was I born gay or I became gay because of circumstances... I remember when I was about 3 years old... one of my neighbour boy..i think his age should be about 15-16 at that time... used to take me to his room saying that he will give me sweets... he used to make me *** his *** and was discharging in my ***... then he used to give me something to eat.. he was my next door neighbour... I never told this to my parents... then when I was about 7-8 years old.. we used to go to my cousins place during summer or winter school holidays... I remember that my cousins who were about 14-15 at that time.. used to put my hand on their *** while sleeping and used to ask me to press it... It used to become hard and then I was made to *** it..I think I started liking this and I always wanted to do this with my other cousins too in sleep..infact every body enjoyed my touching their ***..I grew up holding their *** and ***...Now I was always looking for an opportunity to ***..I was attracted towards handsome boys of my class...Never had any *** with any school mate. I was not effeminate but I was not interested much in sports...even in college I never had *** with any friends.. though I was attracted to handsome guys with nice bubble ***...When I came to Mumbai...while travelling in train once one person started rubbing his *** against my hands..I liked it then he put my hand inside his pants and gave his *** to me to play with.. that was my first experience in Mumbai...i m not sure ..it was random coach and Not 2X2... met few guys like this ... got married later... left Mumbai.. never had gay *** for years..once again came back to Mumbai.. meanwhile all these gay chat sites came up .. made friends again and started again.. I feel that I m pure bottom.. ..I am not sure how I m gay.. by birth or because of my childhood experiences.. any thoughts?
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207081 | Posted On Mar 13, 2016
You spent your childhood sexually abused. feel sorry for that. I guess you are straight but you are 'used to' homo sexual acts.
Just be happy. Dont juggle with many sexual acts. Keep safe from STDs n aids. |
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Lovejbp | Posted On Mar 13, 2016
so sad...of u...yaar....childhood me hi tumhare sath aisa ho gaya......kya vo log tumhare touch me hai....unhe jaake gaali bako......ladai karo unze......tumhara abuze kiya unlog ne......kya malum...kizi aur bachche k sath bhi aiza hi kar rahe ho......unhe dizcourage karo...ki vi aizi cheez na.... Kare..... |
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rahulfernandes | Posted On Mar 13, 2016
I was abused
but I do not brood over my past why should I let them destroy my presnt and future I would be a fool if I keep the "poor me " apni life jiyo aur khul ke jiyo yeh sab jo bol rahe hai gaali bako etc etc speak nonsense by doing so what will u get , I am a child abuse survivor and I have left my past behind today I am successful socially economically and professionally more over emotionally ....... if u r not making yourself strong emotionally be ready to suffer and fail |
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Rehan006 | Posted On Mar 14, 2016
Evn I hav gt fuckd by ma neighbour, whn I ws 7 or 8, but at dat time I dunno whts dis all bout.... |
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194763 | Posted On Mar 15, 2016
My friend dad abused me when i was 12 i m chubby from childhood and i have big boobs and puffy nipples he use to call me to his place to play and he usr to *** my nipples for hours this was happning till i was 16 years old |
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girlybottom4u | Posted On Mar 15, 2016
I am also a victim of child abuse. It makes scars in your mind that do not heal quickly. But if you have a happy married life and love your wife. I say forget your past and don't give up this beautiful life.There are far more important things in life than ***. |
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207081 | Posted On Mar 19, 2016
In no means u shuld ruin ur life. Be happy wut ur noW |
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hitmeboys | Posted On Mar 20, 2016
even i got *** from my cousin bro in front of my grandmaa when i was just 14, he *** me 4 yrs |
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hitmeboys | Posted On Mar 20, 2016
his other frends also *** me |
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208503 | Posted On Mar 22, 2016
Was born gay and enjoying being a bottom ! |
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CrazyCruiser | Posted On Mar 24, 2016
Please understand that you don't necessarily go through child abuse to be gay. Majority of the people are born like that. But I have heard several stories that molestation as a child turned them gay. That's not absolutely right. Maybe they were already gay. and the molestation was a coincidence, an unfortunate one. There are so many straight men who were molested as kids too. They didn't turn gay. So stop writing your creepy stories for perverted thrills of others. |
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208503 | Posted On Mar 24, 2016
Exactly I enjoy what I am. |
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207081 | Posted On Apr 6, 2016
I HV been bullied through out my child hood. Never spent much time with dad. I
Feel less of man. I enjoy being cared by doctor s and old men. |
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HotMuscleFun | Posted On Jul 27, 2016
Best not to adopt the *** up social mindset that you were abused, if you did not feel any pain you were not abused, not unless you buy into their thought system. Then you too can play the victim role your entire life and live a *** up one like so many. |
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purab s | Posted On Jul 27, 2016
hey after reading your story felt that I AM WRITING THAT.......MOST OF WHAT YOU SAID IS EXACTLY ON SIMILAR LINES WHAT HAPPENED WITH ME.....And finally I still keep asking that very question was I born gay or its because of the sexual abuse..............however now I have come to terms with myself. and have accepted it. |
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bisxxdman | Posted On Jul 28, 2016
I don't think abuse is a right word for childhood sexual experiences. abuse should be something that was forced, involuntary, against our wishes and free mind.i had male to male *** when I was 13 and enjoyed every moment of it,indulged in many different experiences till I was about 17 and then I had my 1st gf and enjoyed a lot with her too while simultaneously enjoying M2M *** too. thats how I am a bisexual. I think I always had too sides one gay and another hetro. |
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hound | Posted On Oct 12, 2016
thinking about it - i was 13 when i was sexually abused by an older guy. I didn't really enjoy it but was extremely afraid of what happened to me and couldn't share it with anyone. I've had girlfriends all my life but that experience did leave a scar. I thought i was bi or gay - however after today - i've realsied that i'm not bi or gay - i am attracted to only girls and maybe its all in my head. As a basic test whenever i see a hot girl - i get turned on however i never look at a guy twice. Maybe the early abuse has something to do with it - maybe it made me sexually open and did confuse me about my sexual preferences. Just thought i would share this. |
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264518 | Posted On Oct 31, 2017
I was never abused but like boys their bulbs and every thing. Big hairy chest, hairy face. I like to massage them. The matured ones. what you like decides what you are not the experience |
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Varunx | Posted On Jul 6, 2018
No one can become gay by circumstances. It's always by default not even by one's choice. |
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