Regret losing your virginity

I do get the saying that virginity is not a compliment but just the lack of opportunity. Looking at the conservative background of our country, virginity is still a pre requisite for companionship in heterosexual norms.

A question to all the bottoms is that do you regret losing your virginity to a top. If so, what made you feel like that.

I myself have taken the virginity of some bottoms. I don't know why but I feel this strange obligation towards them. I'm grateful enough they trusted me to enter them, and soon this gratitude is getting converted to some sort of responsibility towards them. I don't know why I'm getting this.

To the tops, how do you feel when you are taking a bottom's virginity. And do you view them differently once the deed is done.

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No Picture Makeoffun	Posted On Aug 9, 2025 I am regularly go one massage parlour in madurai. That guy has medium thin ***.. But he can't *** me properly.. So once i ask any other massager available.. He said above 40+ ok for you.. I think i am 36 ok for me.. Then go to that place that 40+ man not a massager.. He also a customer for him.. Already he massaged him naked.. So i wait outside.. But he call me inside and joining with them.. Me hesitated but he forced me to come.. And asked me remove my clothes. I am not ready for this. But he came and untied my clothes and make me nude infront of his customer.. That customer admires my body and asked me to touch his ***.. I don't but that barlor guy made my hands on it.. I just do it. That customer asked me to *** it.. I say no i never *** anyone.. He pinched my nipples and ohh only backshot hahaahaa.. I am tried to leave.. But both hold me and kiss me and lick my nipples.. Same time that customer come behind me and Ready to *** my ***.. I am not ready.. Only with condom i say.. So he unpleasant wear condom and enter me with hard push in doggy style.. In mirror my self hanging with small and ashamed face.. I put down my face.. But he slapped my *** and asked me to see him in opposite mirror.. Most humiliated scene in my life.. Because he was almost 6.6 HEIGHT i am very 5.6 like a girlfriend for him.. After my college time almost 14years after one guy enter me.. After *** and *** he went out not even see my face and told sema kundi di.... Most shocked He gave money to the parlour guy.. I am feel like proustite.. Last six month i am ashamed thinking of it
No Picture Anirudhbottom	Posted On Aug 9, 2025 Haa 😭😭 the guy after doing it treated me terribly uska behaviour bahut bahut rude tha i don't mind catcalling but atleast thoda toh softly behave kro i did with him few times but later he ghosted me he never reconnected me I tried reconnecting him he ghosted me completely mujhe bura lagaa I think guys you should have s""x with a better' person for first time jo insaan aapke sath sahi behave kre In my case it was in old half constructed building with mats it felt thrilling i got emotion's ( like sunny leone from her webseries untold story of karenjit Kaur scene that he has with a guy when she did first time )
No Picture Mr_calvinharrie	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 So here is my story I am the guy who fucks bottom a lot but I was never *** I use to think how dose it feel to be bottom as there is lot of bottom shaming I refrain my self being bottom but there was something I wanted to try so one fine day there was this guy 45 years fair blue eyes daddy perfect physique not to mascular not to lean amazing smooth body I liked him and told him I never got *** he understood made me comfortable He first rimmed my *** and then fingered me like good 15 min with lot of lube and then he slowly entered me it was pain but once he was in I never felt pain much he was so professional I was enjoying the session it was painless bottoming experience for me so after that I never bottom so I just wanted to experience But again I felt like bottom and met this stupid guy he had very fat *** not big in size but it was fat he tried to insert me forcefully without any technique first push his *** head tore my rectume muscle was slightly bleeding as it was not in but still he damaged my hole I shouted so loud and told him to stop then again he said he will go slow it was 1-2 hr session tried to *** me but he was unable to enter me because my hole was so tight he was so brutual he tried to push his *** directly in my *** I was tourtured for like 1-2 hr with few brakes the attempt of me getting *** was fail after coming home i was feeling sickness my whole body was in fever because of torment he gave it took 2-3 days to recover me So not every top is top they don't know how to *** just push *** forcefully from that day I decided never will bottom for any stupid guy So that daddy was perfect he made me comfortable took lot of time for lubing me and then entered me so it's all about technique
No Picture Pinkpanther2025	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 Vasline lagane se virginity lene ka dukh kum hota hae🤣🤣🤣
No Picture bananacreamlove	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 @Anirudhbottom. Hey dude I know how you must be feeling as your and my story is the same. Really sorry to know
No Picture Midhun_bot	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 Never regret it - in fact, when my college senior started body foreplay on me and aroused the initial gay fire within, i was not knowing anything about it! Luckily or unluckily i had to move to another place unexpectedly before the senior had a chance to break my virginity.
