Seducing straight guys

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Describe efforts you have put to convience straight guys for fun.

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No Picture spme	Posted On Nov 21, 2024 @mibussy Kindly educate me about it What's the difference between Homosexuals & gays? 🙄
No Picture Skyfall21	Posted On Nov 22, 2024 @nareshoe are you open to your coworker, as this is also a risk If he share this incident with more colleagues, common friend.
No Picture BICURIOUSMAN	Posted On Nov 22, 2024 I wanna share something....If you are a top, admit that and if you are vers., there should not be hesitation for the same in admitting...and so should be the case if you are a bottom....recently I was invited to a friend's place...He stays with his partner, and they are into threesomes and orgies....but it is always that my friend's partner who is a bottom gets f.....ked in all of their sexcapades. This time I was accompanied by a person whom I met through Grinder. He sent me pictures of him, which showed him as a rough and strong man with beard and long hair.He claimed that he is a t...As I shared these information to my friend and his partner, they told me to take him along. But finally when we met him, he turned out to be a petite man, with effiminate gestures and girly behaviour. And as soon as he reached the place, he was after me and my friend to fu..k him; which was a big dissappointment particularly to my friend and his partner. My friend , finally within which that man wanted to change his position, and while doing so, he pooped.. It was absolutely messy. We sent him to the washroom. He came back and asked for a frsh penetration, which my friendrefused. He gave the excuse that he had only one condom left and that was for me to f..k his partner. That man then demanded to get fu..ked in raw, first to my friend and then to me. We both refused... At the end of the day, I just wanna say that please admit what your actual orientation is and do not play act to be someone else. You will get caught very soon. Like I was seeing that many people , who are members of this site are claiming to be STARIGHT!!. If you are a straight guy, what you are doing in a gay app? You might be gay, might be bi, might be curious..but definetely not a straight person.
No Picture Furrypanda	Posted On Nov 22, 2024 Every one is a STRAIGHT MAN until they are *** and need a HOLE. Every one is a TOP until they see a nice thick bulging fat ***... There are no bottoms or versatiles in this cruel world
No Picture DelhiBoi	Posted On Nov 22, 2024 Haha, so *** true.
No Picture Dazzler	Posted On Nov 22, 2024 Hi, I'm a Bi Curious. I come across as a Straight, So I like Bottom guys or overly feminine looking guys as I consider myself to be a Top. No *** Penetration for or from me, I do like Protected BJ's and Good HJ's. I used to really like it when in Trains the Trans people would come to ask money and get touchy with the guys, but due to the people I travel were all anti trans I would also have to pretend to be uninterested in them, while inside I would be like No please Touch some more. I don't know if it is me or Bottoms know better how to please/satisfy a guy then a Girl.
No Picture SHANTANUnu	Posted On Nov 24, 2024 I always seduction is an art. Its depend on u, who the person u wants to seduce. No one can give u proper training for seduction. Seduction techniques depends on age like if u wants to seduce school boy, then u shld b friendly with them, bcoz they are into curious age, but they r intelligent due to internet. If u wants to seduce hotel room boys, u have to talk abt where from and their family matters blah blah. In conversation u have to alart where to keep ur hands😀 Off course, 🥃and straight *** helps u. Enjoyment after seduction gives u different feelings which u cant get through apps hunting.
