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Submitted by rahulroy Location: All India (All India, India)

Here is your chance to confess about things you may have done that you probably would normally not want to be known to your friends? You can do it here anonymously.

(Only gay related confessions please)

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Mr_calvinharrie
Posted On May 13, 2025

All answers are just negative. I as a gay person, feels privileged (also scared) to be born in India.

Some of my experience —

I feel happy to be born in India. Atleast being gay doesn't lead you to Jail.
Majority parents don't even know what gay is. So they don't understand.
Don't even think of relationships. Most gay guys want to do “that" with you.
A lot of gay guys here are starved. I feel creepy to be myself here. I'm not your object of satisfaction. Being gay doesn't mean, I open my legs to you!
Here a lot of Gays get married to women. This leads to get closet fantasies. If you travel in bus or public transport, you get touched inappropriately by creepy old men if you show some feminine side.
I had one scary experience in metro of India. One guy kept on touching me inappropriately. He was touching my hands and body dashing purposely. He even started having conversation with me and started asking intimate questions. I was so scared. Remember I was just 18 years old teen. He was 35 I guess.
Gay dating apps of India are just filled with people who think you are just worth of getting their fantasy fullfilled. They don't think you are human with some feelings.
In school I was labelled as female. I was told I do female behaviour. But they turned out as friends later. No one mistreated me although they knew I was overtly feminine. I feel proud for this, although they had difficult getting me but they became friends and accepted me. It's how you treat others, that's how they treat you.
A lot of gays here are not practicing safe “that" so they carry S T D. That's why I never want to do “that" with Indian gay guy. I pray to God, I remain pure.
Importantly, being gay doesn't mean you have to do “that". Many younger gay guys of India think to lose virginity is like achivement. No dear. I been through you age, always remember, safety is important and don't trust anyone on dating or from internet. They will high probability get you S T D which you suffer for life.
So yeah, whatever you are, no one cares. World doesn't revolve around you. So be gay straight or whatever, be a good human being.

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Easy_mark_5
Posted On May 13, 2025

My confession is that I dream of being a sissy *** toy for big strong men who can easilyift me up in their arms and perform biceps curls with my body easily. But I will probably remain a virgin forever because I am too scared and shy of getting *** by men. I watch gay *** *** shemale *** and sissy hypno and also use face app and snapchat to look like a woman. I have used AI to create boobs and *** on my naked pics. I want to become a biological woman but only in dreams. I am split. I want to rip and tear steel plates with naked hands using brute strength but at the same time I want to get brutally raped like a cheap roadside whore by 20 men at once.

I fantasize a lot about getting raped in jail etc. but I will never have *** with a man on my own. It has to be a real ***.

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sonusharma
Posted On May 13, 2025

I'm bi
I have been bottom of some top
I want to go on a trip with a top who treat me like his gf or wife on whole trip
Who give me girl dress and I wear gir dress and roam outside in that dress only with him
Till now I have done only with condom but I want someone who get tested for all STDs and I could do all fun without condom

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heroboymodel
Posted On May 13, 2025

Well I never had any dominant experience. But I want once in my life like the person or more than one person can do anything with my body and punish me like BDSM, CBT, *** drinking, *** drinking, spanking, *** like hell, double penetration. more extreme like make me force orgasm 5 or more times, getting bukkake, gangbang and many more extreme things. Hope I will have my wish someday.

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sec50
Posted On May 14, 2025

i don't know if there is any post related to bad experiences ..... i have a confession... it was of the tym when i was noob in early twenties didn't anything like public cruising or anything....but was known about me my instincts and inclination towards homosexuality.....