No Picture rajeshsideguy *	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 This gand word is itself very seducing i feel.. it makes me ***.. no context just felt like sharing as i read it in the comments 🔥🥵
No Picture BULIE69	Posted On Aug 10, 2025 its been 2 years i have been feeling this and i still havent tried ***
No Picture happysoul98765	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Hey Nice topic , may be all the buried feelings are coming on to you. Well in my case, I took two guys virginity and it was wonderful feeling. No regrets what so ever, as it was very mutual and initiated by the other person. As my *** is thick and long I always get scared to *** anyone coz of the pain it might cause to them. Out of love I even offered him to *** me as well. It was just way of showing my sincere appreciation to him.
No Picture Saurabh_ganduu	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Not losing it earlier.could had more fun life.
No Picture Dev_22	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I actually felt bad ... We were doing it and the other guy shouted in pain and he was actually bleeding ... I cleaned it proper got some oint ... He cried even the 2nd time from 3rd time on he was okay ... We started having proper fun and doing it in all styles /3-4 times in a day .. all this after 5 time only ....... I really liked him and felt bad for him , i always kiss his *** and make him comfortable . I did it with 3/4 guys they were all my age only ...one one guy had pain and bleed with other guys i bathed them with lube with 1 liter lube on my *** and went very slow . Once a really chubby older guy tried to enter me and I just coudnt take it ...I pushed him slapped him on his chest . I now have only one frnd and i am very fond of him ,i appreciate him a lot ,respect ...
No Picture Cutie_btm20	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 A virgin at 29 proud to be still waiting for a tall guy with long *** who can be dominant. M a kinda cute whose puppy eyes are never been rejected. I am afraid of the pain it will be as my diameter is 0-0.5 n it's damn tight to even finger it with a thick finger. I feel someday a Manly tall guy will *** me without mercy only then u can loose it or else I just can't. If I deny I want next person to not listen n just do it but never met anyone yet. So it's difficult although m having a weird Pride in holding my virginity like m some Queen. Not sure when I'll find my King but that doesn't mean I'll accept rudeness. Once done he should be gentle polite n caring towards me after being rough on me atleast as a courtesy. Or probably I'll die virgin n atleast for my first man to be taking my virginity looks matters.