No Picture Kappu_k	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 Finally mene ek married,straight,ek bachhi ke father ko seduce kr liya. Meri recently job lagi he jisme liye muje apni English pe kam krna shuru kiya. Din me meri job ki training hoti jiske liye me mumbai jata hu. Par rhta puje me hu. To training se ane k bad evening me english class le rha hu. English k liye mene apne chhote bhai k school teacher se bat ki. Mera chhota bhai unse acchi English sikh chuka he to mene bhi usi teacher se class lene ka decide kiya. Mumbai se evening me late ho jata hu teacher ki regular caress nhi le skta tha dusra students k sath. Fir mene fufaji ne teacher se bat krke meri private class ki bat krli ek 1.5 month k liye. To ab me akela hi class leta hu ending me. Teacher- Muje 6-7 sal bada he to wo 32-33 ka hoga. Hight same meri kitni 5.10. Gira itn jada he ki uske gal tamatar jese Lal he hath ki scene bhi lala. Jarurat se jyada gora or face pe bright glow. Married he family ke sath rhta he or ek beta he 4-5y ki. Uski ghar p hi class ka ek Alag hall bna hua hu. Ghar Or class ka entercace Alag Alag he. Teacher ka name mohit (not real).first Dat hi introduction me hi usne bola ka sir mat bolo call me by name. Ye jyada proffeion sound krta he. Starting me mera koi intention nhi tha uspe nagar dalne ka bcz wo.mere bhai ka bhibteacher he to koi risk nhi lena tha Diwali ki chuttiyo pe jab me apne ghar gya tha waha mera plan tha k me apne ek purana *** partner se hard-core *** krunga but situation esi nhi bani to meri wo wish puri nhi ho payi. Jab me pune wapis aya to mere man me bas *** hi *** k vichar aa rhe the. Tab mera man teacher kintaraf attract hone lga.mene fir uska bulge notice krna shuru kr diya. Dhire dhire me thode rotic words ka meaminh puchne lga. Ek din mene bulge ka meaning puchha to mohit ne btaya udhar ko bulge bolte then mene puchha kon sa udhar to use kafi explain kiya pr me har bar bat ko na samjhne ki acting krne lga. Tab usne khud ka bulge dikha ke bola ke is wale ubhar ko bulge bolte he. Muje explanation kafi sexy lga kyoki usie khud ki zip ka Area dikhaya. Ese roj me kuchh na kuchh erotic world pichhe lga. One day jo topic hum discuss kr rhe the wo tha ek hi chiz k different English words. Tab mene sperm and semen ka example diya. Usne ise normal way me hi liya. Fir mene deep jate huye dono ka meaning puchha to use acche se explan kiya with proper details. Kafi erotic lga. Kyoko class me hum dono hi hote the to esi bate krne me mijhe bhi jhijhaak nhi hoti he. Or class k bad ya din me kbhi bhi me whatsapp me doubt clear kr skta tha to me ese hi kuchh na kuchh puchta rhta hu. Last week mene night me puchha :agar sperm or semen same hota he to what is "***" Late night tha to he said :are you making *** at this time? Me:no just online kuchh dekh tha hu to word samne aya He: we will discuss this in class tomorrow Me: fir bhi bta do Thosa sa He: ese kya dekh rha he jisme *** word aya Me : adult stuff He: 🤣 see u tomorrow Next day usne class me *** ka menaing btaya or precum ka bhi. Precum ka meaning examination krte huye btaya k ye kbhi bhi aajata h jab hm adult chiz kuchh dekhte he ya bate krte he to precum ki drops nikla jati he. I said hum abhi bhi erotic bate kr rhe he to aa gya hoga kya? He said might be : and mene kaha I want to check He hesitated but mene eye contact bnate huye please kiya to he allowed . Mene khud k pent me hath dala and check Kiya to Muje aya tha. He said :accha tum khud k precum ki bat kr rhe the? Me:ha, apko kya lga He: he blessed and said nothing Me:please say He: Muje lga mera check krne ma bol rhe ho Me: wo bhi kr lete he and mene Bina wait kiye Moke pe Choka mar diya or mohit ke pent me hath dalna shuru kiya He: wait door pe koi aa jayega. Me : 5 second lenge or mene Pura hath pent me Dal k mohit ka l*ND pakad liya or tope pe English ghumaai or check Kiya to koi precum nhi tha He removed my hand fron his pent or dusre topics discuss krne lge After calls night me chat pe precut check krne ka bare me discussion hua or hum normal way thode or frank ho gye. Next day mene fir se class k end me bat krte krte pent me hath Dal diya or silane lga. Kuchh der bat usne hath hta diya or class end. Next day Muje Thida ajit lga ki kahi me use jabrjasti to nhi kr rha Bcz uske end se