well it was 5-6 yrs back !
i was returning from college to my hometown for vacation... i don't remember clearly what occasion it was.... most probably rakhi or Diwali.... so it's a 6 hrs long journey.... as any middle class family college student would do ... i took a state transport non AC bus in the evening.... the bus was fully packed... but i won't get any other direct bus for my city so i took the chance! i was standing in the between of two rows in middle of the bus ...and the bus was packed even there was no more place to stand ...so first thing happened that a middle aged lady was sitting beside the seat i was standing.... she , i don't , know with purpose or in her sleep, used to put her head around my lower abdomen and pne hand around my genitals ( i was standing she was sitting) ... after two three occasions i asked her not to do that .... she didn't do it again....... now comes the embarrassing part ..... after the incident i moved a bit back..... because 2-3 new guys got in the bus on next stop..... so the person in front of me had to push a bit back ...he now standing where i was a few mins back..... journey was pretty long to complete like this ...... his stop would be in midway ( i didn't know) ..... so with tym conditions conditions get worse.... and we couldn't stand straight in moving bus ... everyone was moving a bit staying at their places to hold around things.... in that fashion he leaned forward and put out his *** a bit .... it was touching my *** over my clothes..... i was noob that tym not enough physical ( *** / touch ) ..... i got excited a bit ( *** was building..... though in present i m quite resistant to these superficial touches ...)..... i kept still i can't remember how long.....and i was Fully erect in my lower ..... i didn't know what to do ...to make a move myself or how to guess if he is interested..... though with bus moving... we started moving in unison....it seems like he was pushing backword... it was my mistake... though my *** was there right in his *** ( though we had clothes on ) if he was uncomfortable hw would move aside ( i thought) ..... so i took it as a green singnal.... so i didn't move back... it was happening with the bus moving... neither me nor him ..we were not doing anything..... at that moment i thought to increase the tempo.... i started touching his *** making it look like accident...and whenever bus bumped i pushed a bit hard .... now with tym he had completely leaned forward... it might look like a doggy position he was in...i kept doing what i mentioned.... after sometimes bus stop came .... before leaving he turned towards me... he was in eary thirties a common small town guy .... he abused me in high tone in completely packed bus.... like " gay hai sala... mijhe pta chal rha tha kya kr rha tha tu .... ajkl ye log sab jagah ho gye hai .... blah blah...) i was in uttrr shock.... i was completely clueless what to do .... i dunno with presence of mind or what ... i look right left and backwards as if trying to know whom he is talking..... when he pointd me... i said what did i do .... what are u saying.... i have no idea what are u shouting.... he got down from the bus with abusing me ..... i kept standing with my eyes closed ... my face would have turned red i didn't know... i couldn't feel anything around me ... i was in complete shock and shame .... i don't know how i completed that journey.... but got my lesson well as....
but i got scared to my core ... i wasn't really present in the bus after the incident.... i was feeling like everyone is only looking at me ... talking about me .... .. though i was confused if he was not comfortable he should have moved a side ...but fault was mine only ...

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Mr_calvinharrie
Posted On May 14, 2025

@sec50 glad you share this experience such people are gay them self in closet later they realise the did gay *** and can't digest that they enjoyed which lashed out on you if I was there I would have given tight slap on his face right away

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Leo1237
Posted On May 14, 2025

@sec50 feeling bad for you, can’t even imagine how you completed your journey. Thanks for sharing your experience

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sec50
Posted On May 15, 2025

thank you @Mr_calvinharrie and @Leo1237 .... ... that was one bad experience for me .... as everyone share their experience/ stories in exotic way here under different discussion... new guys who are just starting to explore cruising they should know that it can go south as well !! though i have different Good experience as well but this one particularly needs to be mentioned ... i learnt my lesson well .. hope others should also learn it !

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soft_sam
Posted On May 19, 2025

