Medical college hostel

Real incident.. Most important.. This happened outside duty hours and in the mens hostel. (Not affecting routine works)

I was doing medical post graduation in tirunelveli medical college anesthesia department.

There were many male pgs in surgery department too. Those days were very toxic, torture by seniors/faculties.. So we don't actually feel like fun or so during those of days.. It's just hostel..work.. Hostel.. And once in a while treat/outing somewhere..

That time I was 26 years.. There was a surgery pg.. He was around 28 (in ug he was two years senior to me).. During those days there will be constant friction between anaes pgs and surgery pgs.. Because in surgery fitness giving related issues we used to have quarrels (we generally tend to gaurd us from scolding of our seniors.. So we fight with each other)..

That way he and me were not in good rapport and all.. To tell about him.. He was dark manly muscular guy with sema hot beard and mustache (note - this description suits because after the incident I saw these and all).. With specs, that silver chanin he used be in peak of his manliness. One day what happened was he has quarrled over some documentation with my senior it seems. That senior called me and was scolding me like anything.. But the actual issue was that surg pg only misread the documentation. I was in such a toxic work environment that we couldn't even justify that I wasn't wrong. It was actually around 8pm in night.

I was feeling so low that why my anaesthesia senior pg (he is a dash dash fellow.. That's different.) scolded this was way.. I thought of immediately talking to that surgery pg (our hero..)..

In a knee jerk (I was so emotional vulnerable by then) i just went to that surgery pg's hostel room itself.. We were all given single rooms. He was in other wing from my room.. All alone I walked and knocked his door.. He opened.. He was standing without shirt.. Just with his shorts.. That was like a male athelete /morattu ambala look..

I said.. Sir ungalta pesanum (we used to call seniors by age as sir only).. He said what happened.. I just explained that he has misread my documentation and due to that his phone call to my anaes senior, I had to get so much scoldings.

He didn't accept that he was wrong (which human, that too docs, that too these surgery guys accepts that they are wrong! ).. He asked to come inside the room to talk further (actually the corridor was desserted only.. No one there.. I too went inside.. In some reflex or so he locked the door too.. And we started our conversation.. Though he was adamant initial, I proved him that he was wrong.. Finally he said "sorry boss, naan dhan gavanikala.."..

I told, "en senior ena evlo thitinaru theriyumah".. He said " Nan vena thirupi solidren, edhum thappu ilanu ".. I told " Adhalam onnum vendam.. Adhukum edachum thituvaru enaku phone panni".. I further told him " Sir.. Aldready uhm idhe dhan.. Nan seiyave seiyadha thapuku neenga ena thappa ninaicheenga.. Nan apove ungalta sollirukalam, adhuku nan karanam ila en senior dhan nu,.. Aana avar unga friend.. Enala ungaluku ula prob aaha koodadhunu nan onnume sollala"..

He was looking blank as if what to reply itself.. He just told "sorry boss vidunga".. I told " Ada ponga sir.. Easy ah sorry ketreenga.. Ena en senior idha karanam solli oru vaaram thitti theeparu " And I left his room...

The night went normaly as I was mentally relieved that there was no mistake on my side (epdiyum edho onna solli en senior ena thita dhan poran.. So I don't consider calling him and explaining anything)..

Next day onwards I found some change in attitude of that surg pg.. Usually he has given only me a terror / strict look if at all he sees me anywhere whether in hostel corridor or mess.. But I found he started smiling nowadays.. Initially I thought he was smiling by looking at someone else.. Later realized he is changing his attitude towards me.. One day when I was walking from hostel to playground for walking, he interrupted in bike and told "drop pannava".. I smiled and replied " Ila walking dhan poga poren sir.. No problem "..