No Picture Puregaandu	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Nice topic I was 19 when I desperately wanted to lose virginity as I *** many *** before and even of strangers at cruising spots. I met 3 young tops of my age on different occasions but one *** while *** other while rubbing on *** and last couldn't enter *** due to pain. I was so frustrated and kept chatting with many guys. One mature guy of 48 yr lured me and convinced that I need some experienced mature top to deflower my ***. Quite reluctantly i agreed and went to his office late evening. He was average looking, blackish n fat and very happy to see me as full chikna twink himself came to him. I was about to return back but he kept fondling my *** n reminded me my previous experience and he assured me he will take my virginity today. He asked me to get naked completely and removed his *** it was nice 6.5 full black with large dickhead with precum. I got restless and started *** he was enjoying and told me that he doesn't *** early. While *** he lubed my *** with some cream i requested him to finger and make it loose but he said he will make it loose by ***. I put a condom on his *** and he started to enter slowly it was very painful, but he kept on trying and with little hard thrust his *** head went in. I was in tears due to pain and requested him to leave me. But he said tere jaisi *** nhi milti kabhi, kitna bhi ro le aaj teri *** khol dunga puri and spanked hard on ***. I understood that nothing can be done now and kept lying on floor, he removed *** and filled my *** with his spitt n again pushed dickhead and told me to remove condom and *** his ***. I thought he spared me and i *** him nicely and he asked me to *** myself i obliged and *** within seconds he asked me to put my own *** in my ***. I was done and lost all interest felt so disgusted to be nude with stranger elder guy. He understood that and started rubbing his *** on ***. I badly wanted to escape from there but he slept on me and tried to push *** he easily put dickhead as hole got loosen as i *** and also by his earlier push, he grabbed my *** and gave hard thrust, i felt like getting stabbed in *** and started crying but he was busy in adjusting ***. I was so disgusted and guilty of meeting him and doing this. After some time he started slowly and increased speed I was in pain, fully tired but wanted him to finish quickly. He kept abusing me and told me that after this session I'll always need *** in ***,tuze gaandu bana diya, roj aa mere pass chudwane bla bla but I decided never to indulge in such activities, he *** for 1-2 min and *** in condom n breathing heavily n lied beside me. I wore my clothes and literally ran away from there with decision to never get ***. Next 4-5 days I had pain in ***, it was difficult to even sit. But always had feeling of *** in ***. He never messaged after ***. I texted him hiiii after one week and he just replied today evening 7pm. I thought a lot and went to his office and got breed twice. After that he turned me in *** with BDSM, golden showers etc. he used me for more than 2 years. I started enjoying after second session,my *** got addicted to ***. got *** by many tops and on cruising spots also.
No Picture Jamesloveraj	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Yet to lose virginity, looking for some soft, caring top.
No Picture san1980	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I lost it 21 years back. He used spit and coconut oil.. I lost my virginity with lots of pain in my ***. We did using condom but still his condom got teared.. so tight it was..
No Picture Cruiser2021	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 was quiet young when i lost my virginity. it was to my massage guy in our gym. the first few sessions were ok nothing out of the ordinary but then things got bit heated he was probing deeper. i didnt resist as it was all new to me. eventually it let to fingering me after the sessions, it became regular thing. then one fine day was bit tired and went for the massage i slept while being massaged then he finally put it in...it was painful at first but he was very slow in doing it...and then started liking it.
No Picture DManJerkOffs	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I’m a side — not into *** at all, but trust me, I don’t feel like I’m missing a thing. I live for those long, dirty handjobs where my hands roam everywhere — grabbing ***, teasing balls, rubbing you till you can’t hold back. Boy, am I glad I never “lost my virginity” in the *** sense… because I’ve still had plenty of sweaty, toe-curling sessions that left us both panting and smiling. For me, the magic is in the grip, the stroke, the way our bodies press and grind till we both explode. No regrets, just sticky, happy endings. 😈💦
No Picture Guddu_crossie	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I lost my virginity when I was 14. I was in high school. Gave it to my school bus conductor. It was forced and painful. Regretted it for for many years. Later made peace with it.