This post can be part of a few other threads, but let me jot it down here anyway, as it is a confession! Just gathered some courage to jot it down, finally.
A brief intro about me: I am a married South Indian living in the UK, 47 years old, 168cm tall, and weigh 69kgs. I am neither fair nor too dark, but I have a dark one of medium size, 6-7 inches at its best, not too thick.
This intro is because I was always a little apprehensive about myself, especially my size. While I maintained the way I looked, not muscular but maybe being in shape, even my female colleagues who worked with me could never guess my age, my friends and colleagues said I was in my mid-thirties.
I have been married for 18 years and have two kids, but I realised I was always attracted to men around me than women. I had done few dry humping during school days and masters with a few friends but I never realised i was actually a gay or bi and curious or whatever it is called.
I used to go for Ayurvedic massages when I was back in India, and that is when I realised and found out about Ohmojo and knew that I was not alone in this world with similar feelings. When I moved to the UK, I happened to be on Grindr and started meeting people. Initially, I was a bit sceptic and used to meet only Indians, and my biggest challenge was that I *** too quick. It happens with my wife as well, but I was able to manage and match the orgasm.
Cutting the story short.
Since last October, I have been working from home. Some of you may consider it great, but in a foreign country, pretty much without meeting friends or colleagues and devoid of socialising, except a family friend once in a while, I was getting quite frustrated. Because my wife is pretty reserved and didn't like meeting people, I am forced to stay away from people as well. Since then, I have been on Grindr all the time I am home alone, 5 days a week, except during term holidays.
Since I used to *** too quick, I was inclined to being a bottom while I consider myself as versatile and my Grindr profile says massage and fun. I love massages, give and take, and not too bad at it. That's how I enjoyed others' bodies.

Today I met a white guy. I asked him about his origin in a polite way, and he asked me to guess. I told him he might be Spanish or Italian, but he said he was more Irish or/Scottish. He said he liked Indians and had a lot of Indian friends. He liked to s**k and he wanted me to w**k him while he s**ked. He sent me his pictures and liked Indians before we met. I agreed to host. He was in his late twenties or early thirties. Once he was home, he said he preferred to do it in bed. I usually don't take people to my bedroom, but I do it in the living room by spreading a cosy blanket on the floor. However, I agreed. He was tall, had a decent body, and was not too stocky. we kissed a bit and he started *** me. Oh man!! it was so intense, he *** me deep and *** my balls as well. Fortunately, I had slightly bigger than his and it stayed hard. For the last three meetings, what I did was have a drink (60-90) before meeting someone. It helped me (I never wanted to take any other drugs). But he *** so intensly that I could hold on only for about 15 mins or so. It was too early for him. I washed up and said I could do another round. We did. This time again, I didn't last too long. but it was not the usual me. We started a third round. He was not forceful at all, so I w**ked and helped him c*m.
Moral of the story: No matter who you are and how you look, there are people out there who might like you. I have started being less apprehensive about myself and my body.
as for being married, I take care of the family, I take care of my parents, and I have been toiling for all of them. This is a little guilty pleasure I am having for myself. With people I meet, I am upfront about what I am and what I am comfortable with. It has been OK so far, except couple of not-so-great experiences which I can post later. If you enjoy reading this, I can time travel and go back in time.


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Guy27bi
Posted On May 19, 2025

@soft_sam I can understand your point, and you not alone. Lot of guys have had these realizations but don't know how to solve this dilemma.

It's good you realised there are people who like you NO matter how you look. And please try to explore being a top or vers too. You don't have to be just a bot because of size or you *** too quick, these things should not be a big deal, don't be too hard on yourself.


If you are gonna continue meeting others just make sure you meet healthy guys and use protection. Don't pass on any infection to your wife.

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soft_sam
Posted On May 21, 2025

@Guy27bi Thanks for your kind words.

My first priority is hygiene and safety. After meeting a few people I Realised size didn't really matter, the attitude did. Intact I may not be OK with big ones and being dominant. I am upfront about it. I believe most of us Indians have to realise that, it is about mutual pleasure and not about dominating.

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Varsha_sissykoj
Posted On May 21, 2025

Once had fun with a mature man which lead to another rough and dirty fun . I met a man through gr. I had a car we went to drive . While he driving the car I am driving his rod in the down. He got crazy mood . He said we wanna f**k my a*s . As a shameless sl**t i agreed without hesitation. As he is old he is not able to f**k while sitting in the car. So i came outside went into bushes and started having fun again. He lasted around 10 mins . As he laid down he I was su**king down again. Near by lorry stopped . I always had a fantasy 😈 to get pounded by them. I told my man . He laughed at me and spitted on my face said go ahead try your luck . I will wait . I went there on to the road n**de. Signalled him he said how much to my shock. I said 300. He said ok and said I won't give more than 300 after completing. Say the final rate . I said again ₹500. He said ok and he is very ugly but I needed to fullfill my fantasy. And enjoy ledu with him atleast for 2 hours and more . He said I am the best wh*re in this highway he met. And wore my clothes went into car I came and said to him . Thanked him for waiting for me . And again i went to just a drive with him for another 3-5 times. I guess but the 1st will be always memorable 😂