koi response nhi aya tha. Just wo.muje hath Lagann se nhi rikta Sirf kheda hoke diwar ja chhhat ko dekhta rha Next Day mene class thoda late jane ka socha taki check kr sku ki usko koi exitment he ya nhi milne ka Me class se 30:40 minute late tak nhi gya Me uske call ya message ka wait kr rha tha ki wo age milne ya bat krne me intrested he ya nhi or he to kitna excited he Roj 7:30 se 8:30 class time hoti he Par me nhi gya to 8 k as pas message aya He said : aj chutti maroge kya Me: nhi He : to aye kyo nhi, main class me wait kr rha tha Me : muje kl k bad thoda ajib LG rha he, ap kuch esa vesa soch rhe hoge mere bare me. He said it's okay Jo hua leave it and continue your class He said few line and asked me to attend the class. I went to class at8:30 Til that usne khana kha liya tha and formals k jagah night pent and tshirt pehen liya tha. Humne class me topics discuss Kiya or me bar bar bulge dekh rha tha He said waha se dyan hata or class pe dhyan de (Ye sab English me bate ho rhi thi bcz wo Hindi me bat nhi krta mujse taki English vocabulary strong ho meri) I said k mera man kal ki bat kr bare me hi soch rha he. Usne bola k class finish kro uske bad bat krte he Class 9:40 tak chli or fir usne class ka gate band krke bola k ab bol kya chl rha dimag me.i said kl k bare me bat bar soch rha hu He said bhul ja jo hua it's ok ho jata he kbhi kbhi I said bhul nhi pa rha bcz muje accha lga tha He said k kya accha lga Mene kaha hath me lene hilnaha. He said hilana is normal . Tu bhi hilata hoga khud ka . Mene bhi hilaya teenage tha tab. Chill Me: ab bhi hilate ho ? He no ab man nhi hota Me :teenage me kisi or ka hilaya? He : no mujhe galat lgta tha sab Me: fir kal mene kiya wo bhi galat tha? He said no we are modern and it's normal I think Bat krte krte me bulge hi dekh rha tha Fir mene bato bato me pent k upar ubhar dekha or use pakad liya. Usne bhi mind nhi kiya or then mene fir se pent me hath dal diya. Aj night pent me hath easily chla gya or hilnaha shuru kr diya. .he was keeping a eye on door. Pura khada ho gya to mene pent se bahar nikal liya. Tab usne Toka wait door lock nhi he Fir usne khud Jake door lock kr liya andar se or mene pent niche kr diya. Dekha to uska *** pura redish fair tha. Gote bhi pure lal pink coor ke oevrrall itna pink saman phlo bar dekha jo sexy or tractive to tha or mota bhi. Mene topa bahar krke hilaya or bina ruke uska precum niklne tak hilana nhi chhoda. Precum nikla tab he said ki tu puch rha tha na precum ye dekh ye hota he he was smiling jis se lg rha tha k wo happy he Mene fir precum pure *** pe rub Kiya or hila kar aaj usko discharge kr diya Ab wo chair pe beth gya or bola yar floor Ganda ho gya Idhar udhar dekha but clean krne k liye kuch nhi tha Fir mene usko thoda worried dekha apna hanky nikal k clean Kiya uska *** of floor bhi Tb he smiled and bola u are very claver yar or ankh Mari. Fir humne normal behave krte huye bahar aye Last me he said k kal se class ka time late hi rhega diner k bad 8:30 pe hi ana It means wo comfortable he in sab me or aage bhi krna chahte he...next Day class gya but kuchh hua nhi but bich bich me blushing way me eye contact hua. Class k bad usko kahi jana tha to class jaldi wrap ki or ghar aa gye. Late night hmaru chat hui to.pta chla ki usne shadi tak kisi se *** nhi kiya tha. Usko wife se hi virginity gayi thi uski. Or aaj tak kisi or ladki tak se *** nhi kiya apni wife k alawa. Now kal rat ko mere Ghar se sab log shadi me Jane wale the ek relative k yha to mene mohit ko bola ka aaj ki class mere yha le skte ho kya? He said kyo? Me: me ghar pe akela hu to yhi aa jao aap specila class lene. He:special class ksi Me: Muje penetration ka meaning samjhna he. Wo samjh gya or agree ho gya mere Ghar ane ko Jab sab log shadi me gye tab mene usko ghar me Bulaga or apne room me le gya. Bina time waist kiye usme Muje penetration ka meaning samjhaya Me ulta leta hua tha or missionary position me *** kiya Mene jab jab palat ke usko dekha wo jarurat se jyada blush kr rha tha or pure tune smile hi Kiye ja rha tha But *** me hard-core jhtke diye. Almost one hour missionary or bich bich me Doggy style chla. It was awesome experience. He is the most shy straight person. Ek married straight ko dhire dhire seduce krne ka Alag hi Maja he especially itne hot fucker ko.