No Picture hotbotpop	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Never tried *** as a bottom. Once I was so turned on by a masseur, then he fingered my ***. I was blown away by the sensations and cummed right there. But never got ***. Some tops have tried but it is tight and always painful and I push them off. Still waiting for that *** feeling and I might remain a virgin for life :(
No Picture Andy69luv	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 Same here as hotbotpop... i have inserted candles and all
No Picture Ajith30	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I lost my virginity when I was 20yrs old....that day actually I wanted it badly...so I went for a massage...and my good luck nasseure was 35plus old ..in the middle of massage he understood what I was looking for...he started massaging my crack which actually helped it getting ready to take his 7.5 inch thick sexy *** inside...though painfull initially I loved his smooches and missionary *** was like I surrendered myself to him as if I was hired for his satisfaction. ....but it was awesome
No Picture Sensual_Bottom	Posted On Aug 11, 2025 I lost my virginity to a mature marwadi uncle at age of 19, I usually went to his room just for *** his *** and body play, he offered me to come at night for drinks, as I haven't drink alcohol by that time I agreed to him. We met at night and he made drinks for me, we drunk together that night, as we already seen eachother naked so I get naked infront of him so that we can have body play. I took 3 pegs and he is yet to finish his dinner so I slept naked infront of him. When he was done with his dinner he came to me and started playing with my body, *** my boobs, started kissing me and *** my ***, as I was drunk but I know that this is what I came for, so I also started supporting him in kissing and giving blowjob to him. He *** to my *** and then I sleep. After some time I felt some thing inside my *** hole and when I saw he was trying to put is big *** inside my *** and trying to *** me. Initially I tried resisting him but he convienced me that I will like it. Then he bought some oil and trying to apply in my *** and started *** me. This was the time when I lost my virginity, blood started coming out of my *** but he keeps on *** me, due to alcohol I also didn't feel any pain at that time, I also started enjoying it, after 15 mins of hard *** he *** inside my *** and I could feel that hot *** inside my ***. We both went to bathroom to clean ourselves. After that we kissed eachother and slept naked in cuddling position. During 2 AM, I woke up and started playing with his *** and started *** it. He got an *** and again we started foreplay and then he *** my *** first and after 5 minutes he tried to *** my *** again but I refused as it is paining so again he convienced me and *** me for again 15 minutes. After having this 2nd round I was tired so I slept keeping his *** inside my ***. He also slept, then he also *** me around 5 AM. But that time I feel sleepy so I followed what he is trying to do, he *** me for around 10 minutes and *** inside my ***. And he slept beside me. We woke up around 8 in the morning he thanked me and we kissed eachother. I reached my room and went to toilet for morning routine, then I saw loads of *** and blood coming out of my *** and it was paining so much I cleaned my *** and went for sleep. It was paining that whole day, I felt regret that why I did this but after 2-3 days he again called me for drinks. I also remembered what happened to that night and how much I enjoyed his *** so I went to his room and we again had drinks and *** that night, he *** me twice, and *** inside me but this time I started enjoying that pain. And from then onwards he was my regular *** partner for 3-4 years. Although I feel regret on 1st day, that person made it so memorable that even after 12 years I still remember him and the way he took my virginity that night. Now I can say that I lost my virginity to a experienced, caring, and loveble top. Unfortunately I lost his contact in 2016 but I still remember him, and love him. He is the only guy with whom I did bareback and tastes and eat his ***. I see him as my husband and he fuckes me like his wife. So now I won't regret of loosing my virginity.
No Picture Sanjay4103	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 When I was in 14,my neighbour studying btech used to *** me daily. He took my virginty and *** me the entire btech 4 years with his friends. That was a beautiful period in my life like getting *** daily by one or more tops
No Picture Wantmylips	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 I have been playing with guys and *** *** for a long time and never thought would get *** in real but as time passed the curiosity killed the cat and i wanted to try *** *** and as a prelude i had started inserting objects and finger *** myself using lubricants it all started with one finger then 2 and 3 and the feeling was awesome so the itch grew stronger to have the real thing. Then started to explore with people and the first few times backed out bcos of the pain and I feel it was anxiety. Was lucky I got some very nice lovers who didn’t force themself on me when o asked them to stop. Then ultimately in 2019 I happened to meet one of my old lovers a sweet doctor with whom I had fun earlier in mysore and told him my apprehensions of wanting to try *** *** and the fear associated with it. He was so caring and loving and he said let’s try it and if it hurts he will stop immediately he got me relaxed with loads of kissing and body play and then using loads of lubricants he slowly inserted his *** into my virgin *** and he was so patient that it was so long until he was in my *** completely i didn’t even realise when he had bottomed up on me and his balls were banging against my *** it was a memorable experience my first actual *** *** after so many tries with guys who tried. He *** me in all positions and he had an extraordinary *** which was about 7.5 inches but I never felt any pain. After the session we went in for a bath and he *** me under the shower which was amazing too. Out of curiosity i asked him how did he manage to enter me without it hurting me he let out a secret he used a cream that is anesthetic and it was like almost a local anesthiser due to which i don’t r feel any pain at all. Well such experiences makes me *** and want a *** up my ***.