This continued for about a month.. It was one night.. I knew surgery on guys went for a party (booze...) and returned late.. That day I was also not getting sleep, don't know why.. It was around 12 in night.. Someone was knocking my room door. I got confused and asked who is that from inside.. But no response.. I thought someone from my dept is playing (but none was so friendly to play with me at 12).. Knocking continued.. I just opened slowly.. I saw that surgery pg standing in tracks, tshirt, specs and "full blown manliness".. His eyes was mild red and alcohol odour was bit heavy... He just smiled.. I asked " Ennachu sir" (I was confused)

He smiled and replied " Unna paaka dhan vandhen.. Vara koodahda" (In past he never used - unna with me.. He used to call me vaanga ponga only... So it was different for me and yet nice too).. I asked "enna paakava.. Ena aachu sir.. Thirupi nam edhum problem pannita dhan ninaichuteengala" (And I laughed)

He replied.. " Ya problem dhan pannita.." I was shocked and asked " Ipo enna sir".. He said " Vandhavana ulla koopda maatya".. I said... " Sir.. Ulla vaanga.." He came in.. And naturally I closed the door (zero intention till now).. I just asked him "enna problem sir ipo".. He told that " Un senior.. Andha problem la nan dhan olunga notice pannamah unga dept kita sandaiku vandhadha enga chief ta complaint pannitan.. Adhunala ena thi ti theethutaru avaru ".. I was shocked and told " Hyo sir.. Nan avarta edhume sollalaiye.. Enode pogatum nu thi tu vaangitu vititen ae.. Avan en unga chief level ku prob ah escalate pannunan"...

He told " Adhalam enaku therla.. Romba thititan ena chief.. Andha pun patta manasu saraku pottu aatha poitu varen"..

I was like " Sir.. Ipo alright ah neenga.. Enakum idhukum endha sambandhamum ila.."

But he was in tight bodhai.. (Although not thalladifying).. He was like "nan ena unaiya en sunni'ya oombu nu edhum sonnena"... His face also has turned bit anger.. I was shocked and told him " Sir.. Ena pesureenga.. Enakunedhume theriyadhu".. He caught my shirt collar (I was in shirt and trouser by the way).. I caught his hand over my collar and asked " Sir vidunga.. Ena pandrenga"..

He said " Nee sollamah un senior kuhm therinjurukadhu.. Avan en chiefta sollirukavum maatan.. ".. I replied " Hyo.. Ilavae ila sir.. Nan edhum sollala.. And also apdiye irundhalum thappu unga melaiyum irukula".. (WE WERE STANDING SOO CLOSE TO EACH OTHER DURING THIS.. HIS MANLINESS AND ALCOHOL ODOUR WAS DOING SOMETHING THERE WITHIN ME, ALTHOUGH I CONCENTRATED ON DEFENDING ME)

He tightened his hold on my collar and said " Apdina nee dhan solliruka".. I was holding his hand that was over my collar and said " Sir.m neenga ena purinjukave maatreenga, epo paathalum edhaiyachum solli enta sandaiku vareenga".. He replied " Purinjuka nee enna en pondati ya"..

What feel came within me I don't know.. Spontaneously I replied.. " Nan un pondati ya irundha kooda nee enna purinjukava maata.. Ena nee fix pannita nan unaku enemy nu" (I was talking out of a frustration too (I was nit having any intention of love Or nothing.. These words just came spontaneously)...

Now he loosened his hands from my collar and said " Neelam en pondati ah irundhana... Un sootha kilichurupen inneram"( all these appeared normal angry conversation between two males only.. )

I don't know what again provoked me to tell " Kili.. Kilichy dhan paaren"... He was silent for a while (me too)..

Then the conversation continued.. He told " Kilichuruven.. Over ah pesaadha".. I told " Yaaru naan overah pesunena".. He caught me face in a minute and pressed my cheeks so that my *** opened in force.. He just spited.. That alcohol mixed saliva of him was on my lips and toungue.. He just stared and left.. I was in a shock.. Wiped the saliva and tried to sleep.. But couldn

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