No Picture BigHoover	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 @Kappu_K So interesting and so hot
No Picture Kappu_k	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 Thak you @bighoover and everyone who send message after reading this post. I glad apko post pasand aai
No Picture Romeo_in	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 @Kappu_k as usual super erotic. Mind blowing! Good to know that aap English Boone ka training le rahe ho. Par idhar likhne ke time pe Hindi me hi likhna. Ek aalag hi maja aata hain.
No Picture Kappu_k	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 @romeo_in bilkul sahi kaha. *** ki bate krna itni hi feeling deta he jitna *** krna. Or Asli feeling to apni hindi hi deti he. So don't worry hindi hi likhunga
No Picture FunFreeVers	Posted On Nov 25, 2024 Mera ek experience bhi thoda aisa hi hai. Mera classmate tha, wo ladkiyon ko *** karta tha, I was Virgin, fir mera interest gay *** ki taraf dhala, shadi se pahele kisi female ke sath *** nahi karna wo fix tha. Wo muzhe story sunata tha, aaj isko *** kiya, ye wo etc. Phir maine usey bataya ki mera bhi uthata hai par sochta hu ki kisi ladke se Karu. Maine bataya ki muze aise lagta hai ki kisika *** pakdu, hila ke dekhu, mera bahot chota hai aur jaldi panni nikalta hai, kay mere soch mein koi fault hai kya, gay *** real mein hota hai kya? Phir usne bola ye sab normal hai, kahise ek *** book le ke aya, vo gay *** book thi, maine dekhi aur baton baton main apna bahar nikala aur dikhaya, dekh mera kitna chota hai aur ye book mein sab ke kaise bade bade *** hai, he was shocked aur uth ke door ki taraf Jane laga, phir maine vapis *** ko underwear 🩳 mai dal diya aur phir se book dekhne laga, *** ka photo tha, I said, kitne lucky ladke hai ye, muze bhi ye experience karna hai, please kuch karo yaar, help me, koi bharose wala friend le kar aao ya tum de do *** karne ko. Usne mana kar diya bola ki janta hai mai ladkiyon ko karta hu, agar tu bole to ek ladki le ke ata hu hum dono ke liye. He was married at that time and I was single, maine bola tu raat bhar meri maar, mei teri ladki banta hu, please, he refused, bola ghar jana padega, I am married now, aur vo ghar chala gaya. Next day morning he came I was alone for complete day, I took him to my bedroom, started talking like, yaar kal rukjata to, acha nahi lagta to stop kar dete atleast try once, kar ke to dekho. Vo sochne laga, kuch nahi bola, phir maine apne kapde nikalte hue kaha tum socho mai bath leke ata hu. Mai bathroom mein gaya par door pura open rakha aur bate karte karte nahane laga, vo meri taraf dekhta tha, mein dhyan nahi aise show karta tha aur soap lagane laga uski taraf *** karke crack mein ungli dal ke rub karna, meri breast, nipples ko massage karne laga without looking towards him. Fir sub pooch ke bahar aya to towel ek taraf rakh diya. Phir mere breast pakad ke usko bola dekh ye female ke jaisa hi hai, nipples twist kiya, he started laughing. Phir usko bola mera ek last request hai please, usne pucha kya? Maine bola sirf ek baar mereko tera *** karne de please, agar tuze acha nahin laga to phir kabhi nahi mangunga. Vo maan gaya, bola thik hai, vo pent kholne laga, mai to pura nanga hi tha, maine pent pakdi aur utar di, aur usko bola tu sirf sensation ka maja le, usne aakhe band ki, uska bada tha black 8 inches, I started ***, he started moaning, after ten minutes he was still hard, usko bola tu bed se utar ke floor pe khada hoja, phir mai apne ghutno pe uska *** chusne laga, usko puchta raha kaise lagta hey, usne bola alag hi experience hai maja aa raha hai, phir usko bola tera stamina to tagda hai, mera to ab tak 2 baar pani nikal gaya hota. Usne bola, ha yaar bahot acha lagta hai, phir usko request kiya ki itne time se *** karta hu to ek favour kar de, ek bar *** kar ke bhi dekh le yaar, he laughed, mai turant utha oil ka bottle le ke aya aur apni *** ko lubricate kiya, vo dekh raha tha, smile kar raha tha, maine missionary position le li aur usko bola, aao dhire dhire dalna, usne bade pyar se dala, mei wha wha kar raha tha, sahi mein bahot maja aa raha tha, phir usko bola tere ko jitni marni hai maar, last mei paani andar hi nikalna phir thodi der rukna uske baad bahar nikal na, around 