No Picture Manlymeat30	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 @sanjay4103 Amazing and u r a lucky bitch … explain how did he seduce for the first time and how it started with his friends
No Picture Deepakkamble	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 I met a femboy 24 years old, from chembur on grindr, I use to have place that time, he was very experienced as he had loose *** easy to insert 3 fingers, I rimmed him , ate his ***, he gave me the best wet blowjob, everything was like dream come true, before *** I applied oil in his *** and to my *** and then he wanted cowboy style *** , the way he was humping in cowboy style so hard my abdomen starting paining the next day , and for 4 months I couldn't have ny other guy on top after that, I regret having him that afternoon
No Picture Lovelost	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 I have been experimenting for some time now, inserting things like carrots and my wife's lipgloss bottle, when I was really young I used to put bottles with a long narrow snout, some months back a guy fingered me while giving me head and rubbed my prostate. That was an amazing orgasm. Since then I am very interested in prostate orgasm but never was able to give myself one. There was one guy who was a bit ruff he just tried to push it in, it was very painful I stopped him, but he used to slow hump with just the tip of his c*ck in and after he came using the *** as lubricant and his being slightly softer he could insert and hump me, it felt good.A couple of days back I went to a spot and there were four guys there. And when one of them tried to insert his c*ck in me I didn't object, but it was very painful I didn't let them continue. Just blew them all and took their *** in my ***
No Picture Bouncybandar	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 No regrets at all..i enjoyed both my first times , as being a top and bottom.
No Picture Hotdamndocguy	Posted On Aug 12, 2025 The first time was forced I was a kid 12 yrs old he was my cousin 10 years elder to me .but it gave me an escape from the loneliness that I was experiencing as I didn't have any friends.and I obeyed him everytime he called me to his home.fast forward to this day I am not able. To assert my sexual desire in any of my sexual relationship.hopping from one person to other person trying to please them for the fleating comfort of acceptance and connection. I regret it happened with me .
No Picture Norn	Posted On Aug 13, 2025 I don't feel like I lost my virginity cos I used different tools to penetrate myself before having actual *** lol. It took me quite a while to enjoy ***. After a few times I enjoyed it and *** while getting penetrated. Prevention is better than cure so I'm now unofficially refraining from penetration due to fear of STDs & STIs and being more careful. Recently met two guys while cruising. They were just playing with my a$$ with their naked d*ck humping my back and between my thighs. I cummed earlier then them guys lol.
No Picture Jokerdude1	Posted On Aug 14, 2025 Went for a blind grindr date.he was caretaker of a house nearby . Young top guy. He kissed me wildly, made me *** him. Just when i thought he was going to c*m in my ***, he pulled out and started caressing my boobs. That got me *** and he said he wants to try ***. He got me so hot, I couldn't say no. I lied down in missionary with my legs on his shoulder and he wore a condom and put his topa inside. Condom broke and I screamed in pain , but he didn't stop. He shoved his full 8 inch *** inside. It was paining so bad and bleeding. He *** me for 5 min and then suddenly came inside my ***. The feeling of his warm *** inside me and dropping from my hole made me feel so slutty. I miss him.
No Picture Ramku4197	Posted On Aug 15, 2025 My first encounter made me feel regret first I meet in sleeper bus from Chennai to coimbatore he was muslim men.in Koyambedu was my pick up point with in 15 to 20.mins he came and I was next to window seat few I was scrolling social media then switched off my phone and slept 1 hour later slowly he approaching me from behind by putting his hand on my hips like that i tired to adjust my self to move but still he did not allow he was putting his legs in my legs and rubbing slowly I lost my control and he started taking advantage on me slowly I started enjoying me till coimbatore it was early morning 5 clk we reached it was very cold out side. Am still *** i opnely asked him to stay with me in hotel for few hour s he also accepted to join hotel there we had everything I taken his cut almost 7 inch long size tool and lost my virginity to him multiple time after finishing we both had nice bath and he both had breakfast while talking i asked him about his age he told me that he was 50 years old. By hearing it I felt very much regret to do with men who is my.moms age.after that I could not see his face i felt very much regret
No Picture Ides_of_May25	Posted On Aug 15, 2025 I am a new guy in this top bottom. I tried with one top and I lost my virginity with him. It was a painful memory and unpleasant although all precautions were in place. I don't have any evil feelings towards that boy but then it's not something I look forward to.
