before.
He tried atleast 10 briefs with different colors, I was very curios and exited to wear my first inner in my life. After trying the last one only I remembered all sudden, what will I say to my mother if she asks about the new inner, so I told the same to him and refused to accept it. Then after I removed the brief and tried to put my shorts back, he catch my *** and slowly start to stroke it. Then he kneel and started to *** it. I don't even remember what kind of feel I experienced. Also he was stroking his ***. later he *** and suddenly stopped *** and asked me to put my cloths and he also wore his cloths. I asked how he got such big *** but I have a small one. He said , it will grow big after I turn 15. He then abandon me there and went. I reached home with full of excitement but didn't know that's the day I lost my innocence. I have never seen him later.
After that incident, i started jerking like a monkey everyday, and then once I turned 12+ years, I started observing, some guys were touching me inappropriately in the Bus, train, queues etc... By the time I complete my 18 years, I slept with 5 guys and none of the case, I initiated the move. Also I *** 2 among them. It took many years for me to understand what I went through was a child abuse.
Well, I would say I'm fortunate enough to not got any painful experience from him. He could have raped me or could have done whatever he wants and could easily escaped.
Today many parents are getting awareness after the POCSO law enforcement. We are happen to read many cases in the newspapers and in TV. Still long way to go. |
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amanarora610 | Posted On Jan 19, 2026
For me it started as an accident, we used to play in a closed mill and one day I walked in and watched a boy of fifteenish *** a older guy.
That scene got struck in my memory and started looking at hardons of man. Later on in same mill I had my first *** |
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