8-10 minutes usne speed badhai aur bola aa raha hai, phir deep inside sub paani nikala aur steady raha, maine apni *** ko squeeze aur relax karna chalu kiya, as if my *** was *** his ***, usko bahot maja aya, usne phir se thoda hilaya aur *** ke bahar dhirese nikala, I was in heaven, I hugged him and thanked him for giving such a pleasure. Phir usko pucha usko kaise laga, vo bola mast, phir pucha tu married hai to kya difference laga to bola pusssy aur isme bahit similar hai, 2 difference hai ki *** thoda niche ki taraf hai aur dusra major difference hai ki *** thodi loose ho jati hai par ye gand ka hole ekdum mast tight rehta hai, bahar nikalte time bhi alag hi lagta hai. Phir bola ki ghar ki aurat sabhi *** nahi karti, uske baad humne bahot bar *** kiya.
No Picture Monty2024	Posted On Nov 27, 2024 I have seduce my office staff for 5 years
No Picture DecentBott36	Posted On Nov 27, 2024 Once I tried in train journey. It backfired badly. Didn't get courage to do it again. May it's not my cup of tea.
No Picture Sheila CD *	Posted On Nov 28, 2024 I love to crossdress have seduced many guys -hotel room service guys -cab guys -train attendants - hotel guests have had many (s)experiences in various places
Realstories	Posted On Apr 11, 2025 This is what I did to seduce my junior. This was in the year 2015, I was 15 and I had a small phone to call my family and in that I also had so many adult videos, and I used to live in the hostel so lot of other student were also coming to me to use the mobile phone, and one evening i was alone in my room when one student visited me, I had to lock my room all the time so that no official people can barge without permission, he was in the 10th class and with nice build body as he was into athletics n game, he requested me to provide phone to call his parent and I did so, after which I intentionally started watching *** in that nd he got interested so he stayed he was sitting beside me and I was lying on the bed as his thighs were close to my face, after watching few of the video, i asked him " dekhna h tujhe?" "Haa bhaiya" he replied I gave him the phone and sat beside him. He started shuffling the chosen one and we started watching, i knew he was getting hard as I could see the outline of his tool. After few minutes I put my hand on his thighs and he didn't objected after few more minutes I put my hand on his belly near the buttons of the pant, he didn't said anything, and I took a heavy breaths in and out my hand on his tool, it was the most goody shaped ck I had ever touched, he was thick in the shaft and his top is semi cut, now u must be asking how could I say that while touching from out so now u have to imagine how hard it must be see all that. He looked at me and adjusted himself and i pushed my hand around his ck and he smiled and said "what you are doing bhaiya" "what" I said, i continued and he didn't resisted, after which I put my hand inside him lower and felt that my hand is all full and he *** is the softed thing I held in my hand while being the hardest too. I took it out and it made him uncomfortable but he didn't said anything. While giving him handjob i had 1000 thought running in my head but the height of horniness can make u do anything, with each stroke I was taking my head near his *** and he was also watching me over the phone and in the next stroke i took the glance in and it was the juiciest ck i ever had till now, he moaned and then I got into *** him and he was just watching the video and imaging himself fkj the girl in the video but pleasure is all mine i thought. I took the position between his thighs and using my skills started pleasuring him and then I let him one hand down and I grabbed it and put it on my head so that he can do what he wanted he started stroking my head and all the veins in the *** are just slapping my tongue, i liked every second of it. But i never had anyone's cm inside my so when he stiffened I took it out and he sad on the side of the bed and I helped him release him juicy juice all over the floor and then I cleaned it myself with clothe, and he left but this all continued with the gap in the days..............next what happened is more interesting ask me in the dm.