No Picture Realmeetprem	Posted On Aug 16, 2025 If we dont get *** bcoz of fear of virginity loose then what is the use of our anus as a man or boy. And every gay bottom should get *** once in life to get the feel of being *** by some one.
No Picture Mahilove	Posted On Aug 16, 2025 Not for loosing but for breaking someone's virginity I felt sad . I am versatile but avoid *** and prefer older guys above 50.. met this guy in my routine morning walk... We became good frnd and after a certain period of time when I break his virginity he complaint for 3-4 days regularly while going washroom coz I have little thicker size . Always complaint of pain...I felt so bad for him. But even after that he wants me to be inside him. And o get scared of his pain and complain after that session
No Picture Dost4ever012	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 So, as a Top, I have *** many. But, I particularly this one Gujarati uncle around 48 to 50. We met through Romeo and he was vers. Very good in bodybplay and ***. Just loved eating my ***. But, he was virgin down there. I requested him a few times, but, he denied. Then, one day while we were in the action he said that he want to experience ***. I was happy and surprised. I tried entering him but he was so tight and whenever I pushed, he went into sever pain and started pushing me. So, I tried to made him comfortable a lot. Fingered him, used body lotion and all. But, it did not went in past forehead. So, we left it.... I fingered him and he *** me off. For our next meeting, I bought jelly. So, before starting, we took a warm bath made each other comfortable. Then, after much foreplay and jelly use, finally we were in a position where it was somewhat penetrating, still not full though, but, it was ok. I was really gentle, as I did not wanted to hurt him. He told me that had pain in *** and nearby area for next few days. We did *** again once he was ready again. Now, I have *** him for 5 times and penetration with jelly or other lube is not much of an issue, though, it's still not as smooth as with most bottoms I have met. Now, I have kind of emotions for him and I really adore him a lot. I have asked him multiple times if he is happy that he did it and he is. I will tell all the bots what I told him before and after our first ***- do not do it to please me... I like you as you are..... Do it because you want to.... And tell me whenever you want to stop.... You're not under any obligation.....
vanju1	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 @Dost4ever012 - young men like you are rare. You come across as a caring, selfless young man who is also a top. That's amazing. Most tops only care for their own pleasure. That mature man you mentioned in your narration above is very lucky. It's always good to take it slow. And the top must always follow the principle of "an inch an ouch".
No Picture Dost4ever012	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 @vanju1 thanks for the compliment dear. I just care for all I meet. Specifically since they are older than me, I behave nicely. I am lucky enough that I have met many wonderful people throughout.
No Picture everydaygayguy	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 @vanju1- I agree with you. Well done @Dost4ever012. Keep it up?
No Picture Crazyonsurya	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 I have sexual feeling towards guys which I can't overcome n at times feel guilty as I m married
No Picture Youthh123__	Posted On Aug 17, 2025 I met a married men we had good time talking kissing hugging and all did a foreplay of me as a delivery guy he seduced me later he asked me for *** he said one thing I am waiting for a person who really feels me so I wanna loose my virginity with u he ordered condoms immediately and asked me i wasn't prepared to *** him. But he asked me so I initially said all things that he should face he agreeed to all i pampered him comforeted him rimmed him he is a clean person treated him like my guy he was completely into me then I slowly penetrated my tool with condom into him initially it was paining for him I comforted him a lot later *** him for 20 min then he felt paining but theh too he asked for one more but rejected I can't see his pain n left his pain n nect day called him he said his hole is paining that troma is still in my mind . But I made many virgin guys to loose with my tool and many loved it as mine is medium size comfortable one
No Picture UkDayo *	Posted On Aug 18, 2025 Having *** *** for 1st time can be very painful. Here is best way. You need to train your *** to accept *** comfortably. You need to buy butt plugs set. 1 small, 1 medium, 1 large. Every night insert small, after 1 week insert medium. Then go to the large one. Do this with gel, lubricant. After this you can receive *** with no pain. You can buy butt plug set amazon or similar. Hope this helps people. Happy ***. Dayo. ***
No Picture Ruhanruhan	Posted On Aug 19, 2025 I am not introducer and I can not break anyone's virginity because my *** is very thick and big....That's why I am not naturally an introducer...
