Ishq wala love
This thread is being created to seek inputs re bromance complications, to just vent out at times which you cant share with any one Well my first love was 15 years back with hot tall gym body guy in delhi. He was vers top so was I. I was madly in love with him, still do not know how deep was his love. Well i was not that good looking as my bro and not in that good shape as my bro. He cheated on me and accepted at few occasions on being caught. We had our share of fights love and make up. Every relationship has a life and so was ours. One day it ended, bad part was abruptly. Not able to face adultery I just stopped all channels of communications with him suddenly overnight. It ended. He contacted me multiple times but i was decisive. No communication for 15 years. Suddenly last month i was travelling to delhi. Me and one of my friend were walking across gay dominated patches of cannaught place. Suddenly my eyes were glued to one guy.. sitting with another guy. He was looking old bit fat approx 42 but still attractive to me. He was my bro who is still in my heart. He could not recognise me as i have changed completely in last so many years, gym body beard dimple on cheeks and very much changed hair style. I looked in his eyes. He asked yes, can i do something. Without speaking a word I just hugged him, kissed him on his forehead, wrapped him in my arms for one minute or longer as though i am showering all my love of 15 years. He just patted on my shoulders asking do i know you. I left him, looked in his eyes and said, guess a mistake, my apologies. Ran away without looking back. Wanted to shout loudly no, it was not a mistake it was ishq wala love... Reply/Post a comment
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premdadar | Posted On Mar 11, 2018
when i was in 8th std i loved guy in 9th std(it was 2005). to be honest,more than love it was a lust towards his kabaddi played body.i used to stare at him like mad and in no time he realized it.as he was straight he used to hide whenever saw me.he told his frnds also about this.if this thing wud happen at this age of mine i wudnt have cared(i m 27 now) but that time i got very embarrased about this.though none of him/his frnd commented openly on me i used to get scared when i pass nearby his class. the next year when i went to 9th and he in 10th i somehow managed to avoid him and to pass by his classroom.I really feel if that time i wud hav got him i wud hav never looked for crusing and other guys.now he is married.
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Gulfisaforever | Posted On Mar 12, 2018
@rajron
Quite scary that was. For me. I m just getting out of such a flawed n failed relationship as urs n i fear a similar fate in store for me may be 15 years down the road. So incomplete it seems. Not a happy ending, not even a sad ending, just unfinished unmended, no closure nothing, such is the fickleness of life n love. |
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Botforrun | Posted On Mar 12, 2018
This happens to everyone I guess. I have been in same spot twice. No I care a dam for anyone. It's just infatuation |
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rajron | Posted On Mar 13, 2018
After few unsuccessful relationships, i realised better not to name state of affairs. Only expectation for me is (rather shall be) to have good fun together without carrying any baggage.
However easier said than done. Since last few months i have been dating some one. He is cool, good looks, gym body vers, caring. In short perfect marriage material for me. It started as infatuation. Since we both likd each other kept on meeting again n again. Recently realising I m getting used to for him. If i dont c him for few days get really restless. Even i m having fun outside i imagine him. probably i m going to hit same dead end called as relationship. Guess time to say bye bye as cant face effects of failed relationship any more. |
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lookingforhotie | Posted On May 22, 2018
Hello guys when I was in 8 the STD just became a man I was in love with my teacher everytime I imagine him he looking hot moustache is sexy and class students knew something his afair with an girls which from my area not from class so bcoz of this hot gossip about him and his girlfriend I atrack more towards him I like his manhood I still love him and imagine him every night but he avoid me every time may be he get to know that I like him I am sure he knows that I love him that's why he not talking more with me try to avoid me bcoz he is straight guy ,now he will be 45 yrs I am 32 now if he ll give me green signal I ll ready anytime I think guys that is the love towards someone's |
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Monte carlo | Posted On May 22, 2018
This is about my office boy he just joined two years back and he is a bhaya the very first day when he had come for interview i just liked him that time only. He was just 18 years when he joined. So after three four months passed when he got used to office routine work he used to watch lot of normal *** movies on his cell. Once he was sitting on couch he was watching *** i just went over there & sat besides him and assumed that i also wanted to watch. As he was watching *** i kept my hand on his thighs and then moved Little bit to arouse him. Other hand on neck ears and pressed his hand see slowly. Within second of time he got so much hard that i could clearly see his hard on through his tight jeans. Then i touched his manhood from outside it was damn hot and hard. I then cuddle him from outside on his jeans. He was literally enjoying it. Then a slowly i told him open ur jeans let me see ur *** as u have bcme to hot to handle. Then i put my hand inside his jeans through his undie. Let me tell u this bhayas have best kind of ***. It was like horse *** thick & long. Then i played with it he was just flng like heaven. Slowly i took out his full ***. I had gone literally crazy to see his horse like ***. Then i slowly started to move his *** up & down. He was enjoying it very much. Then he was so much aroused within few min he released his *** and he felt so much relaxed. So Finally all this happened several times and lot of bodysex and kisding,smooching. Now we both have taken a break for sometime. |
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Coolbisu91 | Posted On May 23, 2018
I think I'm in such a relationship right now. But probably it's one sided. We are whirling together in the same department since last 3 years. We 2 are damn close friends. We spend hours discussing basically anything. We share all our feelings, everything that we love and hate, with each other. And in this way I've started to grow a massive crush on him. I dearly miss him whenever any one of us goes for a long vacation. And I think he does that too, because he at least chats with me everyday, wherever we are.