No Picture OneFromJaipur	Posted On Apr 12, 2025 Most of the times, when I have seduced straight guys (ie strangers in public rather at a public place known for g*y cruising), I did it in: 1) train (min 2hr journey), 2) bus (again min 2hr journey), 3) public toilet (not known for cruising, for example cinema toilet), 4) movie hall (while watching a straight adult movie), 5) public events (like local tournaments in an Indoor stadium) 6) Walking/driving late night on lonely roads 7) Cabs or Bike Taxis 8) Around Army Areas Easiest way is to start conversation then take the talks towards *** or adult contents. If you are sitting/standing close to the person, try to touch their crotch. Try to seduce only when only you two are there In train/bus, try to touch their crotch as if you are sleeping and you touched them accidently. If you are in public toilet (cinema, airport, bus stand, stadium) then try to stand next to the person of your interest, try to see his *** (and make sure he observes this act of yours) If you are in a crowded place, then try to stand in a way that he is behind you and then take your hands back (as if you are standing with fingers locked behind you) and try to touch their crotch "accidentally". Again first make sure that he is alone. In case of Cab or Bike Taxis, start talking about sx, adult fun, seductive things. On bikes you can try to touch too, but in cab u can't, but u can sit in front seat and can watch g*y p*rn on ur phone (and wait for the reaction) If you are driving in late night, try to ask for directions, give lift, and do things like mentioned above in case of Cab / Bike Taxi, but this one can be risky. In many cities, contacting strangers on the road in the night is not safe.
No Picture Sahaisab *	Posted On Apr 12, 2025 Recently I was travelling to Delhi after completing my official tour bt train. Got a RAC seat. I was exited to see my partner. Unfortunately I came to know that I had to share my seat with a lady. I was disappointed. We sat on the same seat for an hour or so and we were waiting for the TC to come and give us some solution. Arround 12.30 pm she left the seat and I saw her talking to a lady passenger in the next compartment and she sat with her I felt that she might not feeling safe sitting with a stranger at night. I went to the washroom and when I came back I saw a police man sitting on my berth. As I came close he asked me it it your seat I said yes. He said he has to travel to ******, three hrs journey. He continued and said you lie down on your berth I will manage by sitting on one side if you don't mind. I saw him properly he was in uniform with a backpack looks nice. I cleared that m sharing this seat with that lady and she would like to sit here you need to vacate for her. He said ok. By the time TC came and offered a to me and that lady said ok I will take that seat so now that berth alloted to me and I offered that police man to sit properly and he can stretch his legs towards my head as this berth belongs to me😄. He was happy sitting on the berth and stretched his legs towards my head and mine was towards his head. I wrapped my self in the white sheet on Indian railways and he was watching his phone. I pretended that I'm sleeping and placed my hand on his thigh. With the train movement I started moving my hand very slowly towards his crotch. My hand was little away from the treasure and thinking whether I should move ahead or not, my hand was still now not moving further as I was not so sure. After few minutes he pushed himself little down from sitting position to lying next and my hand was almost their and my little finger felt the hard on. His tool was still not properly accessible as m still not sure to move further. Few minutes and he again moved a bit adjusted
No Picture Sahaisab *	Posted On Apr 12, 2025 Adjusted his tool with his hand in a way that it came under my palm. Now I was pretty sure that he also wants to play. So I started feeling it with very gentle rub with the train movement. It was growing... growing and became rock hard. I started feeling and teasing the full length. Kept on playing for some time. Rubbing, grabbing teasing the head all from the trouser fabric. That's all we did as train was reaching his destination. He stood up took his bag and whispered in my year safar lamba hota to sab kuch karte. Sorry sir mujhe Jana hoga. And he left.