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ThirstResponder
Posted On May 28, 2025

I've always found Muslim men extremely hot, particularly those who sport a beard without a moustache — there's something striking about that look. During college, I stayed in my hometown only and used to tutor kids in English. One of my students was a Muslim girl who lived in a nearby predominantly Muslim neighbourhood.
A few houses down from hers, there was a small meat shop run by a practicing Muslim man, probably in his mid-30s. I found him intriguing. His number was displayed on the signboard outside his shop, and out of curiosity, I decided to message him on WhatsApp. Wanting to keep my identity private and perhaps to make the conversation easier, I told him I was Muslim too.
I used to send him adult jokes and content, and over time, he became more interested in that kind of material. He often complained about his wife and frequently asked me for contact details of other women, which I never shared. Instead, I continued sending him some desi *** videos. Eventually, we had a video call during which he told me he had been feeling aroused since the morning. During the call, I asked him to show his dong, and he did. It was thick and black with a pink top He then requested that I do the same, and I complied. Since I’m circumcised, he didn’t question my identity. After that interaction, I gradually began flirting with him. Finally I told him one day that I could blow him if he wants. He agreed and that's how we ended up having ***. I had one of the most memorable experiences with him, and I still find myself thinking about him.

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sarasar
Posted On May 28, 2025

ThirstResponder: i am mad of muslim guy never seen cut one love beard , perfume and dhoti style only dream your blessed guy

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Tanishqpune
Posted On May 28, 2025

What the average size ?

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Femboy6919
Posted On May 29, 2025

I was gay since my childhood. Whenever I got chances I get naked. I love to get punished by sissy bi or anyone. I play every night with my body alone because of fear. I always want to sleep with a guy but lost chances everytime. But I did a very special thing when I was kid. I was playing with my friends in my house then suddenly we talk about ***. We get aroused and get complelety naked, as i already said I was bottom so he *** me. We were kids that's why no *** flows only his *** *** my cute ***, then he was refusing that he didn't let me *** his *** but I want to *** ***, then I made promise that this is the last time I am doing then he let me *** his ***.

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Telugufemboi
Posted On May 29, 2025

I was gay since in school all I got was to get bullied and was asked to *** ***. From friends to family. Worst part was creepy holi parties where in anyone would grope me . As I grew up they made get drunk n use me like a toy. Now I have embraced this life

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Easy_mark_5
Posted On May 29, 2025

During childhood whenever I went to relatives homes for any function or summer vacations my cousins who were 2 to 3 times my age used to grab me and take me to a room where they could play with me all alone. My relatives had big mansion type houses as it's cheap in rural village areas to have large houses. So since all used to be busy due to function no one had time to listen to my screams. They all thought that I was having fun playing with elder cousins. Indian parents or aunts and uncles really don't take it seriously if their kids complain about cousins pulling their pants off. So basically I used to get stripped and touched and kissed or locked all over my whole body. And now I want to be treated like that again on a daily basis.

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Manshish
Posted On May 29, 2025

I'm a top, one night i happened to meet one guy on grindr.. I was very clear, I'm a top and he too, so just mutual.. but when he came, he insisted to get *** . I did not realise when I said yes. I did not have a condom but convinced each other that we are safe and continued. He *** me from 1 am to 5 am.. I enjoyed every min of it... He had loads of patience, initially I was not even able to take his finger inside, don't know how it all happened. I never did it again with anyone, but when I see his pics/what's app status, i remember the time spend. I've told him many times I want to meet him, he is ever ready but I never proceeded with the plan.
He isn't a handsome hung, but we'll managed...

I am happy about it happened to me, wouldn't have ever understood about the pleasure, in a world where men are animals, this guy had loads of patience..

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Oh_Roy_Khanna
Posted On May 30, 2025

Lucky u

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