But I'm too afraid to move forward. He knows everything of me except that I'm gay. He even knows about all my encounters, but the other characters have been modified as females in those versions.
Don't know what to call this bond between us. But whatever it is, I'm afraid it's going to end soon as he is planning to leave the country to pursue higher education. Sometimes I think that I should confess to him, but I'm too afraid to lose him. |
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Mr_calvinharrie * | Posted On Apr 30, 2025
A quiet, Sunday afternoon, several years ago.
It all started with me watching, for the 100th time, a movie that had Madhuri Dixit scientifically explaining the importance of the valentine's day falling on pooranmashi (full moon), before being part of a romantic chase in a meadow.
"Damn it", I thought, "Enough is enough. I want to chase a guy in a meadow. Or be chased by a guy in a meadow, whatever."
I chose to ignore that it was neither valentine's day nor pooranmashi.
I threw caution to the wind.
Long suppressed emotions (or desperation) took over and I set to bring my PlanetRomeo profile back from the land beyond. I breathed life into it by filling the basic info. Clicked a face pic with my webcam, without pausing to humanise my resting bitch face.
After seeing a few pure top, pure bottom, above-20-below-100-stay-away profiles, I came across him.
He was a year older, looked slightly nerdy with glasses and had a mundane, non-sexual profile.
Perfect match.
I sent a "Hi". He sent a "Hi" back. We chatted only a little and I asked if he'd like to meet. Like, right now.
I deliberately avoided fixing the agenda, so as to steer things when we met.
He said ok and didn't fixate, so that was good.
I was excited (meeting a guy... woohoo), clueless (what do gay people do when they meet?) and scared (what if someone sees me?).
I didn't know what to wear. 'If he is to like me, he should like me for who I am', I thought wisely. Then, deciding to be practical, looked into the mirror and changed the shirt.
I had chosen to meet at a small restaurant that I frequented, so that the friendly waiter might hit him with a tray, if he did something creepy. Creepy what, I don't know.
There were two college guys sitting nearby, which was good, because next to them, we might look like just friends too. Paranoid much?
I waited impatiently for him to arrive.
So far, the only real life gay guy I had ever seen was the one staring blankly at me every morning through the mirror. So when he arrived, I checked for a tail and a set of horns. Didn't find any.
He sat. We said hi. There was awkwardness in the air. Waiter came. I ordered an orange juice. He said "nothing for me, thanks", which made me feel like a complete idiot for ordering the orange juice.
We started to chat as I gulped down my effing orange juice.
He asked, "So, you do this a lot?"
“Umm... First time, actually", I said sheepishly.
"Seriously? Dude, you must be freaking out. I was beyond nervous on my first date.”
I smiled. Sudden weird, slurpy, airy noises at the end of the straw told me that the orange juice was over.
I paid. Now what? Where do we go?
He asked if there was some park nearby where we could sit and chat. There wasn't. So, we decided to stroll around the quiet street. Clearly, I had not thought this through.
Slowly, I calmed down as we roamed around in the familiar area. He was out to his father but to no one else. I was completely closeted.
He shared his coming out experience, which I listened to in awe. I told him a few things about me. My college crush, why I hadn't met anyone till then, my future plans etc. I couldn't believe I was saying all those things. Out loud. To another person. Also gay.
It felt oddly wonderful to be talking to someone sure and quite comfortable with their sexuality.
"So, have you ever... mmm... you know...", I said, looking resolutely at an empty bus passing by.
"I have, yes", He said, with a hint of a smile in his voice.
"How... how was it?" Now staring at a rickshaw, as the bus had vanished around a corner.
"First time was awkward. Not at all what one usually fantasises about. But it gets better. A looooot better you know..." He said, laughing lightly now.
I laughed but left it at that.
About half an hour later, we reached the local bus stand. I stood there not knowing what do.
"So… I'd better get going then?", He said.
I said with half a smile, "Yeah… Ok... It was nice meeting you..."
He turned, kept a hand on my shoulder.
"Look, you are probably not very comfortable with the whole dating and… stuff… right now. It's fine, take your time, know what you want to do. You're great, you'll meet someone great. It's ok.”
He got on the bus and it left.
I stood there, looking at the smoke from its exhaust. Then walked back home.
No one had chased anyone. |
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