No Picture Mr_calvinharrie	Posted On Apr 13, 2025 I am gay and I am so deeply closeted that it would put the closet in Narnia to shame. Most people who know me would never believe this and even I keep forgetting it until I see heterosexual people kissing or being intimate. I grew up in India where there is not much of a distinction between gay men and straight men (it is not inappropriate for men to be physically closer than what is considered appropriate in the west). However, men who are even remotely effeminate or emotionally sensitive are treated as objects of ridicule right from high school. When I was in high school, I was one of those chubby, effeminate kids in class who was always made fun of and my drama queen attitude definitely did not help. My dad hated me. I always felt like he would not have been the same if I did normal stuff like playing cricket, video games, etc. Instead I would read novels and keep indoors to myself. On the other hand my mom mistook me for being an obedient, loving son who was too mature for his age (which I probably was). At school I was made fun of, embarrassed and humiliated sometimes even by the teachers. Yes, the Indian society loves blaming the victim for all the wrong that goes on. It took a great amount of courage to even go to the men’s rest room; they would sometimes shout at me asking if I had a ***. No kid in class would ever want to be friends with me and eventually I began to wonder if there was any point in living any more. And then came XY. This guy transferred to my school and was funny, smart and more importantly empathized with my situation. He used to sit next to me despite the other kids warning him that I was not normal. We used to hang out at his place and there was one day I left him a letter saying I really ‘liked’ him and asked him if we could be ‘together forever’. This changed everything. He acted as if he never read that letter and I acted as if I never gave him that letter and we avoided each other. Unfortunately, one of the kids in school found this letter later on and life after that was never easy again. Two years later, I graduated from high school and went to college. I decided I should transform, ‘straighten’ myself and be reborn again. I hit the gym and got very muscular, athletic and tried to behave like an alpha male in every way possible. I started drinking, playing cricket and did everything that was considered normal for a teenager. I stayed as far as possible from my high school contacts, I would even conduct a background check on Facebook to see if my new contacts had anything to do with my high school at all. People now considered me cool and I felt very socially wanted. However, deep inside I was still as gay as a French horn; I was living two lives. I was searching for gay love at the same time. And there was one night when it finally happened. One of my close friends came out to me and said that he had feelings for me. However, this relationship was more like two closeted men and their forbidden relationship. We did it again and again, as if the number of times we did it could undo all the wrongs that happened to us. This did not last and we eventually broke up because I was not emotionally satisfied with it. I later tried to have relationships with women, there were some who were very attracted to me in college. It felt like I was doing something unethical, probably like using them as lab rats for my experiments and then I quit. Six years later, I am writing this from my bedroom in San Francisco, sitting far away from all the emotional baggage and trauma. All my friends post-college would consider me absolutely straight and those from my high school would consider me gay, even though I do my best to avoid them. It is almost like I succeeded in wiping off my childhood from my life and I feel very happy about that. I have mastered the art of faking sexuality to the others so perfectly that I sometimes forget what I really am until I come across real love and intimacy between people around me. The truth is I am gay and nothing can change it. P.S: My dog loves me a lot though. He always licks me the moment I get home from work. I don’t need to come out or confess to him. May be he will bite me if he gets to know that I am not who he thinks I am. :)
No Picture Gayboysree	Posted On Apr 13, 2025 @Mr_calvinharrie lovely read. Duality of men have always been there. Everyone has different shades. Society is too biased ....
No Picture Wolfpack69	Posted On Apr 13, 2025 you have articulated it so nicely @Mr_calvinharrie. I totally can relate to what you say.
No Picture Pratikku	Posted On Apr 14, 2025 Mr_calvinharrie, I also went through the same situation as your childhood.
No Picture Rocky9898	Posted On Sep 19, 2025 Part 1 : I made two new mallu friends, I was walking on footpath and I got stunned to see 2 young gym guys came to shop to buy eggs , I waited till they buy and followed them gazing their tool size. Both tall handsome big muscular arms and thighs wow what a sight. I gathered all courage and finally broke the ice. To my surprise they said okay when i asked them if I can talk with them for 2 min. Smiling face , young charming studs. I praised thier body , had chit chat about gym diet and all. I came to know that they are very friendly in nature, replied to all my asks. The talk continued and finally I ended up i making them to invite me to their room. I never missed a single opportunity to take glance at their banana. I will right what happened in room in part 2.
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