Am I gay, bi or justs ***?

Lot of you here are for dating so you might know and hence I am telling my experience and would like you to share your thoughts based on your experience . Let me summarise. I usually travel to bus stand and from there to railway station at night on weekends. In bus stands, the public toilets are always the spot. I have touched others' *** and let others touch meine Today, I met a guy near my age in public toilet. I intiated conversation while leaving the toilet and he was a bit reluctant but we talked and ge loosened up. I told him its ok, I am too and spoke for like 5 minutes in a semi secluded place. I asked his interest as in bi or gay. He was bi and interested in slim girls. He asked my *** size and he told his is bigger. I had to leave early to catch my train so I couldn't speak more. So here are the important things:

1. When he mentioned his ***, I wanted to touch it. When he said he has kissed someone, I wanted to mention I never kissed anyone and wondered whether I can kiss him. 20 minutes before reaching that toilet, I was nervous as ***, just like usual. But not when I was talking to him. And when I mentioned here about touching or kissing him, I wasn't that excited; it was like curious about something...I did feel that for sure.

2. Now don't kink shame me but I showed him my bestie pic, asiking him how she looks and whether he like to *** her. I get *** when someone spoke about my bestie like they are going to touch her or grope her or kiss her. Even writing that makes me feel ***. I have done this online in telegram but today was my first time doing it offline.

3. I have two bestie and I am *** about then, especially about one special girl. She makes me *** and mad. Just touching her skin makes my feel dizzy. I have imagined touching her, groping her boobs, biting her nipples, toucjing her thighs...you can understand I am sure. I have also imagined others touching her and when she mentioned about her ex, I imagined him doing things to her and ai wanked again and again imagining it.

4. I never felt this with men though, even with the guy I met today. Touching his body or his ***, kissing him...They are not exciting as thinking about girls (especially my bestie).

I have given blow job when I was with my neighbour who was one year youngrr than me. We were teens then. I let him see me maked once and got excited too. Same time, I remember licking poster of a girl's stomach so much that it got wet and teared apart

I am *** like really ***, wanking once a day atleast.

So my question is, Am I gay, bi or straight? Was I just *** and not interested in men? Or am I asexual?

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