No Picture Aman31203	Posted On Aug 19, 2025 Your experience may be anything, but my experience has been great. I lost my virginity at the age of 12. The one who *** me was my cousin. I did not feel any pain even then. Sharad God must have created me to be a gay. After that I have taken different *** at least 45 times in 2 years and once in a group I have had fun with 8 guys. Now i can take dp in my *** and I love it. If you are here to complaint so you are not a gay. You should live as a straight( like a piece of ***?
No Picture Aseem Javed	Posted On Aug 20, 2025 Guys..... all I want to say is if ur first sexperience was pleasurable and u still cherish it, then do not regret losing ur virginity. Perhaps more enjoyable would be the pleasure of love making than the *** u had. Thats heavenly.
No Picture HorrniBtm	Posted On Aug 21, 2025 When I was raped because of being an introvert and yeah i like guys even I did not know about it. It was the time when I was in 9th class. I lost my virginity. I was a cute kid, I still remember the pain, the blood and 3 days fever and body pains. I knew I am not made for this but it has happened. I regret it that it should not have happened. Once *** is done and again and again habituated then it will only make a boy into a bitch or *** if he likes it who will want to have more and he will not care how the *** is. 9 months to 2 years it is like a trauma. but later I stopped regretting and started accepting. Sometimes I cry, and could not able to tell my parents what has happened. I went into depression and attempted suicides too. But now it is like this. My mood swings even today. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I look for guys. Sometimes I feel lonely. I really wanted to run away. But What to do I am like this........................
No Picture AngadangadPune *	Posted On Aug 21, 2025 @hornibtm I sympathize with you. It is not easy. Be brave. There are people in much more worse situations. Think of it in that way and be happy.
No Picture Puregaandu	Posted On Aug 22, 2025 Hii, horniBtm I think we are on same boat. I feel lonely and guilty after getting ***. But I end up going again n again to get used like slave. *** is addiction, i start to crave badly for getting *** n meet guys who bang me for their pleasure.
No Picture Nida29	Posted On Aug 22, 2025 I have my personal opinion.. Virginity is a Gift for Top.. I had my first *** when I was 14.. that time was different.. I didn't knowledge about ***.. but at the age of 20.. First time blood came out.. bcz of the size of ***.. it was very very painful.. we did 4 times but same result.. then I stopped Again I did when I was 25.. again same pain.. but this time I was educated abt ***.. so I did control pain and after some time something new pleasure for me also.. Now I am 30.. and searching to someone to break my virginity again.. Any top.. if he can't break Virgin ***.. then u should workout hard.. build muscle and stamina.. plz..
No Picture Ashwath_Shenoy	Posted On Aug 22, 2025 According to my opnion.... A virginity for a top is the key for a bottom guy/shemale or a fem boy..... A bottom boy/shemale/fem boy is a personal secret wife or a second wife which she has to be taken care of her partner..... The partner has to be relaxed physically as well as mentally similar to tension free from all his activities...... For that the bottom boy/shemale/fem boy can choose whatever to the extent to give/make her partner relaxed..... In the other case *** is just *** and intimacy only....... There is a proverb that If a bottom boy/shemale/fem boy gives a handjob or blowjob or a liplock or a breast massage in public to her top partner then that top partner is the luckiest guy ever...... As she is not bothered about others.......
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